11 Works by Surin

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    It seems like everything that could go wrong, always manage to go wrong in his life. Beomgyu found himself stuck in a financial problem, bad rumor spreading like a wildfire, to living under the same roof with someone who hates him with all his existence and friendship that broke apart by his own fear, and to live thinking he has no one by his side.

    A story where he breaks and burns and somehow grow to find hope in his fucked up life.

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    English
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    34,069
    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    220
    Kudos:
    989
    Bookmarks:
    122
    Hits:
    29,025
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    “Hyung, can you hate me less?” He asked as he looked down, staring at the floor because he couldn’t bring himself to look at the elder in his eyes.

    “I don’t hate you.” Yeonjun replied. It sounded like a lie, but it was the truth. Maybe all this time, the one Yeonjun hated the most was him himself.

    Series
    Language:
    English
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    6,887
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
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    787
    Bookmarks:
    100
    Hits:
    13,241
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    The nightmare repeats. It always begins with the screams of his father as his mother takes her last breath. The opening sequence that rewinds back to that day. He was young back then. But their love comes haunting him as a nightmare. He has so many people around him, yet so alone. So well loved, but so haunted by the name of love. “Please stop this.” Beomgyu sobbed through his feverish mind. “Hyung, please stop this opening sequence.”

    Or: a txt college au with Beomgyu sickfic where he’s traumatized by his parents’ love and he tries to keep everything on his own. The boys are childhood friends here, and Gyu is Yeonjun’s adopted brother here.

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    English
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    6,063
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    534
    Bookmarks:
    48
    Hits:
    9,825
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    It scares him. The echoes of their laughter in the practice room. Because he could never belong here. It’s impossible for him to be a part of them. He had forgotten how long it had been since the last time someone had spoken to him. He had forgotten the excitement of waiting for the day to come. Until Choi Soobin came along.
    Choi Soobin was the new trainee. No one ever spoke to him. No one looked at him in the eyes. But Soobin did. Therefore, Beomgyu made sure that Soobin wouldn’t find out about his darkest secret. Because if he did find out, he would lose all of this. With Soobin, he felt alive.

    Note: this is set in trainee days (purely fiction). spoiler warning in the tags.

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    English
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    4,918
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    308
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    5,367
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    TXT college AU, but what if Beomgyu turns into a kid?

    Beomgyu has always been trying to keep up with his father's and his own expectation. The weight of his dream has now become a burden.
    Unknowingly, he has been carrying the burden of the world all alone. And the other four are going to show him it's fine to be himself, and it's fine to let go

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,132
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    891
    Bookmarks:
    74
    Hits:
    15,834
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    He doesn’t know when it started. He had always thought of himself as the cheerful kid, and right now, he doesn’t know what happened to the little kid inside him. Everything feels distanced, he’s always stuck in his own head. It feels like nobody wants him anymore. He felt so loved. And now, everything is cold and lonely. It feels like he’s frozen in time, while everyone around him is moving on happily. He misses the warmth in his heart, the cheer his voice, the happiness in his eyes. He tells everyone to put themselves as priority, but he’s forgetting himself. He gives everyone a life jacket, without realizing that he is slowly drowning. All he wants is an affirmation that he’s heard, he’s loved, that he’s needed. “Choi Beomgyu,” just like that, just a call, just a sign, he will go running back to them.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,560
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    1,077
    Bookmarks:
    99
    Hits:
    20,238
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    Based on Taehyun’s reply in fan meeting where they don’t really take care of one another when they got sick. He said that they leave one another to take care of their own selves until they recover. So when Yeonjun got sick, they didn't think much about it, until he gets worse.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,042
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    634
    Bookmarks:
    67
    Hits:
    8,852
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    What if one day they can’t find Jin but a kid with big doe eyes and thick lips shows up in front of their door step?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,981
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    564
    Bookmarks:
    47
    Hits:
    8,966
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    Basically Yoongi asking the members to write a list of things they can't live without.

    Language:
    English
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    1,121
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    861
    Bookmarks:
    56
    Hits:
    7,691
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    The clock on the wall is saying 11:11. Jin laughs. He used to make wishes at 11:11 when he was younger. "I don't think I belong here. I should stop lying to myself." Jin mutters. And deep inside his heart, Jin wishes to be gone.

     

    What if Jin wakes up one day, and he's no longer a member of BTS and forgotten by his dearest members?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,139
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    598
    Bookmarks:
    43
    Hits:
    10,375
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    An accident causes Jin to slowly forget everyone including his family and his beloved members

    "Promise me. Promise me that even when you forget the world, you'll still remember me. Remember us. Remember Bangtan." Jimin says. But for the first time ever, Jin promises him nothing.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,452
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    326
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    6,839

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