TiredSurviver
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Rebreak Your Broken Heart by TiredSurviver
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Yungblud (Musician)
16 Aug 2026
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Harry has a long and illustrious history of bad relationships. Or at least- not great ones, and it always looks easy to assign blame. When Dom gets terribly sick and calls Jesse to his side, Harry once again runs away to mourn the rejection in privacy. His current designated girlfriend doesn't stand for such nonsense, gives him a good swift kick into self-reflection. It's hard to know though if Harry and Dom's relationship, such as it is, can survive. And while Louis has been a real wanker in the past he's working on himself and being a true friend. Zayn? He has his moments, is working on himself too, but Harry should probably know better than to keep that soft spot for him.
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Inspired by an older work The Kinda Boy You Like by hostagesfic.
Harry has a secret longing to put on a real show for all the lads, so Zayn and Louis make it happen.
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Zayn is unbothered, being a Wolf- it's what he is. Being in a boyband is a bit more complicated. Especially the Harry Styles part. Zayn does his absolute best to avoid *that* complication, but Harry thwarts his efforts entirely, even if he's done it unawares. And what Harry is unaware of about his own identity has all sorts of painful complications. But Zayn won't, can't give up on Harry. Even if it requires his putting himself on the line.
Misuse of folklore canon, probably. This started out as a silly whim and got all heartbroken and messy. Enjoy.
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Zayn has always been made painfully aware that he's not what his father wants, and when he becomes friends with Liam, an older lad from school, it crosses the line. But that horrible experience finally gives him an escape- from the cruelty and anger and rejection. Sometimes he wonders if he'll ever feel whole though, if he'll ever know or trust his own worth.
And it's hard to understand how Liam could really want him, care about him. Wonderful turns into a terrible, painful separation and Zayn reacts out of unbearable despair when Liam is preparing to leave for Uni, and Zayn must find his own strength, his own place of healing and confidence. That journey will not only bring him to a place where he discovers how much he really does have to offer, but also, to a place to be loved and love again.
Edit: a short, single burst has become much longer. Much more complicated, more elements of an alternative 1D, and a much longer, more complex trajectory for Zayn and Liam (Harry and Louis too, in the background). I have always been way too long-winded..
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Set roughly Spring 2024- it's an agonizing truth, and Louis is well-aware, that his love will not cure Liam. It is just as agonizingly true that he will, despite that, continue to love him. Always.
Painful, sad, smut-filled glimpse of Louis loving Liam always. The essential tragedy of loving someone with trauma and addiction. No mention or implication of Liam's death in first chapter.
Second chapter is the truly wishful thinking- please read the note and be aware. There is tremendous pain, but also the happy ending I wish could be real.
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Something about Malfoy had changed over the summer—and Harry was going to find out exactly what it was.
Even if it killed him.
“You don’t even like him!" Nott shouted. “You hate him, you’ve always have! Yet here you are—forcing yourself into a situation that doesn’t concern you.” He tightened his fist against his legs, looking as if he wanted to drill one into Harry’s face. “What the fuck do you even want from him?”
Harry backpedaled, staring at him. At a loss for what to say.
Nott had hit the nail on the head, really. Harry still hadn’t any idea why he was doing what he was. And if he didn’t understand it, then it must seem absolutely insane to anyone else who looked in from the outside.
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07 Sep 2026
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It's the summer after the war, and everyone is trying to find a new normal amid change and grief. Harry keeps a brave face despite struggling with PTSD, survivor’s guilt and grief. He tries to find the right path forward but can't seem to find it at all at first. Over time, he finds comfort in Charlie's calm presence. Slowly, Harry opens up and they grow closer. Late nights talking together with no one else around leads to new feelings. Eventually, Harry finds the place that feels right.
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02 Jan 2026
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“You’ve got ink on your neck,” he said, breath hot against Draco’s ear. “Let me get it.”
He licked him.
It was ridiculous. Unbelievable. Filthy.
Draco nearly dropped his quill. “What the fuck is wrong with you, Weasley?”
Ron grinned, lazy and smug. “Just curious if you taste like parchment.”
“You’re disgusting.”
“You’re hard.”
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Or,
Ron Weasley was intimately familiar with wanting and not having. It was a skill he’d perfected throughout his life. But this time, he has a problem with it. A pale, tight-lipped, high-strung problem. He’s going to get Draco Malfoy to lose that iron grip he has on his virginity or die trying.It’s not seduction. It’s harassment. And it’s working.
Bookmarked by TiredSurviver
25 Dec 2025
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Zayn’s got three things going for him: a decent sketching hand, a rent-controlled flat, and a totally manageable crush on his new flatmate. His ridiculously hot, unfairly kind, physiotherapist flatmate.
He’s absolutely not spiralling. Or jealous. Or thinking about Liam’s hands at 2am.
Everything is fine. (Definitely. Probably. Maybe.)
Bookmarked by TiredSurviver
05 Jul 2025
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A near-fatal accident was just the beginning.
When Liam Payne is left fighting for his life under suspicious circumstances, the world watches as One Direction reunites—not for a comeback tour, but for survival. As Harry, Louis, Niall, and Zayn rush to his side, they’re forced to confront the decades of silence, manipulation, and pain that tore them apart.
But this isn’t just a story of healing. It’s a battle.
Behind the polished pop image lies a web of corporate control, legal exploitation, and stolen love stories buried to protect reputations. As the boys fight to uncover the truth behind Liam’s attempted murder, they face a bigger war: reclaiming their names, their music, their careers, and the futures they were robbed of.
In the ashes of a band once broken, they begin again—not just rebuilding what they lost, but creating something stronger: a family that chose itself.
Because sometimes, to move forward, you have to burn the whole machine down.
Bookmarked by TiredSurviver
02 Jul 2025