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    It’s the summer of 1981, and strange things are happening to Remus Lupin; now, he needs to figure out how to connect them all.

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    23 Jul 2024

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    Cornwall, 1995. Misery loves company; company just wants a drink.

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    22 Jul 2024

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    Winter '79. Looking to get out from under the black-hole overhang of wartime, Sirius and Remus take off to play house on the Cornish moors. It goes downhill from there.

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    22 Jul 2024

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    1979, year of war and obsession and sleep loss and sexual frustration. Sirius is hoping to go out with a bang and not a whimper; enter Remus, stage left.

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    22 Jul 2024

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    Nowhere, USA, August 2019. On the mechanics of getting over yourself.

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    22 Jul 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 94

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    Nowhere, USA, 1:47 A.M. Fate, love, nausea, and a seven-layer burrito at the Taco Bell drive-through.

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    22 Jul 2024

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    20XX, nowhere in particular: the return of that which cannot be repressed.

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    21 Jul 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 59

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    Devonshire, 1993, at the end of twelve years.

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    21 Jul 2024

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    There are a few things Sirius really didn't count on for Christmas of 1979. The extreme sexual confusion is one of them; Remus Lupin is approximately seventy-eight of the rest.

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    20 Jul 2024

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    James is sitting on the couch, Harry is next to him, giggling, and Lily's standing near the kitchen counter. James has his wand out, he's shooting colorful bubbles and Harry loves them, he's clapping excitedly -

    The silver Patronus materialises in front of James so suddenly, that he can't even react.

    "Peter's a death eater," Sirius's voice says. "He's sold you out. Voldemort's coming for you. Tonight. Run, Prongs."

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    Sirius gets expelled after the Prank in Fifth Year, and everything changes.

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    20 Jul 2024

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    While war brews on the horizon beyond the walls of Hogwarts, the infamous Triwizard Tournament resurfaces just in time for the Marauders’ seventh year. When the students of Beauxbatons Academy and Ilvermorny School arrive, the champions are in for three unprecedented challenges. Meanwhile, Remus still has feelings, James is still trying to get the (Head) girl, and Sirius has revelations.

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    20 Jul 2024

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    Sometimes, Remus looks at him in a way he doesn’t understand.

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    18 Jul 2024

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    A shiver trembles through Sirius, racing up his spine, and he blames the crisp air. Remus leans closer, and his lips are parting-- and Sirius shrieks as a chunk of wet, numbing snow is rubbed into his cheek. He squirms beneath him, twisting his head away, but Remus only presses him harder into the glacial ground.

    When Remus sits back, Sirius glowers darkly, using his freed arm to wipe his face with his sleeve. He can't quite remember how to breathe, and Remus is still over him, their legs tangled and bent at odd angles.

    "You were a lot nicer to me when you were sick." Sirius says.

    "I was weak." Remus smiles, and the warmth from his body fades as he gets to his feet. "Don't get used to it."

     

    Of pub quizzes, old films, Chinese takeaways, broken arms, and impassioned discussions of literature: Remus is confusing, and Sirius is just trying to figure him out.

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    18 Jul 2024

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    Buck is such a constant in their life that Eddie hadn’t even dared to imagine a future that he wasn’t a part of.

    Eddie sees Buck in everything. He’s at the firehouse, and in their home; he’s at the grocery store, and their favourite bakery, and Christopher’s school. There’s nowhere Eddie can look - nowhere he can go - that Buck isn’t there, too.

    And it’s so very beautiful, and it hurts so very much.

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    03 Jun 2024

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    Loving Eddie is like breathing past all of the broken glass in his lungs.

    Buck can’t believe he gets to have this - can’t believe he gets to hold something so precious in his shaking, bleeding hands, and is trusted not to ruin it. He’s not sure he deserves that kind of faith, but he will spend the rest of his life being grateful for it anyway.

    He’ll spend the rest of his life trying to deserve this family that he’s made.

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    03 Jun 2024

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    The shattered fragments of his ribcage have been rattling around inside of him like a warning siren: you can hear his heartbreak from a mile away.

    And now - here in his living room, in front of Chimney - Eddie let’s go.

    The scream that tears out of Eddie’s chest is enough to bring him to his knees. It ricochets around the room like a tornado of grief, destroying everything in its path. And Eddie can’t breathe, can’t think, all he can do is feel.

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    03 Jun 2024

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    “You’re my best friend,” Buck says.

    The smile that Eddie gives him is so soft, so achingly tender, that it makes Buck feel too big for his skin. It makes him want to crack his chest open - pluck out his heart and hand it to Eddie for safekeeping.

    You’re the one who brought it back to life. It’s yours now - it’s always been yours.

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    03 Jun 2024

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    “I don’t think you need a dad, that’s not how families work, right? Like, they all look different,” Chris says. “But it’s okay if you want one. There’s nothing wrong with that.”

    “What’s it like, having two?” Denny asks, and Buck has to cover his mouth so he doesn’t give himself away.

    Christopher’s laugh is loud, and sweet, and tugs on Buck’s heartstrings in the same way that it always has done. He doesn’t even hesitate to say, “It’s fun. I love them.”

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    02 Jun 2024

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    “Those versions of you still exist, Buck. They’re all still inside of you. It makes sense that you still carry the hurt they had to go through.”

    It’s such a simple revelation, but the weight of it leaves Buck breathless. Leaves him fighting back tears, and losing. Because it’s true. Because he might not be five, or twelve, or nineteen, or twenty-five, but - isn’t he all of those ages? Won’t he be those ages forever?

    All of that hurt still lives inside of him. Maybe it won’t ever go away.

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    31 May 2024

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    “The only thing we want is you, Buck,” Eddie whispers. “You alive, you healthy, you here. Any version of you - every version of you - is good enough.”

    The sincerity in Eddie’s words and on his face would probably bring Buck to his knees if he were standing. It’s a raw, split-open kind of vulnerable - the kind they only ever let themselves be with each other.

    It’s everything that Buck has spent the past month wanting to hear. And it might just be the thing that tips him over the edge.

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    31 May 2024

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