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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    This is the third and final arc of my Mass Effect AU trilogy, Just Breathe. This arc focuses on the relationship between teenagers— John Shepard and Kaidan Alenko.

    I highly recommend reading the previous two arcs, as there are several original characters as well as several plot points that will be revisited in this arc.

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    Chapters:
    35/35
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    26 Aug 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 62

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    Here in the light those eyes of his look real, staring Jacob down like a railgun locked on a target. Jacob’s never been much for religion or spent much time thinking about an afterlife. But being caught in the crosshairs of that cold, indifferent gaze sure raises the question about whether humans have a soul, and if they do, what happens to it when you die.

    And if you can ever get it back.

    The twists and turns of ME2, through the eyes of everyone but Commander Shepard.

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    Chapters:
    15/23
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    04 Dec 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 72

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    Shepard went down with his ship, only to wake two years later and find out the love of his life had gone down, too. Or so he thinks.
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    Like a knife he’d forgotten is there, Shepard’s heart clenches painfully. He swallows the lump in his throat. This is not the place to break down.

    “Don’t think you can’t talk about him around me,” Shepard says, which is the exact opposite of how he feels at the moment. “I wasn’t the only one he meant something to.”

    “I know,” Joker replies, shrugging. “But you two were like...” He waves a hand awkwardly to empathize his point.

    Practically married. Ashley had said.

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    Chapters:
    19/19
    Comments:
    314
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    350
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    9,825

    02 Jun 2023

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    “When did I become your teacher?” Ben asks, stern and serious.

    Crossing his arms over an empty shelf, he ducks down far enough to watch her through the gap. Eyes piercing into her, taking note of the way she looks away and wavers with insecurity.

    “… When you made it your sole purpose to torment me about my own ignorance,” Rey whispers back.

     

    (In which Ben Solo joins the Resistance and takes a little too much pleasure in antagonising their newest recruit)

     

    A counterpart to ”I Think I Loathe You” written in Ben’s POV

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    Chapters:
    24/24
    Comments:
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    16 Aug 2022

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “There’s no shame in it, by the way,” Ben murmurs over his shoulder, the barest hit of teasing creeping back in along the edges of his low voice. An unmistakable downward dip of his eyes that she does not understand nor wish to analyse.

    “What?” Rey mutters quietly, feeling as though all the fight has left her mind and body.

    “Not knowing certain things… and needing a teacher.”

     

    (In which Rey tries to navigate her new life on the Resistance’s base while the newly-defected Ben Solo makes himself the bane of her existence)

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    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    1,270
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    05 May 2022

  6. Public Bookmark 17

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    Sara Ryder and Reyes Vidal have known each other for little over a month, and yet they have truly gotten under each other's skin. Can she trust the charming smuggler? Can he let down his walls for her without losing everything? Only time (and probably some smut) will tell! ;)

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    102
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    17
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    2,542

    14 Dec 2020

  7. Public Bookmark 22

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    Collection of 'Wordless Ways to Say I Love You' Sam Shepard/Kaidan Alenko prompts, mostly post-war, but a few during the ME3 timeline.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    83
    Kudos:
    275
    Bookmarks:
    22
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    10 Dec 2020

  8. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shepard is more than the N7 emblem they're about to pin on his chest.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    82
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    348
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    40
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    3,380

    22 Nov 2020

  9. Public Bookmark 46

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    It's been one year since the victory over the Reapers. Shepard's death had hit Kaidan hard, but he'd been ok: He'd returned to active duty, had accepted that he was grieving, but had been getting over it. Until he'd realized that he was not ready to move on after all - and that maybe he didn't have to.

    Story is set during ME1&ME3, most things are pretty much canon, until they aren't. Can be read as a standalone fic (in case you kind of like it, but not enough to want more of it), has a proper ending, part2&3 are completely optional.

    Exclusively Kaidan's perspective. No sex because I don't enjoy writing sex scenes, you'll have to use your imagination.

