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    “Why are you calling me, Hollander?” Ilya asks more harshly than he means to. But he’s tired, and impatient, and strung out on a mixture of emotions and longing for the voice on the other end of the phone. “If nothing is wrong, why are you calling?”

    “Will you come?” Shane asks, and Ilya’s heart sinks before he can even say the rest of it. He shouldn’t have asked. He should have just let Shane ramble. “To…to the wedding?”

    The lump in his throat feels insurmountable. But he manages to say, “I don’t think that’s a good idea.”

    Shane doesn’t acknowledge it. “I invited alllll these people, but the only one I actually care if they come or not is you.” He stops and giggles. “Isn’t that weird?”

    “Yes,” Ilya replies, because it is. You shouldn’t want your years-long situationship at your wedding. He doesn’t want the drunken musings of Shane Hollander to give him hope.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    When Scott Hunter ventured out on his balcony after the 2011 All Star Game, he only wanted to get some air. He didn't expect to overhear a couple of rookies having sex. He definitely didn't anticipate hearing his own name. But when Hollander catches him eavesdropping, Scott does the upstanding thing and offers his phone number in case the younger men ever have questions about being closeted hockey players. It's the least he can do, right? Anyway, he'll probably never get a text back.

    Probably...

    AKA Scott Hunter listens to the mating call—perhaps a little too well.

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    28 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Shane jerks off while Ilya and Luca are out of the house, but Luca catches him and tells Sir of his disobedience.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Shane gasped and stumbled backwards. “Three weeks? You decided-” his hands flew to his mouth. “How could you do this without talking to me? This is what? To punish me because I won’t come out on your timeline?”

    Ilya felt a stab of anger. “You won’t come out on any timeline!”

    Shane blinked at him. “I literally drove here tonight because I wanted to know if you would accept six to twelve months!” 

    “A timeline,” he barked. “This is our lives, Shane. I want to be with you fully now. I know you are scared, but you need to be brave, and I am so deeply fucking unhappy being your dirty little secret.”

    “That’s not fair Ilya, it’s going to be complicated for me. I’m already the only Asian captain in the league! The media, sponsors, the Voyageurs? It’s going to need to be carefully managed-”

    Or: After the Boxing Day fight, Ilya loses faith in the idea that Shane will come out quickly and decides to make a wild move and agrees on a trade to Vancouver. Can these two idiots in love find their way back to each other?

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    23 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 66

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    “Lily is from Boston, is Russian, is a friend of Svetlana's,” Hayden started to say, and Shane began to get nervous. “Svetlana is the best friend of Rozanov, who is Russian and is from Boston.”
    Oh no. No, no, no.
    “Shane… please tell me Rozanov isn't Lily."

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Hayden wasn’t the type to invade someone’s privacy, but seeing Shane reduced to a ghost was wearing him down. He picked up the phone, his fingers trembling slightly as he searched for the contact “Lily.” The phone rang once, twice, three times.

    Then, the line clicked. But there was no "Hello?"

    “This is Ilya. I never check my voicemail.”

    Hayden pulled the phone away from his ear, staring at the screen as if it had just exploded. The name still read Lily. But the voice… the voice was low, gravelly, with that Russian accent he’d been hearing scream across the ice for years.

    “Rozanov?” Hayden whispered. “What the hell…”

     

    Set after Shane left Ilya's house in ep 4

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “Should we make Shane watch, Haasy?” Ilya asks. “Show him what he is missing, how talented my rookie is for me?”

    Shane should leave. His chest wants to crack open and blood is rushing in his ears and the door is right fucking there, but he doesn’t move. Because this—twisted and unbearable as it is—is the closest Shane’s been to Ilya in almost four months. Something is better than nothing. Even this.

    Shane dips his chin in a small, deliberate nod. Yes, make me watch. Punish me, Ilya. Please.

    Ilya’s lip curls. “Say it, Hollander. Say you want to watch him suck my cock.”

    (Canon-divergent TLG. Shane and Ilya broke up after their Christmas fight. Four months later, Shane sneaks into Ilya’s backyard and sees more than he bargained for: Luca Haas, on his knees. He gets caught, and an angsty, messy threesome follows, forcing them both to reevaluate their choices and what they're willing to do for love. There is a Hollanov happily-ever-after, and one for Luca, too.)

