14 Bookmarks by Xjb21
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Lily: need a bedtime story?
Jane: Fuck you.
Jane: Yes.
Lily: why don’t you ask your girlfriend this time?
Shane’s typing bubble pops in and out again, the way he does when he’s overthinking a message. That alone is enough confirmation for Ilya to get half-hard.
Jane: Maybe I will.
Lily: say hi for me
Rose is Hollywood’s favourite doll. Shane likes to organize his toys by shape and colour. And Ilya’s never been good at sharing.
(Or: Instead of breaking up, Shane and Rose become each other’s beards.)
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18 Mar 2026
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A memory loss fic where Shane gets hit hard in the head and wakes up in the hospital. He thinks he is 27, sneaking around with Ilya and still in the closet, only to learn that they are married.
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Tears spilled down his mother's cheeks. “No, honey, you’re not twenty seven. You're twenty nine. Almost thirty.”
Shane snorted. “That can’t—”
“It is, sweetheart. And Ilya is…”
She glanced at the door where two large shadows stood just beyond the frosted glass window. The shorter one embraced the much, much taller one.
Shane’s heart started beating frantically in his chest. His head pounded as he tried to take in what he was hearing, tried to process what the fuck his mother was saying to him.
“Ilya,” he squeaked. “Ilya is what?”
“Ilya is your husband.”
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- English
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- 87,274
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- 24/?
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18 Mar 2026
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infiltrators by inarosaurus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander was traded to the Ottawa Centaurs without ever being outed. His relationship with Ilya Rozanov is still a secret to most people.
Everything was going just fine, until they both get added to the Centaurs WAGs group chat.- Language:
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- 18,285
- Chapters:
- 15/?
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- 1,156
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16 Mar 2026
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All Lights Turned Off Can Be Turned On by lucianowriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Mar 2026
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Before a game against Chicago, Ilya receives a text from Shane that he never thought he'd receive. As he rushes to be by Shane's side, Ilya gets in contact with Hayden and Shane's mom to hopefully make it in time to save Shane from himself. When they'd been outed months before, Ilya hadn't worried because Shane had told him he was fine. Now he's questioning everything to figure out what he missed.
- Language:
- English
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- 62,485
- Chapters:
- 15/15
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- 543
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12 Mar 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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- English
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- 170,923
- Chapters:
- 13/?
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- 12,301
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10 Mar 2026
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Bleeding Through by The_green_fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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The image of blood spreading across white ice is burned into Shane's mind. So is the way Ilya Rozanov looked at him across a hundredth faceoff—sharp, challenging, alive.
Now Ilya needs a place to recover, and Shane needs to stop having nightmares. It's practical. Convenient.
It's also the most dangerous thing Shane's ever done.Because you can't feed someone smoothies, wash their hair, and watch them nearly die (twice) without catching feelings. And Shane's been running from those feelings since 2010.
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- English
- Words:
- 57,058
- Chapters:
- 15/?
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- 274
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06 Mar 2026
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I've come undone (but you make sense of who I am) by writerbri
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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Nothing feels right or good. Not the weight of his pads or the glide of his skates over fresh ice. Not the crispness of the rink air or the roar of a sold out Montreal crowd. Not his teammates’ triumphant shouts when he sinks a goal or cool water in his throat after a hard workout or well wishing texts from his parents before every game. It’s all just… faded.
Grey.
Empty.
Shane doesn’t know how to bring color back into his life. Not when he leeched it out himself with every step he took away from the only person who has ever truly, honestly seen him.
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After Shane walks away, his life falls apart one piece at a time.
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- Part 1 of finally yours
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 63,447
- Chapters:
- 14/20
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- 1,214
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05 Mar 2026
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Neutral Zone by heatedrivals2481 (misskathee)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Feb 2026
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When more than half of the MLH gets stranded during a snow storm, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov find themselves not only roommates, but they get stuck with the one room that has only one bed. Who knows how long they'll have to deal with being stuck with one another, but at least their friends Hayden Pike and Cliff Marlow are also there, right? What could go wrong...?
