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    Rumi’s jaw trembled. “You think I don’t notice?” she pressed, voice thick with hurt she couldn’t hide anymore. “The way you look at me like I’m… annoying. Like I’m nothing. Like I’ll never be good enough for you.”

    “That’s not—” Mira’s voice faltered, snapping off before it could betray her. She clenched her teeth hard enough her jaw ached.

    Rumi didn’t stop. She couldn’t—she was unraveling, and she dragged Mira down with her.

    “Then what is it?!” Rumi’s nails curled into Mira’s arm, desperate, pleading, furious. “Why do you treat me like I’m the problem? Like I’m the only one you can’t stand to be around? Everyone else gets the part of you that laughs, that smiles, that actually lets people in—but me?” Her breath shuddered. “All I get is this.”

    Her voice cracked on this, and it hit harder than any hit they’d thrown.

    Mira squeezed her eyes shut, chest trembling. Stop. Please stop. I can’t do this.

    But Rumi pushed—because she needed an answer, because she was breaking.

    “You hate me so much? Then fine—say it!” she choked. “Say it to my face so I can finally stop wondering why the hell I keep trying with you.”

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    Pre-debut Rumira that hate each other

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    Mira and Zoey are just two university students trying to balance their music studies, dance rehearsals… and the occasional late-night summoning ritual. What starts as a harmless experiment in witchcraft brings something—or someone—unexpected into their lives.

    Now, with a demon lingering in their shared dorm room, feelings growing too quickly, and magic far deeper than they imagined, the lines between friendship, love, and something otherworldly begin to blur.

    A story of found family, love, and what happens when three hearts try to make a home between realms.

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    A few months after the Idol Awards, Rumi is still having nightmares about being exposed as a half-demon for all the crowd to see. She seeks solace in her bandmates, only to find out they've been keeping a secret of their own. How will Rumi take the news of Mira and Zoey's as-of-yet-undefined relationship, especially when she finds out there's yet another layer of secrecy that directly involves her?

     

    (Or, semi-sequel to my last fic that attempts to establish an introduction to polytrix)
    Overall Work is marked as 'Mature'; Chapter 1 rating is Teen/Mature, Chapter 2 is Explicit.

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    Ask her if she reads. No, dumb—she clearly reads.
    Say something about the weather. What are you, eighty?
    Comment on the book. Too obvious. She’ll know you were staring.
    Just say literally anything—

    “Here you go.” Vi set the coffee down gently, voice a little hoarse. “Black. No sugar. Same cupcake as last time.”

    Cait looked up at her with that soft, surprised smile again—like Vi had done something remarkable just by remembering.

    “Thank you,” she said, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “You’re very kind.”

    Vi scratched the back of her neck, shifting her weight from one foot to the other. She didn’t want to leave. She wanted to stay right there.

    But her throat went dry. The café buzzed around them, and Vi’s brain—usually quick, sharp—offered nothing.

    Idiot.
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    As December nears, Cait arrives in Zaun, hoping to find a sense of home—something to anchor her through the harshness of military training. She finds it in a quiet café, and in the girl behind the counter who takes her breath away. Truth is, they leave each other breathless.

    Neither of them is prepared for what fate has in store for their tragic, yet beautiful story.

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    "Please, don't go," Mira begged, her hands firmly cupping Rumi's face, despair overwhelming her.

    "I need to help her," Rumi's lower lip trembled, hearing distant howls warning her that the packs were in danger, and it was her fault. "I'll come home. I promise I'll come back to you."

    "Rumi, please..." Rumi placed her hands over Mira's on her face, resting her forehead against hers.

    She needed to go.

    For the packs she had put in danger.

    And for Zoey too.

    Rumi thought she would never find a place to belong, that she was destined to be alone ever since she lost her pack. But now that she had found a family and formed a home with them, she would do anything for their safety.

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