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you'll ask me to pray for rain with ash in your mouth by Daisies_and_Briars
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Nov 2025
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Whenever Eddie sleeps, he experiences the dreams of those who are dreaming about him. He doesn't tell anyone. But when Buck's dreams start to change, addressing his strange ability may become unavoidable.
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06 Jan 2026
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"Buckley and Diaz aren't in a relationship. They're just like that."
Captain Chen laughs, "Well make sure it stays that way, because you're in for a mountain of paperwork if they get together. Knowing them, they'll get married quicker than you and Athena and you'll be in for another round of paperwork that's even worse."
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Bobby is a month out from retiring and he REALLY doesn't want to have to deal with the paperwork of Buck and Eddie getting together. It spirals a bit from thereBookmarked by abyssyss
06 Jan 2026
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"Remember when I fucked Tommy in here?"
It's not subtle, he's not even pretending to be subtle.
It's the verbal equivalent of tossing a lit match onto gasoline.
Buck knows it, and he couldn't be more excited.
He watches Eddie freeze mid-motion as if someone has hit pause on his actions, his shoulders tense up, his back straight and rigid. He gradually comes back into himself and sets the hanger down in the closet like it’s made of glass, and turns around slowly.
The look he gives Buck is a fusion of wide eyed confusion and mania.
But most of all… he looks pissed.
Good, everything is going to plan.
Or; Buck is a little shit and Eddie is just trying to do laundry.
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- Part 2 of mine.
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01 Jan 2026
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Just as Eddie starts to melt back into it, the phone buzzes again. Just as loud. Just as fucking insistent.
Eddie rips his mouth away with a frustrated sound, glaring down at where the phone is tucked away. “Seriously?”
Buck cringes as the buzzing continues. “Sorry. I’ll turn it off.”
He reaches into his pocket, but by the time it’s out, the call has timed out. Buck’s finger goes to hover over the lock button to shut the device off, but then the screen lights up again. Same buzzing. Same ringtone. This time, Tommy’s face and name flash brightly on the screen.
Eddie’s jaw clenches, hand still tightly fisted in Buck’s hair. “Answer it.” He says before he can stop himself.
Buck's head snaps up to look at him, eyes frantic and expression puzzled. “W-what? Now?”
“Buck,” Eddie says, voice firm and insistent, leaning in to ghost a kiss along Buck’s cheek. “Answer the phone.”
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Buckfidelity: The phone call.
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27 Dec 2025
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Eddie shook his head and turned towards the locker room, “Go ahead, man, I’ll wait.”
“Don’t bother, we’re all going out together it’ll only slow everyone down. Let’s just share. It’s not the first time, right?”
(What Eddie did not see as he pulled the curtain closed, was Hen and Chim’s heads pop out from where they were showering alone and mouth “Not the first time?” with incredulous looks on their faces.)
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5 times Buck and Eddie shared a shower platonically (and one time it wasn’t).
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25 Dec 2025
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14 Dec 2025
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Eddie Diaz moves into a cheap L.A. frat house to stay close to his son—not to develop a crush on the loud, beautiful disaster in the next room.
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Five times lust ruined Eddie’s day, and one time he admitted it wasn’t just lust anymore.
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09 Dec 2025
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Their lips pull apart with a wet smack. They don’t move far, heads resting on the pillow, a close-up shot of the dreamy expression spreading across Eddie’s face. Buck thinks maybe he can blame the late hour for his lack of filter, because he hasn’t even really processed the thought before he blurts out, “can I be the one to propose?”
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The universe can interfere all it wants. Buck knows he and Eddie are meant to be together.Series
- Part 2 of seabird 'verse
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08 Dec 2025
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After a pause, Eddie asked, “You ever think about just… keeping it going?”
Buck blinked. “What, like living together forever?”
A snort filled the air, and Eddie looked half amused and half serious. “I dunno, maybe? Something like that. I mean, look, it’s a new year, right? Anything could happen. But neither of us wanna be alone forever. So, maybe if we’re both still single in a year or whatever, we could just—” he waved a hand vaguely, like he was lassoing the future— ”make it official.”
“Official?” he echoed, head even fuzzier now.
Eddie’s mouth twitched. “Yeah, we could just get married, or something close enough to it."
Buck’s heart tripped over itself.
On New Year's Eve, Buck and Eddie made a drunken pact: if they were both still single in a year, they'd marry each other. They didn't mean to start sabotaging the other's love life to make it happen, but somewhere along the way, that's exactly what they ended up doing.
Now the only question is... how far are they willing to take it?
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07 Dec 2025
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The clothes are still heaped over the duvet messily, but the suitcase, the massive cross-country-move-sized suitcase, is open and in the centre of the room, and Buck is sitting sadly inside it.
“Oh, Buck,” Eddie says softly, torn between unbearable fondness and an ache that threatens to crack his breastbone.
Buck’s endless legs are pretzeled tight, criss-crossed and tucked under him where he’s squeezed himself into the suitcase. He barely fits—he’s curled himself uncomfortably small and his knees are indented by the zipper teeth on either end.
