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Redamancy: Forget You | Yoonmin Book 1 by deepBlueWaters
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
25 Jan 2020
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REDAMANCY {English}
(n.) an act of loving the one who loves you; a love returned in full
The familiar face I hadn't seen in the flesh for over three years cut me like thousand glass shards. All those nights I had imagined seeing him again, reenacted the scene over and over again in my head, I had never thought of the painful shattering of my heart, all of my scars ripping up.
Everything I had built to this day for the past four years came crushing down on me, the bulletproof wall I had built brick by brick.
He hadn't changed at all, if anything he had gotten even more handsome, much more mysterious than I remembered him to be. Even though the cap he had on were pushing his dark hair back, I could still see the extreme contrast of it against his pale skin.
His eyes.
His cat shaped eyes.
They were gazing me, leaving a million questions unanswered. All those moments we had shared together, they were a painful memory lingering in my throat, shadowing in my eyes.
Those moments I had cherished, valued more than anything and anyone in my life, they were just that.
Memories.Series
- Part 1 of Redamancy
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08 Feb 2026
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An only-omega pack sounds excellent in concept, but keeping it together is a constant struggle. After the pack Leaders decide to shelter two wounded outlaw alphas, the pack feels divided, and significant changes are bound to commence.
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26 Oct 2025
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It Burns and Burns (But You're With Me) by LucidDreaming
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
29 Nov 2025
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The last thing anyone expects is Yoongi to go into heat after nearly a decade of knowing him, considering the man isn't an Omega. But things start to unravel and hindsight is always 20/20.
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“Now,” Jimin whispers, hands gently massaging Yoongi’s shoulders as he leans in close to Yoongi’s ear.
“Now what?” Yoongi asks, matching his volume to Jimin’s, turning his head to find Jimin glaring at him.
“Now,” Jimin repeats. “We’re never gonna get another chance like this.”
“We’re not ready,” Yoongi whispers. This is too soon.
“Yes, we are,” there’s absolute conviction in Jimin’s voice.
Yoongi looks at where the other members are sprawled in different places around the room.
Maybe they are ready.
Translations: Russian, Italian and Spanish here and here <3
Listen to a podfic version of the fic here <33
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09 Sep 2024
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Just, yes, to all of it, YES. Ot7 heart happy yoonmin heart happier
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“Do you always ask this many questions?” Namjoon asks.
“Yeah. Since I was little. Is it annoying? Am I annoying you?”
Yes.
“No.” He speeds up his steps
“Are you lonely?” The man keeps pace with him.
“No.”
Another lie.
“Really? You must be very strong then.” The man stops and looks out at the trees, contemplating. “I think I would be the loneliest person in the world…”-
Namjoon left himself behind. He meets Taehyung in the rain.
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He's heard the legends of whales, of course. Every mer has.
Jimin is taken from his home, and finds Taehyung waiting for him.
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23 Jun 2024
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Merfolk Vmin my precious little loves, this is my new home 🥹
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Kim Seokjin mourns the loss of his deceased boyfriend and continues to text the other's number to cope with his grief.
Enter, Min Yoongi.
Yoongi is just an average guy who keeps receiving vague messages after getting a new phone. He disregards the messages as spam until curiosity gets the best of him on Christmas morning.
He finally decides to respond back, not knowing the full consequence of meeting a grieving man with depression.
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25 Dec 2023
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"Sometimes you just have to accept that some people can only be in your heart, not in your life."
This one line alone broke me and healed me all at once.
Yoonjin my beloved little dears. Loved every painful minute of this. <3
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because it is bitter, and because it is my heart by notyoongs
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
29 Jul 2020
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he recognizes in yoongi the same thing that he’s recognized in himself over the past few months—that despite the hurt and the anger and the scars that they’ve given each other, there’s always going to be a part of himself that wants more. that won’t rest until they gain back what they lost so long ago.
maybe yoongi’s heart is as foolish as jeongguk’s.
(or: two and a half years after bangtan’s disbandment, yoongi and jeongguk begin again.)
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28 Oct 2023
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may your trials end in full bloom. jeongguk feels like a goddamn garden.
Mayhaps one of my most favorite Yoonkook au lines ever. 🥹
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'"If you catch it early enough, you can untangle a pot-bound plant with your fingers."'
Or, Wood Witch Namjoon, content to spend the rest of his days alone in the forest, and Yoongi, Crown Prince of a kingdom whose capital city is plagued with a mysterious disease he's convinced is being caused by plants, are pot-bound in their own ways.
