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And then I realize you’ve been standing there a while, wearing nothing but your love (and I got nothing on my mind but love) by Anonymous
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
14 May 2026
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“I care about this conversation very much.” Samira tells him awkwardly, speaking low so no one else overhears them. Jack nods, like he expected as much. “But I’m catastrophizing this in my head already, so maybe you should leave and end it here and we’ll pick it back up when we’re not at work.”
Samira can see the laugh Jack suppresses at her admission. The amusement he’s sourcing from her right now isn’t cruel or belittling, he’s just— he likes her, he likes her quirks and neuroses, he likes when she tells him to get lost while they’re at work, he likes when she’s honest with him about what she’s thinking and what she needs from him.
She makes him happy, if she can believe it, by just being herself.
“I look forward to when we’re not at work, Dr. Mohan.” Jack tells her with a barely there smirk, taking a step back from her and composing himself to leave her side.
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18 May 2026
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Samira loves Jack Abbot, but she doesn't tell him.
Not because she doesn't feel it, but because she knows, or at least is convinced, that he doesn't love her the same way.
They've been together for months, but there's an absence that weighs more heavily on Samira than she admits: in all that time, Jack Abbot has never told her he loves her.And she learns to live with it. Or pretends to learn. She prefers having a part of him to having nothing at all.
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11 May 2026
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“It’s weird, not having Robby here,” Mel is saying, dragging Samira back into the conversation between the residents. “And Dr Al-Hashimi hasn't shown up either.” That is strange, Samira thinks absently. Dr Bryan is back from semi-retirement to cover as attending, but the absence is noticeable. “I'm sure we can figure out how to be good teachers, but it’s a little harder when you don't have your mentor to help."
“I don’t know,” Samira mutters before she can stop herself, still staring at Dr Abbot’s letter on her screen. “Just do the opposite of whatever Robby would do.”
It’s only in the expanding silence afterward that Samira realizes she has said that it out loud.
In the wreckage left after the 4th of July shift, Samira starts gathering the shattered pieces of her life. The question now is in what order does she want to put them together.
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11 May 2026
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Samira didn’t go out.
She worked around 60 hours a week, came home and slept, or sat on her futon reading journals until the words swam and her eyes burned. JAMA. NEJM. Anything that kept her mind occupied long enough to feel useful.
She told herself that it was enough.Lately, it hadn’t been.
Her mind had developed an annoying habit of drifting, usually when she was trying to focus on something important.
A line from a paper would blur, and she’d catch herself thinking about Jack. His gravelly voice, talking her through a procedure. The way he told her she’d done well, like it wasn’t just routine praise.
It made no sense to her. She tried to frame it as admiration. But it lingered, unhelpful and intrusive, like a symptom she couldn’t quite name.
So when Trinity texted drinks? followed by far too many emojis, Samira said yes before she could overthink it.
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07 May 2026
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Samira has a five-year plan: finish her residency, complete a fellowship, and continue her research into racial disparities in the ER. She wants to become the kind of doctor who wouldn’t miss the warning signs of a heart attack in a man like her father.
Samira and Jack have been seeing each other for almost a year, which is to say, they sleep together, know everything about one another, have keys to each other’s places, cook for each other, and Samira owns more of Jack’s clothes than her own.
But they’re not in a relationship. Samira refuses to be the resident who fell in love with an attending, and she won’t let anything distract her from her work.
There are no labels. It’s casual, it’s fun, it’s easy.
Right?
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01 May 2026
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Samira usually tried very hard to not want anything at all.
But then Jack Abbot came along and ruined everything.
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Everyone else was writing gala fic, so I wanted to, too.
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22 Apr 2026
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When he boards the elevator he’s upset. By the time he leaves the elevator he’s angry, each reverberation of his feet hitting asphalt felt in the remaining bones and surgical grade titanium in his right leg, all the way up to his hip. It takes him less than sixty seconds to walk from the parking deck to the ambulance bay. Ten feet from the entrance, he sees Robby walk through the first set of doors, past Ahmad, and then through the second set of doors. His pulse roars in his ears, his heart pounding in his chest. For the first time in years, Jack Abbot feels something approximating rage, an emotion he has long assumed to be medicated out of him.
His hands furl into fists.
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Robby commits the critical error of making Samira cry. Jack reacts.
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21 Apr 2026
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Life has occasioned to kick Jack Abbot in the teeth more times than he can count. More times than he has fingers, more times than the five toes he lost or the five toes he still has. He keeps this in mind when Samira Mohan emails him asking permission to submit the article they co-authored two summers ago, Efficacy and Complications of Intracardiac Pigtail Catheterization in the Emergency Room Setting, to present at a conference in Philadelphia.
