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    Ryu Rumi is the picture perfect Idol - She is polite, talented, and always the perfect people pleaser. Her career is solid, people love her... yet she feels wound so tight her own skin tingles with need. That need is never met, no matter what she tries to soothe it.

    Or: The BDSM/Kink Lifestyle AU literally no-one asked for.

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    Rumi had been a mistake from the moment she was conceived. Life was not something she deserved to enjoy, and must instead live through her own pain and misery. Coming to terms with a life filled with suffering and mundanity had been her only plan, entirely ready to take what she deserves.

    Her life begins to change into something she does not know how to handle, and the people in her around are strangely committed to making a difference for her.
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    Or Rumi is severely traumatized and I want her to experience life and love properly.

    Jan 21st UPDATE : this fic is NOT discontinued or abandoned I just write slow

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    Rumi had always thought that she was living on borrowed time. That one sunset would be her last and she would never see her girls again.

    So what does she do now that she has been granted the opportunity to live.

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    Rumi talks to the girls and admits to them a secret she’s been keeping since they first met. That she had always expected to die.

    Lots of tears ensue.

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    It was supposed to be a joke.

    It was supposed to be a joke they could fold into late nights, an easy thing to say when grief felt too big to hold. It was supposed to be a joke that lived on the couch, then in messages, then in polite stories told to strangers, the kind of joke that softens the edges of fear. It was supposed to be a joke.

    Seventy years later, the penthouse and the laughter were memories layered under dust. The garden behind Celine's old house had become the small, private place where five graves lay, pressed close to one another like a family that would not be separated. It wasn't a cemetery. It wasn't marked on any map. It was a patch of earth that remembered them.

    It was supposed to be a joke. It hadn't been. She made it one last time, only now it was a choice she could name and own. She closed her eyes, and the rain continued, and the little plot of earth in Celine's garden kept its silence.

    And Rumi had died for a second time.

    (Or, Rumi outlives her girls, and Celine, and after decades of being on her own shes finally reunited)

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    Being dragged out of bed in the middle of the night to fight demons is not a new experience for Rumi. The battle ending with her being thrown years into the future, meeting a version of herself who has learned to embrace her demonic side, is.

    Or beginning-of-movie Rumi meets few-years-post-movie Huntr/x

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    30 Aug 2025