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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.--
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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28 Nov 2025
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“You don’t have to,” Buck says quickly. “You could just leave it. Don’t look.”
Eddie glances up at him, and they both know without saying it that he isn’t going to let this go.
There’s no way he can look away now, not after seeing the way Buck reacted.
“Or maybe just not now,” Buck says softly, stepping closer, his hand settling gently over the screen like he can shield Eddie from what’s on it. “Maybe leave it for now. You’re not… Eddie, you’re not doing well right now. I’ve been so worried about you and this—” his voice catches, “—you… Eddie, please don’t. Just leave it.”
It stings to hear the worry out loud, even if he knew it was there.
He wants to do what Buck says, he wants to trust his friend and give him what he’s asking.
Buck never asks for anything.
Eddie moves Buck’s hand aside gently, giving it a brief squeeze. “Can’t do that, Buck.”
Or; After Christopher leaves for El Paso, Buck decides that he and Eddie should trace their family trees to keep Eddie’s mind occupied elsewhere. The results lead Eddie to face a family secret.
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13 Sep 2025
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Buck tosses the spoon into the sink dramatically and lunges toward him in mock serious.
Eddie stumbles back while laughing until he’s cornered against the counter.
Buck boxes him in without thinking with his hands on either side and leaning in like he's interrogating him.
The space between them narrows instantly.
The laughter fades.
Breathing shifts.Buck’s grin softens and his voice going low.
“You’ve got cheese on your face”
Eddie blinks.
“Where?”
Buck’s gaze drops to his lips.
“Right there”
he says barely more than a whisper
Eddie’s throat bobs.
His smile fades just a little not gone just gentled into something quiet and undeniably rea
Their faces are so close now .
A breath away.
Buck's eyes flicker up to meet Eddie’s just as
“.. Buck”
Eddie murmurs almost without meaning to. His voice catches on the syllable.
A question.
A want.
Buck stills.
Everything freezes.
Or:Buck and Eddie slowly realize they are in love with each other
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01 Sep 2025
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Eddie listens to the voicemail later. Buck sounds like he’s at a grocery store, absentmindedly talking into the phone. “Oh, I guess you’re with your sisters. Sorry to miss you. I just wanted to tell you about this call we had last night, but I gotta hear your reactions, so, later. Okay, uh, I guess I’ll just call back. Or text.”
It ends abruptly, without a goodbye. Eddie replays it a second time, closes his eyes as he sits in the truck. For a moment, he can pretend Buck is sitting in the passenger seat next to him. For a moment, Eddie is back in Los Angeles and his best friend is dragging him through the grocery store.
The voicemail ends, Eddie opens his eyes, and the fantasy breaks. Eddie is still in El Paso, parked in front of the house he’s renting, and there’s no one in the passenger seat with him.
Eddie moves to Texas. Buck moves into his house. There's a love story somewhere in here.
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31 Aug 2025
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Eddie is shot by the sniper, hitting his head when he falls. When he wakes up, he forgets his relationship with Ana, believing him and Buck are in a loving relationship. How will Buck react to this scenario? Having to navigate Eddie's multiple love confessions while trying to come to terms with his own sexuality. Will they last? Or will someone from their past come to haunt their future?
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13 Jun 2025