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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    "Tense? Why?" Max asked, sounding genuinely curious.
    "I dunno.” Ash sighed, looking over the open window. “It's really just me and him here, so it must be somethin' I'm doing." Ash's mind returned to the previous reflection.

    Eiji's acting weird, and Ash is having a real hard time figuring out why.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Beloved <333

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    Kaz Rietveld died in the harbor when he was nine. Soon after, Kaz Brekker appeared in Ketterdam, spinning the story of two lives he’d taken already at such a young age. The deaths of two farmboys from Lij he insisted were his own doing, his own fault.

    Rumors of the deaths of the Rietveld boys at Brekker's hands spread.
    One day, they circled around and reached the ears of a strangely not dead Jordie Rietveld.

    (Or: Jordie lives and comes to believe the mysterious Dirtyhands is the one who ran the con that supposedly killed his little brother)

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    04 Nov 2025

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    So perfect!!!

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    Front-man Ash Lynx goes from coast to coast with his bohemian band. Photographer Eiji Okumura goes from journalist to groupie with his newfound freedom.

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    28 Oct 2025

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    Indescribably perfect.

  4. Rec 36

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    “I cannot speak for people. But I can speak for myself. I do not want to hurt you, Ash.”

    He abandons his work on Ash’s arm, just to place a hand on his heart.

    Well, that’s one of Ash’s theories disproven. If his soul truly had claws the way he thought it did, it would’ve torn through his chest by now and jumped into Eiji’s palm. But even if he isn’t an animal…

    “There’s nothing there, Eiji. It’s just a pump for blood.”

    “No. I know you. You read too many books to believe that. Too much Fitzgerald, too much Hemingway.”

    “You like Stephen King. What do you know about Fitzgerald and Hemingway?”

    “Not much. Only that they were drunks, and romantics.”

     

    Alternatively: The 59th Avenue apartment at 2 AM, featuring Ash's battle of attrition with his yearning.

    Spoiler alert: he loses in the best way possible.

    Set after Ash's escape from the Institute and before the arrival of Blanca.

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    27 Oct 2025

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    My favourite thing ever, maybe.

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    “Heaven is comfort, but it's still not living.”
    ― Alice Sebold, The Lovely Bones

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    26 Oct 2025

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    Sobbing.