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    “I wanted to talk to you about something,” Ilya says all of a sudden. Because that totally wouldn't worry Shane in the slightest! Ilya feels Shane stiffen against him, and Ilya is quick to ease his worries. “Nothing bad, I promise, малыш. I’ve just been… thinking a lot lately. I guess. Um, I—” Ilya takes a deep breath. Why is this so hard for him to say outloud? He knows Shane won’t judge him, he needs to be brave and just say it.

    “Take your time, baby,” Shane says, looking up at Ilya.

    “You know how much I love…Fuck, why is this hard to say,” Ilya laughs. “Fuck. Okay.” Ilya rubs his other hand that’s not on Shane, over his face. “I love sex with you. Every time, it is great. Mind blowing. Sexy—”

    “Get to your point, Rozanov,” Shane laughs nervously.

    “Iwantyoutofuckme.”

     

    Or, Ilya bottoms for the first time.

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    05 Oct 2026

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    “Ilya, what are we gonna do?” Shane says.

    Ilya finishes whatever he has been doing on his phone, and tosses it gently to the bed beside him. He crosses the room to Shane, stands in front of him, squeezes into his shoulders with his big hands, rubbing them like he means to warm them up.

    “Looks like we will have a little vacation,” he says, with a big obnoxious grin.

     


     

    Boston and Montreal are sent to Paris to play against each other in an exhibition series in January 2017. Ilya and Shane decide to stay in Paris for one more night. Just one more night, so they can talk. Maybe finally understand each other.

    They aren't expecting a volcano to erupt in Iceland and close all the airspace in Europe, leaving them stranded there. Together.

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    03 Oct 2026

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    Shane tightens his grip on Ilya's curls, Ilya responds with a deep satisfied moan and renewed vigor.

    [OR]

    Shane has taken his favourite seat and Ilya is in his happy place.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    Shane’s entire body went taught as a bowstring when he heard Ilya make his way up the hall. About fucking time.

    His relief was temporary. Lightning-quick, Ilya slipped into the room and killed the lights. Everything went dim, and Shane’s eyes took a few long seconds to adjust to the solitary glow of the dresser lamp. When he finally saw what Ilya was wearing, his brain short-circuited.

    “Oh my God, Ilya.”

    “You like?”

    Shane liked. Christ, he liked. He liked so fucking much.

    Ilya prowled towards the bed. “How do I look in red? Ottawa colors. Our secret. Do not tell Boston.”

    -OR-

    After years of dancing around each other, Shane and Ilya can finally have a relationship beyond the walls of a hotel room. Things don't feel quite real at first, but a night of unexpected vulnerability and experimentation changes that.

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    15 Sep 2026

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    The sound Shane makes now is not a whine or a whimper. It’s the sound of an omega. It’s the sound of an omega in distress.

    “Did he just—” someone says from behind him.

    “Shit, Marleau, did you just bitch Shane Hollander?”

    --OR--

    Shane gets hit hard enough to trigger a traumatic omegatisation, which sends an entire stadium of alphas into frenzy. Ilya needs to get him off the ice, away from the danger, and onto his knot.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Hard to be soft, tough to be tender.

    Or: Ilya gets hit with the pussy curse.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Alpha, alpha, alpha fills his mind, imagining the man pulling out his heavy cock right there in the supermarket and making Shane take it, fucking his face and slapping him with it, coated in drool and tears and precome. Maybe he’d force him down, ass up in the candy aisle, spit on his needy little hole and force his cock in. He wouldn’t even need to stretch Shane out, he’s so wet and desperate for it, my greedy little slut, such a fucking whore for cock, you’d let any alpha take you but you’re fucking mine now — Shane comes with a shout, forcing the fake knot past his stretched rim and groaning as the fake cum fills him up.

    Shane doesn't mind pretending he's a beta. Really. He's never even met an alpha with a scent he likes - until Ilya Rozanov transfers college and fucks up Shane's life in the process.

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    19 Aug 2026

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    Ilya's thoughts stutter to a grinding halt. That had been how Shane lost his virginity? A rushed, unpleasant thing, with Shane left wanting for the orgasm Jacques no doubt thought he'd delivered?

