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Ilya Rozanov wakes up from a coma with a broken body… and an even more shattered heart.
For weeks, while his body lay motionless, he lived an entire life with Shane Hollander: a quiet, secret relationship, built through stolen looks, soft touches, and an intimacy he never allowed himself in reality. He remembers the warmth of the fire, the weight of Shane’s hand, the feeling of belonging to someone.
But none of it ever happened.In the real world, Shane is only his rival.
The man who stepped away.
The one who said no.
And yet, the loss hurts as if it had been real.
As Ilya tries to piece himself back together—caught between memories he doesn’t know how to let go of and feelings that refuse to fade—Shane is also carrying the weight of what never was… and what almost became.
Because waking up doesn’t always mean returning to reality.Sometimes, it means facing what never existed… and still marked you forever.
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When Ilya walks into the showers and finds Hollander experiencing his first heat, he finds himself having to assist more than he ever expected to.
“What is it?” Rozanov asked in thickly accented English.
“Uh…Do you know what I should do about this heat…?” Shane asked, feeling like a total idiot as he hadn’t prepared what he should say.
“No one told you?” Rozanov said irritably.
“Um, no. I thought I was a beta. No one gave me suggestions for this.”
“Oh, Jesus, Hollander. You’re asking me to walk you through your heat?”
“…Please?” Shane begged.
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25 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov is a single dad who's just trying to live his life and be the best dad he can. He never thought that love was for him until he has a chance encounter with pro hockey player Shane Hollander at a hotel bar in Vegas...
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24 Feb 2026
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inferno by probablyrunning
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 May 2026
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Shane’s lungs folded in on themselves. He was pretty sure he was hyperventilating now. Somehow, getting threatened by a powerful billionaire didn’t sound so terrifying. Not when compared to the prospect of having Ilya so close without being able to have him.
With Ilya living in the same safe house as him, Shane would have to pretend everything was alright. All while enduring a pulverizing heartache for someone he wanted more than his next breath, but that would never, ever, love him back.
[OR Agent Twenty-four, Shane Hollander and Agent Eighty-one, Ilya Rozanov are paired to unmask the most prolific art thieves in history. When their mission is compromised, Shane and Ilya are sent to a hide out in a safe house in Spain.]
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23 Feb 2026
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Six years after their divorce, Shane is now working in the emergency ward at Montreal College Hospital when Ilya is rushed in after a motorcycle incident. But the physical injuries aren’t the biggest shock—when Ilya wakes up, he believes he’s still eighteen years old, and that he and Shane are still very much high school sweethearts.
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23 Feb 2026
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Bare by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again.
“Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."
“That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”
“No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.”
“Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”
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