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the texture of memory by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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Shane has been missing for a long, long time.
Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.
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- Part 1 of texture of memory
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11 Mar 2026
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“I like it,” he says weakly. “I like it, I like you holding me like this.”
“Like what?”
“Like you own me.”
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or; They're falling in love. They can't have it, even if they can have each other, just for a little while.Series
- Part 1 of Мой сладкий мальчик
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13 Feb 2026
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mine all mine by beyondearths
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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It was during this hysterical lament that Ilya realized what was wrong, what was off. The initial softness, the confusion, the vulnerability. It was out of character — Shane was so often in control of himself, of what he said, even when emotions were high . . . with one exception.
If Ilya fucked him particularly . . . intensely, if he got Shane feeling a lot, he'd get soft afterwards. Quiet, a little ditzy, emotional. The first time it'd happened — or the first time he'd recognized it — was years ago in Las Vegas after winning MVP. He remembered the look on Hollander's face when he left — wide and teary-eyed, lip trembling, tripping over himself.
Since then, with a little trial and error, Ilya had learned how to manage it. Had grown to love it. If he treated him right, he could buff away all of Shane's sharp edges and be left with the soft, gooey inside. Floating and tethering himself to Ilya.
Now, Shane was out there, floating, without anyone to tether himself to. Falling. And suddenly Ilya was panicking, too.
or: shane, trying to get over rozanov, has sex with someone else and and falls into subdrop. scared and confused, he calls ilya.
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23 Jan 2026
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“What is this ‘ball and chain’?” Ilya frowned.
Ilya's teammate grinned. “Wife. Girlfriend. Nagging you. Controlling. No fun allowed.”
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- Part 1 of cobblestone (hollanov fics)
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13 Jan 2026
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Shane’s fingertips lazily trace down the middle of his back, and then tap their way back up. Ilya wants to die here.
“If you could be any animal,” Shane asks, yawning in the middle of the sentence, “what animal would you be?”
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13 Jan 2026
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Patrick is 23.
He's 12 and he's 29 and he's 21 and he's 18 and he's 25 and he's 14 and he's lost and he's found and he's hopelessly, devastatingly in love with his best friend.
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- Part 2 of we laugh until our ribs get tough
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23 Sep 2025
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And he thought Sungchan was kind of everybody’s friend, in this approachable and yet completely unknowable way. Like Superman. Or Santa Claus.
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01 Sep 2025
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soul birds (I swallow pool water for each ill deed done) by boyjeans
Fandoms: RIIZE (Band)
12 Jul 2025
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And the problem really just is that Sungchan is, like, the worst guy Eunseok knows.
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16 Aug 2025
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Sungchan's affections pour out like a waterfall through his actions in spite of the emotional distance Eunseok tried to create between them. It's in his soft gaze after they've both gotten their fill, fingertips tracing gently over the marks he made, and in the way he wraps his arms around Eunseok's waist to get him to stay longer.
In which Eunseok has trouble dealing with his puppy's separation anxiety.
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27 Jun 2025
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‘Yes,’ Wonbin says. ‘We uh. We might have had a moment, yesterday.’
‘Ah, is that so?’ And the teasing lilt is back in Shotaro’s voice, he says this wiggling his eyebrows. ‘You had a moment yesterday?’
‘Don’t make fun of me okay, but I told him he doesn’t look like Song Kang.’
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29 May 2025
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“It’s been what?” Eunseok stops in between a puff. “A year?”
“A year and 3 months,” Sungchan answers quietly. He picks at the loose hangnail on his thumb, but his doe eyes do not leave Eunseok’s. “But who’s counting, right?”
jung sungchan flies 10 hours to yearn for song eunseok
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23 May 2025
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(Hitman AU) Eunseok is a cleaner who takes on a pet project.
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03 May 2025
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“You’re dead, because I killed you.”
If he has to, he’ll retrace every inch of the walls their vermilion had splattered, every sweeping arc of blood that had freckled the ceiling.
“And I killed you,” he says, “because I wanted to.”
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the last time suguru saw his parents alive, he was seventeen. the next time he does, he’s thirty.
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03 Mar 2025
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He feels his heart, red and bleeding and all there, pulsing in his chest when he says, “You want me?”
“Yes,” Sungchan swallows. “I do. Everyone wants you.”
“But not in the way you do,” Wonbin is hyper aware of the way his saliva is building up in his mouth. His cottonmouth. “You want me, but not like everyone else does.” What he means is, That's terrifying. You know that, right?
or, When Ferrari’s Park Wonbin crashes into Mercedes’ Jung Sungchan at the opening Grand Prix of his second season of Formula One, Wonbin gains a new perspective. Literally.
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02 Mar 2025
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wonbin [14:10]
do u have time later tonight? 👀sungchan [14:12]
what. nowonbin [14:12]
oksungchan [14:16]
wait no don’t ask someone else i’ll fuck youSungchan finds himself at Wonbin’s doorstep for a rerun of his own self-made tragedy.
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17 Oct 2024
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“Um,” Harry starts. He looks out of place. Louis can’t really believe he’s seeing Harry like this, so unsettled, so unlike himself. He holds out his hands. “Should we–. Should I, um. Did you wanna, like, cuff me to the bed or something?”
Louis raises his eyebrows. “I don’t know. Do I need to?”
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AU. Harry’s a criminal, Louis’ a cop, and they’re stranded overnight at the Motel 6.
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03 Oct 2024
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They walk slow, unhurried, and they talk about everything, the earth and the glaciers and themselves, little bits and pieces. Harry finds himself falling open, caving in like the crevices that run like cold veins from the icy lakes. It feels strange to talk this way. He feels like he should be having this conversation hidden under his covers, whispering in the dark. It feels like the kind of talk that means too much, that means trust and revealing the small things that make up the bigger ones, except they’re both barely blinking an eye.
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AU. Harry is a WWF journalist with big dreams and Louis is a glaciologist that flies helicopters for fun. Greenland is an odd place to spend Christmas, but just maybe, the perfect place to fall headfirst into love.
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01 Oct 2024
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An eighties American high school AU; there are first times, football games, and feelings.
Alternatively titled: the beginning.
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23 Sep 2024
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Chanyoung watches Sungchan exist in their present universe while he steps into another, one where he’s crowding Sungchan against the railing and kissing him where everyone can see, both all around them and on the congested streets below.
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15 Sep 2024
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“Everyone had crushes on you in school, didn’t they?”
“I was a loser, Sungchan.”
“No way,” Sungchan gapes, paused where he’s spreading jam on his toast. “I was a loser!”
Eunseok pushes the plate of eggs towards him. Sungchan is still a loser. “Eat your breakfast.”
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Part of Eunseok wants to know why he’s not allowed to be normal. The other part wants to know why spring fever always kicks his ass.
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25 Aug 2024