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    An 'innocent' video of Ilya and Shane is posted, and their lives are abrutply turned upside down. Forced seperation, security detail, no-contact and broken hearts ensue.
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    He knows who it is without having to turn around. Even in silence, in darkness- in the dim corner of the world, Ilya has always had a way of commanding a space and making his presence known.

    “Made it five minutes before running. Is new record, no?” Ilya says behind him, voice low and cruel.

    Shane’s laugh comes out wrong, hollow and sharp, because of course Ilya would follow him just to be an asshole. He turns slowly, because part of him wants to see if this is real and part of him wants to rip the reality out by the roots.

    “Fuck you,” Shane snaps, voice shaking with rage he didn’t realize he had. “After five months of silence, that’s the first fucking thing you say to me? Fuck. You.”

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    14 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    14 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    "Did I pass the test?" Ilya said somewhat indignantly. "I'm trying not to take offense to this, but when have I ever been at risk for leaking confidential details? Contract or not." Svetlana just hmm'd to herself.

    "The client insisted on the contract. My hands were tied. If you wanted to read the brief, you had to sign. I'm sorry. You have my implicit trust, Ilyusha. I hope you know." Ilyusha.

    "The client insisted? Please put me out of my misery. Who is this client?"

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    Shane gets viciously outed, and seeks confidential, professional Dominant services to cope with the fallout.

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    14 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    When Shane is horribly (like really horribly) outed, Ilya, who is playing in Russia, gets traded to his team, the Boston Raiders.
    Yes I know that's not how hockey works.
    Lots of angst, sex, eventual healing.

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    14 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    Shane thought love meant safety. Ilya thought love meant control.

    When secrets surface and choices are stolen, Shane is forced to confront the truth about the man he loves and the empire that comes with him. In a world where protection looks like possession and devotion comes at a cost, walking away may be just as dangerous as staying.

    Some loves don’t let go. Some don’t survive the truth.

    A dark, emotionally charged story about love, power, agency, and the dangerous question: can you have both roots and wings?

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    14 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 87

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    in which ilya & shane are in the UK modelling for london fashion week when COVID strikes.

    in which ilya & shane are trapped in an airbnb together during the first lockdown.

    in which they both slowly go insane.

    (it was either this or a love island au)

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    14 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 57

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    Omega Shane presents in Vegas after years of being a beta and is accidentally bitten by Alpha Ilya. It results in the end of his career and a pregnancy he has no choice but to keep.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander has everything he’s ever wanted.
    Drafted by the Montreal Metros and about to start his rookie season. What he doesn’t know is that home is quietly collapsing beneath him.

    His parents, drowning in bad investments and worse judgment, turned to the one man you never owe money to, Ilya Rozanov, a rising figure in the criminal underworld. Ilya built his empire by understanding people’s wants…and turning them into leverage.

    When the final payment date arrives, the Hollander house is silent. No money. No options.

    So Ilya makes his own.

    With ice-cold logic and an obsession already brewing under the surface, he claims Shane—not his family—as collateral.
    Shane walks into his living room expecting dinner, and walks out bound by a contract he never signed.

    He keeps his career—for now. Ilya knows Shane’s talent is an investment, a resource too valuable to waste.
    Shane still travels with his team, skates under bright arena lights, and racks up points…but the freedom ends there.

    And Ilya is never far away.

    Publicly, he is Shane’s mysterious “benefactor.”
    Privately, he is his owner, his captor, and—slowly—his obsession.

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    14 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 46

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    Born as the second son of a high-ranking officer in the Russian mob, Ilya Rozanov is sent to head the Bratva’s overseas branch in Canada. One day, his father calls with an assignment: shut down their rival operation in Ottawa, a money-laundering front backed by the Japanese Yakuza. He’s given one name to go off of: Hollander.

