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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Chuuya Nakahara is a Port Mafia executive. He's seen violence, participated in it, and been on the receiving end of it. What happened when he was sixteen burnt a hole in him and festered.

    Kunikida inadvertently reminds him of that pain.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Yukichi Fukuzawa is rarely surprised, but he can admit to himself that he’s thrown for a moment.

    After all, the last place he expected to see Port Mafia Executive Chuuya Nakahara was in the Café NyanNyan cat café.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Dazai doesn’t know what to think of it yet, but if they’ve already confirmed that Chuuya has memory loss then at least that means he's awake. Alive. The panicked energy he’d been carrying since Atsushi called and said Akutagawa and Chuuya-san are receiving treatment from Yosano-sensei right now fades into a quiet thrum. He had expected something else. Something worse. After all, being in Yosano’s care has grave implications; this hallway has seen enough pacing to attest to that. 

    Chuuya is hit with an Ability that erases specific memories. It isn't as bad as it seems.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    When Atsushi joins the Armed Detective Agency, he's surprised to learn that the agency also has a part-timer.

    Then he actually meets him: Nakahara Chuuya.

    And Atsushi does his best to learn about this new co-worker and all the aspects that make up him.

    As well as the strange relationship he seems to have with Dazai.

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    28 Jan 2026

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    A wayward curse results in the ADA turning into animals, the only cure is to reveal a deep secret.

    Dazai thinks he's got it all under control, until an orange cat with a talent for gravity manipulation decides to make an appearance.

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    5/5
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    28 Jan 2026

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    Even now, letting Dazai into his space ends like this.

    With Dazai trying to swallow him whole, devour him down to the bone, the marrow, the very fibers of his being.

    Starving, starving boy.

    --

    Or, Dazai is kissing the life out of Chuuya, and Chuuya is trying to hold him together.

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    03 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 84

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    It’s a conversation in which both men have ripped all their stitches and have bled out their secrets– the crimson stains Chuuya’s pristine clothes, and it appears in blotches on Dazai’s bandages. Will they now take care to sew each other up? Or, when Chuuya lets go, will Dazai turn and leave, leaving his own trail of blood dripping behind him?

    Or, Dazai and Chuuya begrudgingly communicate for once.

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    25 Nov 2025

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    It’s common knowledge that Dazai hates Chuuya.

    He hates him so much that, if the world were to fall and Nakahara Chuuya were to die, Dazai Osamu would cease to exist too.
    He would have no reason to live.

    [5+1 Fragments of Soukoku's (shallow) bond]
    Or: After making it alive out of Meursault, Chuuya and Dazai meet one night to question their relationship.
    What they are, what they are going to be, and the depth of the (shallow) bond they share.

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    21 Nov 2025

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    It’s fine, it’s all fine.
    As the only executive present at the current onsen trip, Chuuya has the situation under control.
    As chair of the risk committee and unofficial favorite executiveTM of the entire organization, he can solve this minor crisis.
    There’s no need to panic.
    What else can go wrong? It's not like they're gonna meet the shitty Detective Agency at a hotel or something.

    “Just fucking leave, Dazai. I’m tired and it’s your fault so, please, leave me alone.”

    “No.”

    “Leave.”

    No.”

    [Or: the (not so) accidental joint Agency/Port Mafia onsen trip that goes as badly as you may expect.]

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    20 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 34

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    Trust between them is a game of one-upmanship; it takes a lot of it for Chuuya to come out, and even more for Dazai not to mess up in answer.

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    29 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 41

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    He quickly washes the mugs and pats them dry(ish) with the fish-patterned towel hanging from the oven handle, and gets to work. Dazai had rearranged the stuff in Chuuya’s kitchen cupboards too many times. His bottomless pantry is the main reason he still has some meat on his bones. So, it’s not hard to find everything he needs in Chuuya’s kitchen. A thermal mug, the main hope for Dazai’s success. Fresh peppermint leaves. Ginger. Lemon. A splash of honey to make the zesty concoction more velvety and envelop stupid chibi’s stupid sore throat like a stupid fuzzy little scarf.
    He mentally cringes at the image.
    This is nauseating. He’s getting too goddamn soft.

    or

    Chuuya is sick. Dazai takes care of him.