He has not seen her for almost two years. It took six months for him to get her new phone number, and another six months after that to convince her that he really meant it when he said that he wanted to keep in touch.
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20 Apr 2026
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Isn’t that heartbreak, though? To feel like you have lost a part of yourself, a piece of your soul, and wonder how you existed before them?
To go back to her life that was previously untouched by Jack feels like a punishment, and Samira doesn’t think she’s strong enough for it.
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09 Apr 2026
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samira mohan realizes jack abbot loves her because of a spilled cup of tea.
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09 Apr 2026
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i can't help but pull the earth around me by ninzied for carrythesky
Fandoms: The Punisher (TV 2017), Daredevil (TV)
22 Feb 2021
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“I’ve been thinking about what you said,” she reads on the back of a card he’d grabbed from the souvenir shop at some grungy Seattle motel. “About how we’re all just trying not to be lonely. To be honest, I think about it all the time.”
He remembers where he had been the night that he wrote it. How he’d almost picked up the phone and called her. How his throat had closed up at the thought, and everything he would’ve said ended up on a stack of cards at the bottom of his bag instead.
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Or, Frank returns with a postcard that says Wish you were here, and Karen agrees to go on a road trip with him.
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20 Mar 2026
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The bullet you never saw coming by PunkyNemo (TheVampireCat)
Fandoms: Daredevil (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017)
02 Nov 2016
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There are days that he wonders if he's the worst man on Earth. And then there are the days that he doesn't need to wonder.
But, worst man or not, she's here, sitting on his couch and crying like the world is ending. And he has no idea how to feel about that.
Except he does. He really does.
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16 Feb 2026
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“What if I told you time wasn’t linear. That time is more like a series of possibilities all threaded and intertwined together. If one little moment in our lives was different, those threads would unravel, changing the tapestry of our lives. Changing our future.”
One year after Frank and Karen reunite to take down Wilson Fisk, they are living their after. Most days are happy, but some…some are dark. On one of these dark days, Frank makes a wish. A wish that he’d never become the Punisher. What he doesn’t realize is that one of Karen’s sources for a new investigation has the power to grant that wish…but there’s a cost. As Frank learns more about what life could have been like if he never chose his war, he realizes that some possibilities are better left alone…and some people are better off dead. He’ll need Karen’s help to undo his wish, but he’ll have to get her to remember him first.
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- Part 3 of Stories of Our After
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05 Feb 2026
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Following the events teased at New York Comic Con, this story unfolds as an alternate Season 2 of Daredevil Born Again.
Hell’s Kitchen bleeds again. Fisk is rebuilding his empire. Matt Murdock is trying to rebuild his faith with Karen.
But when Frank Castle resurfaces, haunted, hunted, and more human than he wants to be, Karen Page finds herself caught between the man she should love once again and the man she could never save.
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12 Jan 2026
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It seems that Fisk being behind bars isn't enough to keep him from threatening Karen. So to protect her friends, she makes a break for it until she can make a plan.
When Frank finds out Karen is in danger, he has a hard time remembering why he was supposed to stay away from her. He tells himself he will just make sure she is safe and then step out of her life again. That's what he tells himself.
Whoo buddy I am bad at summaries.
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31 Dec 2025
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His family is gone; he's completed his vengeance, or so be believes. Now, Frank can be left alone... but the story isn't over. A voice in his head keeps whispering to him that he deserves more than this. Will he listen? Punisher S1 compliant. Rated for future chapters. (Please give me honest critiques!) Disclaimer: Characters/songs not mine.
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28 Dec 2025
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Frank keeps having nightmares and can’t sleep. Karen has the same problem. Black coffee, death threats, and an “I love you” may help…
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26 Dec 2025
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Exit Wounds by bartagnans
Fandoms: Daredevil (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017), Marvel Cinematic Universe
08 Nov 2022
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When Karen gives Matt another chance, Frank returns to New York.
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24 Dec 2025
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She rolled her head to the side, meeting his gaze, and the look in her eyes was all the permission he needed.
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28 Nov 2025
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kindness you can't avoid by Anonymous
Fandoms: Daredevil (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Nov 2016
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Hozier in the Kastle Day Two: In which, Frank Castle is a werewolf.
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- Part 13 of Hell's Kitchen Universe Pieces
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26 Nov 2025