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• it wasn’t like that, it wasn’t like that… right? by actuallyautisticash

  Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

  • Explicit
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
  • M/M, Multi
  • Work in Progress

  27 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Underage Sex
  • Bang Chan/Lee Felix (Stray Kids)
  • Hwang Hyunjin/Yang Jeongin | I.N
  • Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
  • Hwang Hyunjin
  • Lee Felix (Stray Kids)
  • Yang Jeongin | I.N
  • Seo Changbin
  • Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids)
  • Han Jisung | Han
  • Grooming
  • Implied/Referenced Underage Sex
  • Light BDSM
  • Subspace
  • Subdrop
  • Domdrop
  • Domestic Fluff
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Heavy Angst
  • Extremely Underage
  • Underage Rape/Non-con
  • Alternate Universe - College/University
  • Past Abuse
  • Past Rape/Non-con
  • Past Violence
  • Dark Past
  • Psychological Trauma
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Trauma
  • Childhood Trauma
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
  • Autism Spectrum
  • Autism
  • Autistic Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

  Summary

  Suppose life is how you view it. But viewing is one thing. Understanding is another.

  or

  He was groomed at the ripe age of 10 but it truly started long before that man walked into his life—the trauma I mean.

  *** READ TAGS, ITS EXTREMELY FUCKED UP FLASHBACKS THAT CHAN GETS FROM HIS PAST… READ WITH CAUTION OR NOT AT ALL ***

  Series

  • Part 7 of neurodivergent stray kids

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,810

  Chapters:

  3/?

  Comments:

  6

  Kudos:

  79

  Bookmarks:

  9

  Hits:

  2,865

• i'll never hurt you - prequel by actuallyautisticash

  Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  27 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Underage Sex
  • Kim Hongjoong/Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Kim Hongjoong
  • Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Han Jisung | Han
  • Original Characters
  • Hwang Hyunjin
  • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
  • Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
  • Underage Sex - Freeform
  • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
  • Underage Rape/Non-con
  • Mating Bites
  • Mating Rituals
  • Arranged Marriage
  • Forced Marriage
  • Alpha Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Omega Kim Hongjoong
  • Omega Verse
  • abused
  • Neglect
  • Trauma
  • Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Grief/Mourning
  • minho's mental age is younger
  • Altered Mental States
  • Narcissism
  • Abuse
  • Omega Han Jisung | Han
  • Omega Hwang Hyunjin
  • seizure conditon
  • Seizures
  • Chronic Illness

  Summary

  Prequel to 'my beautiful boy, who hurt you?'

  Series

  • Part 1 of 'my beautiful boy, who hurt you?' series

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  3,460

  Chapters:

  2/10

  Comments:

  13

  Kudos:

  51

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  1,356

• my heart calls your name but i can't hear you by actuallyautisticash for dwaekiins

  Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  27 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Han Jisung | Han/Yang Jeongin | I.N
  • Han Jisung | Han
  • Yang Jeongin | I.N
  • Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids)
  • Seo Changbin
  • Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
  • Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Hwang Hyunjin
  • Lee Felix (Stray Kids)
  • Deaf Character
  • hard of hearing character
  • jeongin has hearing problems
  • Yang Jeongin | I.N-centric
  • jeongin is disabled
  • Yang Jeongin | I.N is a Panicked Gay
  • Han Jisung | Han is Whipped
  • Disabled Character

  Summary

  Jeongin is hard of hearing and Jisung is madly in love with him.

  Series

  • Part 10 of chronic illness / disabled stray kids

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  2,179

  Chapters:

  2/?

  Comments:

  8

  Kudos:

  72

  Bookmarks:

  5

  Hits:

  1,367

• trying until what end by actuallyautisticash

  Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  27 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Han Jisung | Han/Kim Seungmin
  • Han Jisung | Han
  • Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
  • Seo Changbin
  • Hwang Hyunjin
  • Yang Jeongin | I.N
  • Lee Felix (Stray Kids)
  • Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Kim Seungmin (Stray Kids)
  • Having Faith
  • Character of Faith
  • seungmin is catholic
  • seungmin has chronic illnesses
  • Headaches & Migraines
  • seungmin has migraines
  • Medical Devices
  • PICC line
  • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

  Summary

  Seungmin has migraines and faith, and Jisung. What more could he need.

  Part of Our Crazy Life, can be read alone, but is best together.

  Series

  • Part 6 of our crazy life
  • Part 8 of chronic illness / disabled stray kids

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  5,199

  Chapters:

  2/?

  Kudos:

  30

  Hits:

  878

• we love you, in time you will simply know it by actuallyautisticash

  Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

  • Mature
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Other
  • Work in Progress

  26 Jan 2026

  Tags

  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Lee Minho | Lee Know/Seo Changbin
  • Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Seo Changbin
  • Han Jisung | Han
  • Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
  • Omega Verse
  • NO rape
  • just non con
  • Alpha Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
  • Alpha Seo Changbin
  • Alpha Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Feral Behavior
  • feral Alpha
  • mussel
  • Healing
  • Comfort/Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • chan is feral
  • Bang Chan is Trying (Stray Kids)
  • Bang Chan is a Mess (Stray Kids)
  • Bang Chan-centric (Stray Kids)
  • they save him

  Summary

  Chan is a lost soul, a feral wolf, most definitely not human.

  or

  Chan was picked up by men who did what they pleased with him. Losing his humanity was not their want but it happened anyway. Living his life being treated as a dog, Chan finds himself trapped in his mind. Trained to be a killer in the fighting ring that changed his life, Chan is surprised to be rescued by a couple who are determined to save him and his humanity.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,341

  Chapters:

  2/10

  Comments:

  11

  Kudos:

  40

  Bookmarks:

  11

  Hits:

  832