    "So anyway," Shane goes on, babbling now, "I've made my peace with it, and I should probably go to the library to study-"

    Ilya makes a very bad decision in a line of bad decisions, starting with when he asked to live with Shane after falling head-over-heels for him after their hockey coach assigned Shane to tutor Ilya in math.

    "I bet I can make you come," he says, and Shane's eyes go wide.
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    Ilya has a long string of very satisfied hookups. Shane has one very bad one, and a body that can't seem to orgasm.

    Ilya also has a crush on Shane and a penchant for bad decisions.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

    ~~~~~~

    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    11 Jul 2026

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    A comprehensive guide to writing both queer and het erotic fiction, written by published novelist Quinn Anderson. Includes lists of sexy words, references, and some general writing tips. Please feel free to use without credit.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Shane rides Ilya. Ilya comes first. Shane does not stop because he was promised a hands-free orgasm. Ilya lies there and takes it like a fucking champion.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    In the aftermath of Shane's acute heat and his unplanned confession, Shane and Ilya navigate changing the public perception of their relationship.

    Scott, meanwhile, is growing tired of keeping his own relationship a secret.

     

    Sequel to Bitter Pine.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    ...and you make me curious.

    Do I make you curious?

    Obviously.

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    Curiosity has been a lifelong trait of Ilya Rozanov. Two months after The Cottage, as he continues to grow his relationship with Shane, the fire of that curiosity burns hotter and brighter. Never one to ignore his impulses, Ilya embarks on a journey to better understand Shane's role in their sexual dynamic, and his own.

    Everyone says, "Curiosity killed the cat."
    But nobody seems to remember the second part of the adage:
    "But satisfaction brought him back."

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    21 Jun 2026

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Plagued with the issues of his family past and present, Ilya Rozanov finds himself in the media's eyes for all the wrong reasons recently with no end in sight. When the team decides enough is enough with the drinking and whoring, Ilya is suddenly faced with a new issue to tackle—a personal calming omega hired by the team: Shane Hollander. Shane is up for the task of getting the Russian alpha under control for the season, but are they both up for the unexpected heated connection between them that follows?

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    14 May 2026

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    When Ilya walks into the showers and finds Hollander experiencing his first heat, he finds himself having to assist more than he ever expected to.

    “What is it?” Rozanov asked in thickly accented English.

    “Uh…Do you know what I should do about this heat…?” Shane asked, feeling like a total idiot as he hadn’t prepared what he should say.

    “No one told you?” Rozanov said irritably.

    “Um, no. I thought I was a beta. No one gave me suggestions for this.”

    “Oh, Jesus, Hollander. You’re asking me to walk you through your heat?”

    “…Please?” Shane begged.

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    08 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the sole Omega within the NHL. He’s been running from his own instincts since the moment he first presented and lives his life akin to that of a Beta; scentless, never nesting, and without a heat cycle. Any failure to conform to these ideals would result in being outcast from his peers and by the league altogether.

    Ilya is the only Alpha in ice hockey that plays without the use of suppressants. He lives his life purely driven by instinct, running from the ghosts of those attempting to control him. Unbeknownst to Shane, he’s also the only person that can smell the Omega, and the scent is steadily driving the Alpha insane.

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    08 May 2026

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    28 Apr 2026

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    The second period was hell. Shane lost the face off again, almost getting knocked over in the process. His thoughts were barely cohesive anymore, his mind disconnected from reality. Shane's body screamed at him, every movement too much, his footing too unstable, his passes too sloppy. Too slow, too inaccurate, too weak. He knew he was letting his team down, he was failing them, he needed to be better, he was an undeserving captain, if he could just pull himself together…

    Fucking pathetic.

    A Boston player pushed him into the boards.

    Shane's knees gave way underneath him and he went down. He felt winded, his lungs struggling to get oxygen into his system.

    Everything felt wrong, wrong, wrong.

    He needed to get up, get moving, score goals and lead his team, but he just couldn't find the strength.

    People shouted, their voices too loud. Hands reached for him, moved him onto his back, and Shane wished they would let him go. They were not right, they were not…

    …Ilya.

     

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    Shane has the worst day of his life, the stress and anxiety causing him to go into heat during a game against Boston. Luckily, Ilya is there to take care of him.

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    28 Apr 2026

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