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    06 Oct 2025

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    Nawww

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    There are three different kinds of drunk Chuuya and people are mostly acquainted with the first two: loud and angry drunk, and loud and sad drunk. The third one, this one, is the quiet and stupid drunk. Needless to say, this is Dazai’s favorite kind not only because Chuuya is being extra cute but also because the chibi is being extra stupid. And being extra stupid means that Chuuya lets himself be extra vulnerable, one that Dazai absolutely cannot allow others to see.

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    31 Aug 2025

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    😢😍

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    After years of Mori's nagging, Chuuya finally gives in and agrees to get a new partner.

    Surely, nothing could possibly be wrong with this turn of events.

    (At least until Dazai hears about it.)

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    4/4
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    17 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 31

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    Kunikida thinks Chuuya is a good man. Chuuya knows that he isn't.

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    12 Aug 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 68

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    Guilt is easy to hide. Physical sickness, not so much.

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    23 Jul 2025

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    Dazai Osamu is a creature of habit. He thrives off of the predictable, the consistent, and he loathes the concept of change. To change means that something is lost. Something that, more often than not, was something he was fond of. If not fond, then it was something familiar.

    He likes familiarity.

    He does not like to lose things.

     

    or,

    Chuuya drunk calls Dazai a few times.

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    18 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    😍

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    Chuuya always knew he would die young. He knew this fact since he was king of the sheep, and it was only made all the more true once he joined the mafia. Still, he clung to life like a leech and managed to make it all the way into his 20s before it was confirmed.

    Nakahara Chuuya would die in a month's time.

    In that time, he prepares those around him for a world without him. If he were to truly die, he needed to fill in the holes that would be left once he passed. Ane-san, Akutagawa, and especially those in the Detective Agency. After all, his 7 years of knowledge regarding Dazai had to go somewhere, right?

     

    When asked about one Dazai Osamu, most would shiver and mutter the lines of "that man seems to know everything". It's a false statement, of course, since that fact goes to his coworker, Ranpo. No, it's not that Dazai knows everything, it's just that he plans for everything. Most things are fickle, after all, and can't be expected to remain the same.

    The only exception is Chuuya. The sky is blue, grass green, and Chuuya will always be there. It's the way the world works.

    Except for when it isn't, and Dazai's world suddenly stops spinning on its axis.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    Beautiful

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    "Chuuya—"
    "Don't fucking—*don't!* Fucking SPARE me! I don't need your or anyone else's help! You are the LAST person who has the right to offer me anything! FUCK!” Chuuya shrieks, then he collapses onto the floor screaming.
    The floor shatters under him as For the Tainted Sorrow roars in his veins.
    “Shit,” he curses, watching fragments of the floor start to float up around him. “Shit-shit-shit!"
    His hands are shaking, but he can’t get gravity to respond. He can’t get his own body to respond.
    Then a cool hand lands on his shoulder, and everything clatters back to the ground.

    *“I won’t leave you.”*

    Or, Chuuya breaks, and Dazai spends a year putting his pieces back together, no matter how many times he cuts his fingers on their sharp edges.
    At the end, they’re both softer for it.

    Epilogue starts at chapter 39!

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    Chapters:
    39/45
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    08 Jul 2025

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    Dazai is not a jealous man, no. His affections change with a flick of his wrist; he rarely holds on to anyone long enough for it to matter, for him to want to sink his teeth and never let go. That Chuuya managed to grow vines all over his heart seemed like an improbability, and for the longest time Dazai refused to even acknowledge his most delirious nights all revolved around the sinking feeling in his stomach whenever Chuuya came home with someone else.

    Alternatively: Dazai confronts the reality of his feelings for Chuuya in the most chaotic scenario.

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    19 Jun 2025

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    Chuuya Nakahara wakes in the infirmary of the Armed Detective Agency with no memories of what landed him there, or why he isn't able to manipulate gravity at will.

    Dazai's at his side, tight-lipped about the ordeal and hiding behind his veneer of calm, and lets the doctor inform Chuuya that he'll be staying at the Armed Detective Agency until further notice, the deal already negotiated between their organizations.

    Living with Dazai keeps bringing up the past, though, and there's nothing worse than being forced back into old memories where none new can form.

    [ can be read standalone; has an accompanying sskk fic, though. ]

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    125,207
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    314
    Kudos:
    1,172
    Bookmarks:
    281
    Hits:
    33,999

    12 Mar 2025

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