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    49,211
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    113
    Kudos:
    262
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    16 Nov 2020

  10. Public Bookmark 17

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    In the aftermath of the Reaper War, Kaidan and Shepard live their post-war lives in happy comfort. Then they're called on a mission to help investigate a reaper signal found on an abandoned ship. Their easy investigation mission quickly goes south as old reaper tech pulls them into a world of danger, violence, and bad memories. It's up to Kaidan to find out what's going on and get him and Shepard home safe. Which would all be a lot easier if Shepard remembered him.

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    69,234
    Chapters:
    11/11
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    95
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    17
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    11 Nov 2020

  11. Public Bookmark 68

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    “Alistair, you’ve seen a naked girl before, right?”

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
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    29 Apr 2020

  12. Public Bookmark 3

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    This is a Mass Effect Teen AU.

    For as long as Shepard could remember, he had always had a voice in his head. He knew that it wasn’t normal, but for Shepard it had always been part of his everyday. Always there, taunting and teasing him mercilessly. Today was no different, the voice was there in full force, a deafening sound to break his serenity.

    A story about a messed up teen and the people that love him. A story of great sadness, anger, pain, love, loss, and finally hope.
    *There is some sexual content, but nothing too explicit.

    **UPDATE: I have edited all the chapters and have made some changes, nothing drastic. I made some dialogue changes and have added some extra dialogue here and there, if anyone is interested in this revised version.

    I suck at summaries, but I think that covers it.

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    Chapters:
    19/19
    Comments:
    14
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    33
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    06 Jun 2019

  13. Public Bookmark 86

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    reyes is trying to be a better man. ryder is just trying to hold it together. neither of them seem to be fooling anybody.

    unsent emails, phone-comm sex, and triple-distilled whiskey ahead.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    72
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    22 Mar 2019

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    He’d won. Sloane Kelly’s life was in his hands. All that remained was the killing shot. But at the brink of victory, he stood filled with cold dread. For instead of the thugs he’d expected, Sloane had walked into his trap with Scott Ryder at her heels.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
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    19 Mar 2019

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    "Sometimes the hardest part of the journey is believing you're worthy of the trip."

    Tris Ryder never asked to see Andromeda. He said no to the Andromeda Initiative and went about his life. Then he wakes up 600 years in the future. He's still struggling to make sense of the mess that's become his life when he enters a vault on Eos.

     

    VERY AU. Still same basic-ish plot but a lot of differences. Scott-centric, except his name is Tris here. Very slow burn. Contains emotional neglect/abuse by (a) family member(s), a lot of self-doubt and self-worth issues, anxiety, anger, and depression, so keep that in mind if you're easily triggered. SLASH M/M.

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    Chapters:
    106/?
    Comments:
    801
    Kudos:
    662
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    113
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    16,057

    18 Mar 2019

  16. Public Bookmark 10

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    Shepard is a washed-up private investigator who's just about lost it all. Suddenly, he is thrust into the personal affairs of one of the city's most notorious gangsters, but it's his own personal life that keeps cropping up along the way.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    72
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    10
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    1,142

    10 Mar 2019

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Scott's pretty sure his father wasn't in the right state of mind to be delegating his duties as Pathfinder when he was dying - he's pretty sure there's been a terrible mistake.

    But it's too late to fix it now.

    Maybe one day he'll get used to 'Pathfinder', but he doubts it.

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    135,250
    Chapters:
    23/?
    Comments:
    226
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    769
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    107
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    15,170

    06 Mar 2019

  18. Public Bookmark 70

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    "Don't forget what happened to the man who suddenly got everything he ever wanted"

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    Chapters:
    17/20
    Comments:
    87
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    427
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    70
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    6,802

    03 Mar 2019

  19. Public Bookmark 44

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    All he remembers is pinpoints in time. The flash in the muzzle of his rifle, the dull throb in his shoulder from too much Widow kickback. Shouting directions, fire in his muscles, his legs screaming at him as he ran. Moments of laughter as adrenaline hit its peak; slamming him against a wall of shame afterwards, once he's holstering his weapon and wiping blood from his visor.

    (He believes in Reyes. Far more than he believes in the demons at his back.)

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    Comments:
    24
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    227
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    44
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    1,734

    25 Feb 2019

  20. Public Bookmark 91

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    Heroes have soul marks.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    56
    Kudos:
    966
    Bookmarks:
    91
    Hits:
    9,446

    17 Aug 2018

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