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    22 Jun 2026

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    What if, after they first meet at the 2008 Prospect Cup, Shane Hollander goes back to Russia with the Rozanovs to play hockey with Ilya's team for 3 months on a hockey exchange program? And what if, in preparation for this trip - which Shane knew about for months and Ilya did not - Shane learned enough Russian to get by? Oh and they're attracted to each other but neither one of them made the first move before they're on a plane together, and suddenly they've got to spend 3 months living in the same apartment, in Russia, under the watchful eyes of Ilya's family and a team full of teenage hockey players...

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    22 Jun 2026

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    21 Jun 2026

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has been a very good roommate to Ilya Rozanov for nine months. Never makes too much noise. Does the laundry without being asked.

    Ilya comes home early one Saturday and finds out exactly how good of a roommate Shane can be.

    Or — a filthy little hollanov roommate!au one shot where Ilya doesn’t realize what a pervert his roommate Shane is until he comes home from work early one day and finds him in a very compromised position in Ilya’s bed. Is that Ilya’s fleshlight on Shane’s…?

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    20 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 45

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    As far as Hudson knew, he was straight. Yet, he couldn't stop obsessing over his co-star, Connor, and imagining fucking him in every position known to man.

    Connor, for his part, thought he only wanted a huge cock to fuck him with no strings attached. Why, then, could he not stop obsessing over Hudson?

    Why did they both desire something more when they knew their relationship was nothing but recurring sessions of mindless fucking?

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    A stupid story about how these two idiots went from being fuckbuddies to something more.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    He brought her here.

    He actually fucking brought her here.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has his future planned out pretty well. That is, until a cute Russian boy—the little brother of the Centaur's captain and star player, Alexei Rozanov—comes up to introduce himself before the International Prospect Cup while Shane is out getting some air. After a few more encounters with him, whether by chance or by fate, Shane's world is knocked off its axis and he is forced to reevaluate everything in his life—his sexuality, his priorities, and even his career.

    An AU where Ilya's dad is the parent that dies instead of his mom.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Rose Landry has had terrible luck with lovers in the past. Now, she potentially has two more that seem promising: a gorgeous Russian who frequents the same bar as her named Svetlana, and a cute pro hockey player for Montreal named Hayden. The only problem is that she doesn't know which one to choose... and also that both of them possibly want to have to sex with their mutual friend, Shane Hollander.

    This is a companion fic to A Gentler Planet, an AU where Ilya Rozanov's father dies when he is a child rather than his mother, which causes major changes to the hockey world.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    After tuna melts and their first night actually sleeping together, Ilya asks Shane for more. Shane agrees, not knowing that this was Ilya's way of asking him out.

    Comination of written fic and texting fic.

    The text scrolls!

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    16 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 36

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    Connor propped himself up with his right arm, patted onto the sofa in front of him with the other while not breaking eye contact. "Just get that sexy body of yours in here. I need to stay horizontal tonight." The second the words left his mouth, he knew he would get a saucy reaction. Hudson's eyes widened for a quick second and the expression crossing his face told him that he wouldn't pass on the opportunity.

    His tongue darted out, wetting his upper lip. "If you want to be horizontal there are other things that we could do." It was always similar jokes that would have been so inappropriate if it was with any other person than him, but they knew each other too well already. Clearly, the joke was just that, no deep meaning, just the still developing frontal cortex of a 24 year old dirty minded actor. It made something inside him flip anyway.

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    A cuddle session after an emotional shoot day derails Hudcon's still fresh friendship into something very messy.

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    16 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 46

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    Scott knew the boys’ moods well enough by now to know that giving them the chance to gravitate back towards each other would be counter-productive to everything that they wanted to achieve tonight - namely, getting their minds off things. If left to their own devices, Scott knew that Shane would get lost in Ilya’s present stormcloud, and Ilya, in turn, would try to stoically shoulder the burden for both of them until he collapsed. They needed to be separated and get some much needed attention doted upon them individually, to truly settle down.

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    13,894

    13 Jun 2026

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