“Baby,” Eddie says, “do you wanna come with us?”
or, home for the holidays is a person, not a place, and a puppy can be for christmas and forever
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- Part 2 of i love you like a dog
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06 Dec 2025
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“Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”
Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”
The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.
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Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.
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- Part 1 of seabird 'verse
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06 Dec 2025
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“How do you not know about this?” Maddie asked, still confused. “You always know everything.”
“Yes, but he has terrible luck in relationships,” Chim teased. “Buck’s never had to worry about being a couple on Valentine’s before.”
“Rude. A killer would love to try and murder me, I bet.”
“Asking you again to think before you speak, Buck,” Maddie sighed.
Or there's a serial killer targeting couples in LA on Valentine's Day but Buck's more worried about the new guy at work.
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03 Dec 2025
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"Who's that?” Chimney asks all of a sudden, half startling Ravi who didn’t know Chim had been eyeing his phone this entire time.
Buck and Chimney are sitting on either side of Ravi in the upstairs lounge area, winding down in between calls, scrolling their phones, eating popcorn that was left from the LAFD summer picnic the week before.
”Paul Baker”. Ravi explains, a bit offended at Chimney’s lack of boundaries.
”Wow, he looks like he could be yours and Eddie’s son”. Chimney, ignoring Ravi’s tone, looks over to Buck.
Eddie and Hen, sitting in the chairs next to the couch opposite each other, both stand up and walk over to look at Ravi’s phone.
Eddie scoffs. ”That’s not even biologically possible”.OR
Ravi introducing ‘Adults’ character Paul Baker to the 118 leads to Buck accidentally revealing some Christmas secrets from yeeeears ago…
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03 Dec 2025
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Without waiting for a reaction or reply, the man bore down on the gas and peeled down the highway, leaving Buck stranded in the middle of nowhere somewhere along Interstate 10.
And as Buck watched the red brake lights of his Jeep disappear into the distance, clutching his prescription of blood thinners tightly to his chest... there was really only one thing left to do. Tilting his head back until he was staring at the stars, he took a deep breath and screamed into the night:
“Fuck!”
And much like every other one of his recent cries for help, it had gone unanswered.
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Buck gets carjacked, held at gunpoint, and stranded in Arizona the day before his first shift post-lawsuit. And that's only the beginning of his troubles.
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02 Dec 2025
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"Don't want you to sleep with Tommy again," Eddie slurs when he gets close enough.
Buck startles, unsure where that came from, and gives him an offended look before shaking his head, laughing. He ignores the voice in his head saying now that the competition's out of the way. "You backslide one time and your friends never let you forget it. I do have some dignity, you know."
"No, no, 's not that," Eddie protests. "Don't want you sleeping with any of your exes. Anyone. Well, one person would be fine."
"One person, huh?" Buck asks, amused. "And who would that be?"
Eddie shrugs. "I'm right here. I'm very" — he hiccups— "v'ry flexible, y'know. I stretch every morning."
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OR: Five times Buck and Eddie lose sleep over each other + one time they don't
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19 Nov 2025
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Five times Buck tends to Eddie’s cuts and bruises after a fight and the one time he finally convinces Eddie not to fight anymore.
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Eddie doesn’t learn his lesson in the fight club. He does it again. And now Buck is there to watch.
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An excuse to write fightclub!Eddie and Buck taking care of his cuts and bruises.
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07 Nov 2025
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“So what’s the real reason?” he asks and watches Buck freeze in his peripheral.
“The real reason for what?”
“You know what, Buck. This new lease on getting out of Dodge and finding your own place.”
“It’s just time. No other reason. It was always gonna end at– at some point, y’know? And Rav has a place that just freed up, it’s closer to the stati—”
“I don’t need a sales pitch,” Eddie snarks, and the tendrils of thorny frustration curl up around his throat, pressing into the thin skin of his carotid artery. His pulse throbs.
Or, it's raining in Los Angeles, and Eddie Diaz thinks he deserves it.
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- Part 3 of an exercise in brevity
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26 Oct 2025
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I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe by turningthepages
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
22 Mar 2023
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A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. As Eddie struggles to adjust to this new life, Buck struggles with being in love with someone who doesn't want to remember him.
Oh, and they have really cute kids.
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Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long.
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- Part 1 of I'll Feel You Forget Me
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- 12/12
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26 Oct 2025
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Eddie accidentally overhears Buck jerking off in the firehouse showers. Neither can act even slightly normal about it.
(Set before 8x06)
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25 Oct 2025
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The guy stares at him, then laughs. “Wow. You do that often?”
Eddie squints at him, deadpan. “Only when city boys run into barns without a plan.”
The guy grins. “I did have a plan. Run in. Get the cattle out.”
Eddie scoffs.
“You were waving your arms around like a windmill in a hurricane.”
“Well, it worked. Handsome cowboy showed up and saved the day.”
Eddie looks away, lips twitching despite himself.
“Name’s Buck.”
“Eddie.”
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Eddie is content with the cowboy life until he meets city firefighter, Buck, and everything that Eddie thought he knew about himself starts to unravel.
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25 Oct 2025