    Shane Hollander is a graduate student in an MD program specializing in sports medicine. There’s nothing particularly interesting about him, other than the fact that his mother, Yuna Hollander, is the CEO of an arts charity—and the daughter of the chairman of the second-largest yakuza family in Japan.

    Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya gets the wrong Hollander.

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    14 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 52

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    Ilya Rozanov was an assassin in the Russian mob since he was 16 years old, one day an operation went dangerously wrong and Ilya escaped in the night with his best friend Svetlana to start a new life in Montreal, Canada.

    Shane Hollander was once a promising young hockey player when an injury forced him into early retirement. After a few years of self loathing, he and his best friend Hayden invested in a small cafe they run together with a group of friends.

    The most unlikely of people come together and the result is pure love and adoration.

    The only question is.. Can two men with such tragic pasts live happily ever after?

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    14 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane was on the mend. Really. Ilya had pulled him out of that icy river before there was any lasting damage.

    It didn't matter that he couldn't just fucking forget what had happened.

    Ilya wasn't okay, but he wasn't going to tell anyone that. Telling people would mean dealing with it.

    And he had Shane now, which was enough.

    Or: Shane and Ilya deal with the fall out of being kidnapped and traumatized by the Montreal mafia.

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    14 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 8

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    Ilya and Shane are kidnapped before Ilya has a chance to make up his mind about the cottage. They are then forced into a marriage hoping it will force them out of the NHL. Instead it could potentially give them all they ever wanted, or it will be the thing that permanently separates them.

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    14 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 24

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    It all started with a yellow "+1"

    do you think cap would kill me if i added the girl who i think is jane on snap?

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    14 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Seeing Shane Hollander laid out on the ice was one of the worst moments of Ilya Rozanov's life. But it made him realize that he could not hide the truth anymore, no matter the aftermath.

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    14 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 59

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    There’s a brief thought of how easy his smiles are when he’s with Ilya, but it’s quickly replaced by something he’s been trying not to think of for the past few hours.

    There’ll be a knife missing from the kitchen when Ilya gets home.

    Or;

    A regret, and the healing that follows.

    Please be extra mindful of the tags lovelies!!!

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    14 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 5

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    When Shane gets outed he doesn’t know what to do. He runs to Ilya who was hiding a secret. A very illegal secret

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Before a game against Chicago, Ilya receives a text from Shane that he never thought he'd receive. As he rushes to be by Shane's side, Ilya gets in contact with Hayden and Shane's mom to hopefully make it in time to save Shane from himself. When they'd been outed months before, Ilya hadn't worried because Shane had told him he was fine. Now he's questioning everything to figure out what he missed.

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    14 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 4

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    shane hollander writes about the events leading to his self inflicted death

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Loving Shane Hollander had taught Ilya Rozanov how to slow down.

    They had a plan now. A life that made sense. Something quiet, stable, and boring. For once, Ilya believed peace might be something he could actually have, not just something he pretended not to want.

    Then Troy Barrett arrives from Toronto and starts looking at what Ilya has built like it’s something he might take. Like peace is something might need too.

    Ilya tells himself it’s nothing. A misunderstanding. He plays captain. He plays fair. He plays nice.

    But loathing has always come easier than love, and once everything starts to unravel, Ilya learns there are only so many times you can choose peace before you are forced to show how far you’ll go to keep Shane Hollander to yourself.

     

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    Troy Barrett wants Shane badly enough to burn with the ship. Ilya is determined to get rid of him before everything between him and his freckled love falls apart.

     

    (Ilya’s POV of the series of unfortunate events best called ‘Troy Barrett’)

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    13 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    What if Shane started learning Russian after the first time they hooked up without telling Ilya? What if Shane never told him because he was afraid of being judged? And what if Shane actually understood everything Ilya said on the phonecall?

    A quick one-shot where Shane understands everything Ilya said on the phone + one time Shane tells Ilya how he feels about him in Russian.

    Title from 'Talk Talk' by Charli XCX and Troye Sivan

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    40,386

    13 Feb 2026

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