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- English
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- 26,059
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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- 102
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- 1,126
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- 252
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- 12,238
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05 Mar 2026
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back and forth from new york by alphalupi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
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- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 208,044
- Chapters:
- 47/?
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- 9,584
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- 20,337
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- 7,709
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05 Mar 2026
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we didn't even kiss... so i kissed him instead by purplepenguin87
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Shane knew himself well enough to admit it, there were real feelings there. Complicated, messy, painful feelings.
And despite everything, despite the rejection, the distance, the confusion, he still craved him.
Craved the intimacy.
Craved the softness he had seen in flashes but never fully received.
Why couldn’t Ilya open up like this?
Why couldn’t he just… talk to him?
Because this, this right here with Hayden, was easy.
Shane looked at Hayden and couldn’t believe how natural it felt.
Why was it so hard to be like this with Ilya?
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OR: Hayden finds Shane after the MLH Awards in Vegas where Ilya left him sub dropped and hurting. Hayden makes Shane feel better, and then things get complicated. Ilya's jealousy soars. He pushed Shane right into Hayden's arms, now he's gotta fight for him back. Ilya gets super possessive and there's some pretty spicy scenes.
*No threesomes, some Shayden and Hollanov action - gets VERY messy but happy ending!
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- English
- Words:
- 122,512
- Chapters:
- 23/?
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- 1,429
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- 2,200
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- 739
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04 Mar 2026
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Ottawas Dream Player by immersivemedia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Mar 2026
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Six months after moving to Ottawa to be closer to Shane, Ilya Rozanov is… struggling. He the support of many people around him, but he needs to make this new city his home, that starts with building a winning team.
AKA: With the help of the Montreal Metros WAG’s Ilya is trying to scout the perfect team for Ottawa.
Bostons worst nightmare sequel!
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- Part 3 of Bostons worst nightmare
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- 25,307
- Chapters:
- 9/?
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04 Mar 2026
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Wrong Room, Right Person by The_green_fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Mar 2026
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Shane's supposed to meet Ilya in room 1221, but a wrong number lands him at Scott's door instead. What starts as an accident becomes something Shane didn't know he needed—someone who understands, who doesn't hide, who makes him feel like he can be honest.
One night changes everything. Now Shane wants more than stolen moments in dark hotel rooms. He wants this—both of them. And Ilya, finally realizing what he stands to lose, is ready to fight for him too.
- Language:
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- 124,093
- Chapters:
- 21/?
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- 622
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04 Mar 2026
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While out at a club in New York to celebrate Pike and Jackie's joint bachelor/bachelorette party Shane runs into someone unexpected, Cliff Marleau. Feeling hurt and petty after having been ghosted by Ilya for the past six months Shane decides to hook up with Marleau.
Ilya is back in Russia and regrets having ghosted Shane. He thinks he will have time to fix things, to make things right, once he returns to Boston in the fall. What Ilya doesn't expect is to return only to find out Shane and Marleau are now in a relationship.
- Language:
- English
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- 58,780
- Chapters:
- 8/?
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- 1,236
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04 Mar 2026
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Shane sees an Instagram Reel on JJ's phone of Ilya and his women in every city. It sends him into a spiral that only Ilya can get him out of.
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“I want. I fucking want. Please don’t stop.” Shane begged, brushing a hand up the back of Ilya’s head. He caught hold of Ilya’s curls and tugged softly. Ilya moaned. “I just need…”
“Tell me, baby. Let me give you what you need.” The words were laced with Ilya’s plea. “Let me take care of my baby. Tell me.”
“Can I have the control now? Let me own you tonight the way you own me.”
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- Part 10 of Stolen Moments
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 108,711
- Chapters:
- 31/?
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- 1,206
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Bookmarked by Xjb21
04 Mar 2026