13 Bookmarks by Whyteiris

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    "You're mine to torment, but you're also mine to take care of, okay?" Chuuya patted his knee lightly again as if he wasn't the kindest thing he'd ever touched (that had happened to) Dazai "One to ten how are we feeling now?"
    “Seven,” Dazai replied, closing his eyes tightly, rubbing his hands over his face before opening them. “Almost eight, I think. Maybe more."
    The executive knew that a seven-eight meant: plugs locked, edges covered or filed, knives and sharp objects locked and hidden. Medicines were to be locked and a call made to the agency that Dazai was not able to do any work without supervision if he was going to continue working. Chuuya would also need to count all the antidepressant pills in his possession and buy protein shakes to replace solid food when needed.

    Or alternatively: how the entire ADA takes care of Dazai Osamu during one of his depressive crises.

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    07 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Cheng Xiaoshi, in the meantime, was sure he looked like a hideous, sweaty, gross monster. His hair stuck to his face in an unattractive way, his cheeks and forehead were all hot and red, and he was huffing and puffing as if he had just run two marathons back to back. Which, to be fair, he basically did. Meanwhile, Lu Guang was standing there like he had just discovered heaven on earth. Scratch that, Lu Guang looked like heaven on earth. It didn’t matter, though. The subject of his desires? The reason Cheng Xiaoshi had run so fast from the other side of town?

    “MY NOODLES!” Cheng Xiaoshi yelped, grasping the opposite side of the counter from Lu Guang. “YOU ATE MY NOODLES.”

    ———

    Or, a prompt from Pinterest summed up by: Cheng Xiaoshi time travels into Lu Guang’s body and figured out how down bad Lu Guang is for him.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    thanatophobia (n): an intense fear of losing someone you love, usually by death.

    “Hey, Cheng Xiaoshi…”
    “Yeah?”

    “Can you… talk?”

    “Huh?”

    “Talk.” I know that this is a selfish request, but for once… I’m willing to be selfish. “Just… talk for me. Just this once.” Talk. I want your voice to drown out the endless horrifying thoughts of your death in my head. Please. Just this once.

    or: Lu Guang's first dive back in time, and the events that unfold with it.

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    29 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    Since he could remember, Lu Guang had enforced to him his three rules;

    First: he has twelve hours, because that’s as far as Lu Guang can lead him—he’d been fucking around unsupervised in the past for three months now.

    Second: follow Lu Guang’s lead, don’t make things up on his own—his life for the past several months had been a constant one-man improv show he was playing to his unknowing friends.

    Third: the past and the future must remain unchanged—he supposed this would be his biggest betrayal, then. What it also meant was that Lu Guang couldn’t find out, or it would ruin everything between them. And ‘guilt’, he found, was a pretty decent word to describe it.

    [in which Cheng Xiaoshi goes back to the beginning]

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    12 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Secrets, memories, and truth collide—and the aftermath is violent.
    Lu Guang lay unconscious on Qiao Ling’s floor, and neither she nor Cheng Xiaoshi can understand how it happened. Why Qiao Ling is on the verge of tears. Why Lu Guang looks as if he were just peacefully sleeping.
    None of it is okay, none of it makes sense.
    But the past always catches up to the present, no matter how expertly you run.
    ***
    (or:
    The fourth time.
    Five times Qiao Ling saw Lu Guang’s memories, and one time she dared to ask.
    Can be read individually or as part four of a series, Stained Glass.)

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    01 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 11

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    Arriving at Bridon University, Lu Guang lives in silence and certainty, until Liu Xiao, a second-year literature student with too many secrets, makes him a part of his next game.
    But in a place where knowledge cuts deeper than love, and every argument is a form of seduction, even the quietest person can come undone.

    dark academia AU.

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    25 Nov 2025

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    Now that he's looking for it, Yuuji can feel it: the words are etched into him, woven into his muscles and carved into his bones. Start by saving me, Itadori. Yuuji promised he would, so now he must.

    The burning pain is starting to come back again. It begins in his chest this time, slightly to the right. Yuuji swallows, reaching up to press his hand against it.

    So, he thinks dazedly, as the universe begins to take him apart. This is what happens when you break a Binding Vow.

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    Megumi dies in Shinjuku. Yuuji is thrown back in time to save him. Again, and again, and again.

    (Or: Yuuji says “I’ll save you, Fushiguro” and the universe says “bet.”)

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    10 Nov 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 42

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    "Just a moment!" He called. "Thank you for your patience."

     
     
    He was not able to prepare himself for what stood before him, though. Namely, a pistol with its barrel pointed straight at him, one which followed his movements as he struggled to process the sight in front of him.

     
    Lu Guang doesn't know when his hands had reached up in surrender in front of him, but that's how he found himself, pleading for his life. He tried to speak, move, or do anything, but he was momentarily frozen. Brain fixated on the possibility of another dead friend, another timeline down the drain, another failure.

     

    Time Photo Studio gets robbed while Lu Guang is managing it alone. In the aftermath, he tries to reject comfort.

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    14 Oct 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 13

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    Funny how the one you least expected was the one you needed all along. Cheng Xiaoshi was broken, very broken. Lu Guang was devoid of everything. When they met, however, they both felt something they were never sure they could. Even if the journey was rocky... they got there eventually.

    AKA. The story of how Cheng Xiaoshi and Lu Guang learned they couldn't live without each other.

    look at the notes in every chapter for more info :)

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    08 Aug 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 54

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    The stress of being on his last dive and having to keep it all hidden is slowly beginning to chip away at Lu Guang. Cheng Xiaoshi is trying his best to help. Qiao Ling hopes she's wrong about the memory she saw from Li Tianxi.

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    24 Jul 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 92

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    There was a lot Lu Guang was willing to do when it came to Cheng Xiaoshi. Even if it meant sacrificing himself and returning back to where he came from. He accepts the inevitable future that will come to pass and that he will disappear from their lives like thin air - much like the way he arrived.

    Cheng Xiaoshi isn't going to let him go that easily.

    [Season 2 Spoilers - Story diverges after S2E9]

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    08 May 2025

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    Working on autopilot only works so long before at some point it becomes too obvious, that something has changed. And once that is the case, a fight might not be too far off.

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    The fic in which Lu Guang and Cheng Xiaoshi have a 'talk' about the truth, which Lu Guang is hiding. Cheng Xiaoshi doesn't take it all to well and storms off, leaving already exhausted Lu Guang to his own devices.

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    27 Apr 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 56

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    Despite being his best friend, roommate, and business partner, there was surprisingly little that Cheng Xiaoshi really knew about Lu Guang.

    His roommate rarely shared anything about his past life. In fact, to-date, all that Cheng Xiaoshi had been able to pry out of him was that he was:

    1. An only child
    2. Allergic to bananas

    Cheng Xiaoshi was still unsure if that second one was an actual allergy, or just one of those things Lu Guang said because he didn’t enjoy the fruit's texture.

    He was unsure about a lot of things about Lu Guang. It frustrated him.

    The younger boy was decidedly a closed book. Conversations about their childhoods always circled back to Cheng Xiaoshi, so did ones about their parents, friends, and dating lives before they met each other. Cheng Xiaoshi had been able to shrug it off before, but the longer they knew each other the more it felt like Lu Guang was keeping secrets.

    He seemed particularly nervous about the topic of romance.

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    Cheng Xiaoshi decides to pry. Why would his best friend be keeping secrets? Would he ever be ready to share?

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    22 Apr 2025

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