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    “I wanted to talk to you about something,” Ilya says all of a sudden. Because that totally wouldn't worry Shane in the slightest! Ilya feels Shane stiffen against him, and Ilya is quick to ease his worries. “Nothing bad, I promise, малыш. I’ve just been… thinking a lot lately. I guess. Um, I—” Ilya takes a deep breath. Why is this so hard for him to say outloud? He knows Shane won’t judge him, he needs to be brave and just say it.

    “Take your time, baby,” Shane says, looking up at Ilya.

    “You know how much I love…Fuck, why is this hard to say,” Ilya laughs. “Fuck. Okay.” Ilya rubs his other hand that’s not on Shane, over his face. “I love sex with you. Every time, it is great. Mind blowing. Sexy—”

    “Get to your point, Rozanov,” Shane laughs nervously.

    “Iwantyoutofuckme.”

     

    Or, Ilya bottoms for the first time.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    03 Oct 2026

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    Shane tightens his grip on Ilya's curls, Ilya responds with a deep satisfied moan and renewed vigor.

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    Shane has taken his favourite seat and Ilya is in his happy place.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    Shane’s entire body went taught as a bowstring when he heard Ilya make his way up the hall. About fucking time.

    His relief was temporary. Lightning-quick, Ilya slipped into the room and killed the lights. Everything went dim, and Shane’s eyes took a few long seconds to adjust to the solitary glow of the dresser lamp. When he finally saw what Ilya was wearing, his brain short-circuited.

    “Oh my God, Ilya.”

    “You like?”

    Shane liked. Christ, he liked. He liked so fucking much.

    Ilya prowled towards the bed. “How do I look in red? Ottawa colors. Our secret. Do not tell Boston.”

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    After years of dancing around each other, Shane and Ilya can finally have a relationship beyond the walls of a hotel room. Things don't feel quite real at first, but a night of unexpected vulnerability and experimentation changes that.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    The sound Shane makes now is not a whine or a whimper. It’s the sound of an omega. It’s the sound of an omega in distress.

    “Did he just—” someone says from behind him.

    “Shit, Marleau, did you just bitch Shane Hollander?”

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    Shane gets hit hard enough to trigger a traumatic omegatisation, which sends an entire stadium of alphas into frenzy. Ilya needs to get him off the ice, away from the danger, and onto his knot.

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    02 Sep 2026