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04 Sep 2023
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Prince Yoongi and Wood Witch Namjoon have my whole fucking heart. Absolute total MUST READ FOR EVERYONE.
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" I can't do this anymore. I can't be with you anymore. I'm tired, Yoongi."
"Tae-"
Papers were flung across the table, splaying out in every which direction, practically covering the entirety of the brown wood, "Divorce papers. Sign them."
Or,
The fic where Taehyung and Yoongi try to navigate their relationship through a divorce
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09 Aug 2023
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I'm never shutting up about this story. Taegi heart happy. ♥
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So Many Different Places to Call Home by allways_always
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
26 Jul 2023
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After Yoongi's mother has a health scare, he returns home to pack up his family home. He had no idea packing up his belongings also meant unpacking his past.
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Two songs for some era-inspiration
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06 Jul 2023
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Bookmark it and be one with it. Because it's a special treat. 🥰
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If Nice Guys Finish Last, Meet Me in the Back by NinjasWearSneakers for deepslowpanic
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
01 Jul 2023
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Namjoon has been secretly in love with his best friend Yoongi for years, so he’s familiar with the pain of watching him date other people. Now, Yoongi is getting married, and Namjoon is his best man, so he’s been trying very hard to prepare himself for the pain of that whole ordeal. However, something much more painful happens instead, leaving Namjoon to try to help Yoongi pick up the pieces.
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Jimin commits a crime and is offered refuge by a local vampire lord.
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10 Jun 2023
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You are clearly not okay in the head if you don't bookmark this. <3
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the way to love isn't a straight line.
namjoon's pov of dirty dishes
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- Part 2 of Pink and Blue
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on namjoon's instagram, seokjin sees everything he wishes he could have.
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- Part 1 of Pink and Blue
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05 Nov 2022
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If you think for one second that I am not going to read this over and over again clearly you don't know me. Angst is my middle name! Ult fave Namjin. <3
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Sometimes I Know / Sometimes I Don't by NamjoonDragonite
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
28 Aug 2022
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@StuffWeEat
Tuesday, December 7, 2:25 pm PST
Sorry for the inactivity. The admins have complicated romantic feelings for each other.
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29 Oct 2022
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My beloved Namgi. ♥️ too too freaking cute to not bookmark! Automatically ult fave!
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At Seokjin’s first and only meeting with Jungkook prior to the wedding, Jungkook suggested that since they were in a similar situation—forced into a marriage they didn’t want in the name of business—that they should both keep up their personal “pursuits.” Quietly, of course.
Seokjin could only listen and nod, even though it’s certainly not what he wanted—the furthest thing from it. But he couldn’t tell Jungkook the actual truth. He couldn’t confess that he’s in love with Jungkook, or that he’s been pining for him from afar for years.
And he certainly couldn’t tell Jungkook that he is the silent head of Kim Holdings, and that it was his money that bought Jungkook’s hand in marriage—
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03 Oct 2022
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I'd be dumb to *not* bookmark this!! Jinkook heart happy <3
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could you turn off your cellphone? by cutiesexysaucie
Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
30 Aug 2021
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MYG [8:57:06 AM]
good morning
I had a dream that you asked me
to jerk you off with a raw steakKSJ [9:14:56 AM]
stopMYG [9:16:34 AM]
it was kinda hot, nglKSJ [9:17:19 AM]
STOPor;
Yoongi and Seokjin match on grindr, sext a lot, fuck a lot, and catch some feelings while they’re at it.
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06 Jun 2022
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Yes it's YoonJin, but more importantly, it's amazingly written with so much humor I *had* to bookmark it for selfish reasons! Automatic fave!! <3
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Persuasion AU. Five years ago, Seokjin was persuaded to break up with the only man he has loved, brilliant producer and adoring boyfriend Min Yoongi. Now, just as Seokjin's record company is failing, Yoongi returns, cold and seemingly indifferent. As they continue to circle around each other and navigate the idol world, Seokjin must determine his future, and if Yoongi has a place in it.
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Bookmarked by SpazzE
16 May 2022
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Oh to be loved so much that one rewrites their own DNA to have the other engrained in them, to hold a piece of them, forever. Precious YoonJin.🥺
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Crying was weakness in their line of work. To be vulnerable in their world was to invite pain, or worse, death. Hardly the place for the likes of Kim Taehyung. Thankfully, Yoongi would always be there to wipe his tears.
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01 May 2022
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Taegi Mafia au, but make it soft. Makes you wonder if anyone has ever held you as you cried and told you, you are valid.♥️