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    15 Oct 2025

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    PEAK

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    “Umm,” Atsushi says, “is it just me or is Dazai-san kind of....weird, sometimes?”

    He side-eyes Dazai, still in the kitchen from when he’d abruptly stood from the table, wordlessly abandoned them all, dumped his champagne in the kitchen sink, set a kettle for tea, and is now....chopping vegetables. For soup. Atsushi’s not really over the way he’d answered Atsushi’s question, said it with the flattest, most this-should-be-obvious voice ever, then ignored him.

    “Oh don't worry,” Kenji tells him, brightly, “Dazai-san told me it's just a city person thing!”

    It isn’t reassuring.

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    12 Oct 2025

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    I rlly like this take

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Small Chuuya getting the comfort and childhood he deserves because that boy fucking needs it, and Dazai caring for him because he’s not an asshole in this. They’re also both still in the mafia in the beginning, just to give a rough timeline.

    Works are only loosely connected, with no real plot.
    Name of the series may be changed.

    have fun reading!

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    29 Sep 2025

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    At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.

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    He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.

     

    I am the first person he smiled at.

     

    I am the first person who said his name.

     

    I am the first person who has held him like this.

     

    He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.

     

    Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.

    But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.

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    16 Aug 2025

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    Love love loved it

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    Dazai Osamu often engages in the hobby of dressing up and acting like a doll

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    05 Aug 2025

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    Awwwww