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    The year is 1942, and Europe is at war. Captain Victor Nikiforov, an intelligence operative for the NKVD, has been trapped in Berlin by the German invasion of the USSR. Posing as a Nazi industrialist, his days are spent charming information out of Axis diplomats to try and keep the Red Army fighting another day.

    Yuuri Katsuki, a foreign-educated bureaucrat in the Japanese Embassy, has secrets of his own concealed beneath his unremarkable demeanour. When he uncovers Victor’s real identity, it will alter the course of both of their lives forever.

     

    Podfic
    ру́сский
    日本語

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    01 Jan 2026

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    This might be one of the best things I've ever read. Author should consider a career as a historical fiction writer. I was in love with the yearning and romance and it was all so perfectly executed. I cried and laughed and groaned and wailed, this was such a wonderful journey.

  2. Public Bookmark 76

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    Yuri likes how people guess his age right after he shaves his head. He likes how it feels when Otabek rubs his hands over the stubble on the back of Yuri’s neck.
    He’d liked the feeling of Katsuki’s hands, firm but gentle, wrapped around his skull as he’d passed the clippers over Yuri’s head in smooth, practiced strokes.

    It’s not until a few months after he shaves his head, when he shoots up to one-hundred-eighty-five centimeters, that he realizes he misses the quiet thrill he hadn’t even noticed he’d felt when waitresses in restaurants had called him “ma’am.”
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    i like the in-betweens/i like the time it takes to get somewhere
    (aka the story of yuri figuring out gender, saying i love you, being an adult, and next season's short program, featuring two cities, one town, lots of airports, three dads, and one grandpa)

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    26 Dec 2025

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    I loved the crumbs of trans discovery throughout this,,, all the characters feel very true and God, they love each other so much.

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    It's easy to be fooled by things that look open, even when they're truly concealed from you.

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    Yuri knows that some things should not be kept secret.

    Viktor knows love is not unconditional.

    Yakov does not know everything.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Wonderful. Loved reading from Yakov's POV. This was so grounded and well written.

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    It starts, as most things do, with an extravagant banquet.

    "Dance with me?"

    He’s holding out his hand. It’s an offering, an invitation, and a dare all in one.

    The onlookers part and a blinding smile graces the dancer’s lips.

    “Of course, Your Highness.”

    (A Royalty AU, with a twist)

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Wildly good. In love with the premise.

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    After Yuuri moves to St Petersburg, he decides that learning to speak Russian is an important step in his relationship with Viktor.
    Russian may be tough, but Yuuri will be tougher.
    Probably.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Perfect language-based chaos. Delightful.