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    11 Aug 2026

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    McGill Redbirds’ alternate captains Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov barely speak a word to each other off the ice. Their lack of communication is beginning to weigh on the team, and with playoffs right around the corner, Coach Wiebe is not taking any chances. So, he decides that until the season is over, Ilya will move into Shane’s apartment so they can learn to become something like friends. Ilya only has a few problems with this arrangement. 1. He hates packing 2. He hates Shane Hollander 3. He hates Shane Hollander’s very public boyfriend and 4. Ilya Rozanov has a fat crush on Shane Hollander. But as their friendship (?) grows, and barriers are broken down. Ilya realizes Shane’s life isn’t as good as it’s projected.

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    Ilya Rozanov has to move in with his crush, Shane Hollander, who is very publicly taken. But soon enough, Ilya learns that Shane might not like his boyfriend as much as he lets on. Can Ilya balance his feelings for Shane while also not punching Shane’s boyfriend square in the face?

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    Ilya is forced to move in with his crush and alternate captain Shane Hollander. Shane has an abusive boyfriend and crippling self image issues. Ilya teaches Shane to love himself. (College AU)

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Submissive Shane Hollander was taken and trafficked three years ago, passed between abusive Doms and clubs. Then he meets Dom Ilya Rozanov, who unexpectedly brings him home. Shane knows better than to trust Rozanov's gentle smile and soft words, after all, Rozanov has a reputation of making subs disappear and allowing reckless doms into his own club back in Boston. The trouble is, Rozanov settles his mind and body. Shane has never wanted a consistent bonded Dom, but he can't escape how much he desires and craves Rozanov's touch and voice.

    This is a story of rebuilding a stolen life, healing from the unspeakable, and learning that it's okay to love yourself.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov wakes up in a future where he is openly bisexual and married. This would be great news, except for the part where moments ago he was in 2014 where he was many things: recent Stanley Cup champion, star of the Raiders, the sluttiest man in Boston, a Russian citizen with a father who is alive, and also absolutely, definitely, 100% not in love with Shane Hollander.

    And why the hell is he wearing a Centaurs jersey?

    Ilya Hollander-Rozanov wakes up in the past, and he really, really would like to go home to his husband.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    Not proud of it, but man enough to admit it: Ilya Rozanov loves a bit of locker room gossip.

    That is, until he discovers that his overly disciplined, no-nonsense hockey captain has a crush on him—and can’t seem to think about anything else.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    butcherbf

    Posts about #snuff and #forcemasc

    24sbug: Hi! Sorry if this is weird, I’m new to using tumblr like this. I’m not sure if it’s okay to message people, but you follow me back so I figured it’s probably okay. Please tell me if it’s not! Or don’t reply. Whichever. Sorry again if this is weird I just wanted to say hi

    24sbug: I really like your blog

    24sbug: I’m not sure if that’s like weird to say haha

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    23 Jul 2026

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    (9:31pm) Ilya: I’m sorry I’ve been such a burden

    (9:33pm) Ilya: I know I’ve taken away your chance to explore yourself and find someone who’s good enough for you. I think you should take that chance now. If you find a nice boy in Montreal who you like, I promise I won’t stand in the way.

    (9:34pm) Ilya: If you still want me at the end of this, I’ll be waiting

    (9:34pm) Ilya: I’m sorry

    OR - Shane's friends keep telling him he can do better than Ilya. Ilya starts to believe them

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s seemingly perfect life shatters the moment his boyfriend of eight years - famous hockey player and beloved Ottawa Centaurs captain Landon Pierce - dumps him after discovering he’s pregnant.

    Thoroughly humiliated and alone, Shane is determined to push through with the pregnancy, even as an unmated omega.

    Enter Ilya Rozanov: star rookie of the Ottawa Centaurs, arrogant alpha, and his ex-boyfriend’s teammate.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Shane is in a post-game interview when his world stops.

    He’s just answered a question about Montreal’s offensive strategy going into the game. Clean passes, avoid penalties, draw defenders wide. It had worked and the Voyagers had beat Colorado soundly, 4-1. Shane had scored two of the goals and assisted on a third.

    Usually, Shane would be eager to boast about the win to Ilya. But ever since their fight- since Ilya told Shane to leave- winning feels hollow. Losing feels better, somehow. As if Shane deserves to lose after being so selfish. Ilya gave up everything for him- his home, his team, and to some extent- his happiness. Hockey. Ilya gave up hockey- good hockey- for Shane.

    A ripple goes through the room of reporters. Shane swears he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘crash’. But no one is paying attention to him anymore.

    “What’s going on?” he asks into the microphone, feeling strange at the role reversal. Usually, he’s the one being asked questions.

    No one answers. And this time he knows that he hears the word ‘Ottawa’ and ‘Centaurs’.

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    Shane rushes to Ilya after the almost plane crash. Their secret is no longer a secret.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander gets hit on the ice and has to be brought to the hospital.

    This has happened before, and Ilya was there.

    He is there this time as well, but on the same team as his husband. This time, everybody knows it’s the love of his life unconscious on the ice.

    It doesn’t change anything.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    But Ilya’s case worker had assured Shane on that first phone call that Ilya had been looked over by a doctor and given a clean bill of health. All Shane would have to do to ensure Ilya stayed that way was to take him down into subspace.

    So he had told himself to suck it up and had broached the subject with Ilya when they both sat down to lunch.

    It had, quite frankly, been a fucking disaster.
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    After enduring years of abuse at the hands of his doms, Ilya has no reason to trust that Shane Hollander will be any different. If it was up to him, he would never have to submit to another dom ever again, would never again have to endure the pain and humiliation of a scene. But it's not up to him, so he will grit his teeth and endure Hollanders attentions anyway.

    Shane is simply trying his best.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    The fire went out a long time ago. All that remains is ash.

    After years of trafficking, Ilya Rozanov has been conditioned to expect pain from every outstretched hand. So when he's placed with Shane Hollander, a seemingly gentle man in a quiet cottage, he knows better than to believe that it's rescue. It is a new chance to be good enough, if he can just figure out what this one wants from him.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    What was supposed to be a hookup turns into Shane’s worst nightmare when he encounters an insane alpha.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    The Québec provincial registration portal crashes multiple times because of traffic. It does this every year, like clockwork, and no one is ever surprised. Every year people try to figure out which celebrities have signed up, which big names in hockey may or may not participate. Rumors spread for weeks during the registration process: anonymous athlete sightings, leaked scent profiles, illegal drones trying to map out any new protected zones and flesh out anything that may have changed about the old ones.

    Shane stares at the blinking cursor beside his name.

    SHANE HOLLANDER
    OMEGA CLASSIFICATION VERIFIED
    PREVIOUS PARTICIPATION: NONE

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “You fucking knocked me up.”

    There’s a pause before the corner of Rozanov's mouth tilts up, words nearly purring through his grin. “Ah. You are trying to turn me on, yes?”

    or: Shane gets pregnant. Unfortunately the father is Ilya Rozanov, the bane of his existence.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    shane craves the kind of intensity that his happy, long-term relationship simply cannot provide. ilya lives next door with his boyfriend, and wants shane anyway.

    (or, two couples! one apartment building! and infidelity!)

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    Chapters:
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    194,048

    12 Jun 2026

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