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“There was an incident in one of Amurta’s latest projects,” the matra finally explained once they entered the labs. There were much less people inside. “It was a joint project between Amurta and Spantamad, focusing on ley lines and the effect they have on aging. The Scribe was interested in the subject, so he came to view the experiment. It was only meant to be done on some plants, but proper safety measures weren’t met. The Scribe tried to enforce the correct measures, but their argument led to a misfire of the project.”
Kaveh hadn’t felt his heart race more since he realized he’d ruined his friendship with Alhaitham back as a student. “A-and? Is Alhaitham okay?”--
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A Star for a Heart is a Unpredictable Subsitute by Totally_Not_A_Nerd
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
26 Aug 2023
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Caelus didn't really fit in with the rest of the Astral Express crew. Even after two months, he was still learning about his surroundings, still overwhelmed with information, and still struggling to figure out where his place in the universe was.
But Caelus wasn't normal. He had a Stelleron for a heart. His blood was gold. He survived getting impaled with a spear.
Did he have a place in this world?
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Haunted by My Own Mistakes by Totally_Not_A_Nerd
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
21 Jul 2023
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The two of them were busy, always busy, but they'd finally found a day where they both had the time to get together and spend a night together. And nights with Alhaitham were indescribable. They were amazing. Kaveh had been waiting for this night for a week.
But one wrong touch can ruin even the most perfect scene.
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Contradictions and Corrections by Totally_Not_A_Nerd
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
13 Jul 2023
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"Ask yourself - are you really worthy of being the Light of Kshahrewar?"
Kaveh has had enough of his roommate - for months, he had been treated like this, and he'd just...put up with it! Just dealt with it, because apparently, having a roof over his head came at the cost of his sanity.
But not anymore. It didn't matter if he didn't have anywhere to live anymore, he just had to leave.
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The Story of the Spider - Revise by Totally_Not_A_Nerd
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
21 Sep 2021
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This is a superhuman society, with about 80% of the population possessing some uncanny ability. Cities swarmed with chaos and confusing following the appearance of these powers, and honestly, things haven't changed much.
This is the story of a young girl, a girl who suffered from the villains who the heroes couldn't beat. A girl who was determined to rise above the faults of society and the horrors of her life to be the hero who the world needed.
This is the story of Mai Riemisho.
(Story is centered around my OC, if you don't like that, then don't read, I don't mind.)
((This story is a revision of the other story in this series.))DISCONTINUED
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The Story of a Spider and All The Shit With It by Totally_Not_A_Nerd
Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
21 Sep 2021
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Shake the Frost by everylonelymonster
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
31 May 2025
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After the events of CA:TWS, Steve Rogers moves back to Brooklyn in the hopes that Bucky will follow him to their old home. He never expected his plan to work, and definitely didn’t expect it to work this fast. Bucky shows up on his doorstep a week after the move, disoriented and confused but trusting Steve to help.
With Bucky wanted by every major intelligence agency, world government, and HYDRA, Steve decides to do something unexpected: tell no one he found Bucky. Just how long can he keep the ex-assassin’s presence, and his growing feelings for his best friend, a secret?
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I cannot be him, but I can be me (is that enough?) by ira_writes
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
09 Jul 2025
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And despite that... Kaveh is… “Lovesick?”
Kaveh’s hands move to cover his face, palms muffling his words as he mutters, “It’s—not quite like that.”
“Well, the ‘sick’ aspect is accurate, at least.”
“No shit,” Kaveh snorts. “The ‘love’ component, though—it’s, uh—”
“You’re not in love?”
He coughs. “The greenhouse in my lungs begs to differ. I—it’s more that my body is mourning a love it knows can’t ever be requited.”
For all the negative feelings Alhaitham’s encountered over the past twelve hours, the sensation that creeps through him now is…
Unfamiliar.
Unknowable.
Despite all the languages he’s fluent in, Alhaitham is unable to conjure a word or phrase with which he can immediately label it. He just knows that whatever this feeling is, it’s unbelievably unpleasant. Like his body is stationary, yet his internal organs are plummeting into the Abyss.
“You love someone who doesn’t love you back?” he asks after a moment.
Kaveh has Hanahaki. That much is known. But who he loves, and whether Alhaitham will be able to save him, is up in the air.
(Haikavah vs. Hanahaki vs. A/B/O dynamics)
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out in the garden, there's things you hid away by saltyfeathers
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
01 Dec 2020
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There is a man with empty eye sockets and tears of fire in Wei Wuxian’s dreams. Tendrils of smoke curl around him in sleep, pressing at his most vulnerable spots, seeking entrance, slipping between his ribs.
When he ignores Lan Zhan's offers of help, he declines rapidly. He will die. Or, he should. Anyone else would.
Instead, he flees. And transforms.
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calm your mind & find inner peace by OratriceMecaniqueDanalyseCardinale
Fandom: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Mar 2025
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Aventurine attempts to take his own life, and Ratio helps him navigate the rollercoaster ride that is dealing with mental health in the aftermath.
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