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Samira’s first shift back after maternity leave is made a little easier by a surprise visit from her two favorite people.
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- Part 2 of Grace Universe
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16 Mar 2026
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Jack gives Samira a research article. Inside is a letter he never meant for her to read and a truth that changes everything.
Or a two part character study on grief
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16 Mar 2026
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"Jack might have been up there only seconds, but maybe minutes, perhaps hours, and might have stayed there forever, teetering on that ledge between life and death, if not for a gentle brush of a fingertip on his right bicep."
a.k.a. Dr. Jack Abbot ends up on the PTMC roof on the Fourth of July. Dr. Samira Mohan finds him there.
title credits: "I, Carrion (Icarian)" by Hozier
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16 Mar 2026
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“I’m so sorry,” she blurted out, wanting desperately to explain this away, rushing forward before jumping back, not sure what approach was best. “So sorry-”
“What for?”
“Jack, my blood is all over you! It looks like a horror movie in here!”
He actually has the audacity to roll his eyes during what would certainly become a recurring stress dream for her. “It’s not toxic.”
“No, but-”
“You’re not secretly squeamish about blood, are you?” There is a mischievous tilt to his gaze, lips, brows. “How have you made it through residency?”
It was her turn to roll her eyes, and roll them she did.a.k.a. Dr. Samira Mohan gets her period earlier than expected while over at Dr. Jack Abbot's house.
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16 Mar 2026
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Moments in Dr. Jack Abbot and Dr. Samira Mohan's relationship as framed by The 36 Questions That Lead to Love.
a.k.a. 36 times Jack and Samira fall deeper in love.
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16 Mar 2026
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"It had never been a question of wanting children for either of them; they were aligned on that. In the dreams of their future, there they were, perhaps with dark eyes like their mother or freckles like their father, almost certainly having the soft curls passed down from both sides.
They didn’t talk about it a lot, and when they did it was a distant thing, both practical and fantastical: silly conversations, like how they agreed that Mohan-Abbot sounded better than Abbot-Mohan, or which of their coworkers they'd hypothetically allow to babysit, but also serious considerations, like deciding to talk to their accountant about opening a 529 account, or how they wanted their kids to have siblings so they'd never be lonely."
a.k.a. Dr. Samira Mohan's period is late.
title credits: "Sara" by Fleetwood Mac
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15 Mar 2026
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"I know it's normal." His voice is sharp, suddenly. "I know all of this is normal. The stages of grief, the timeline, the— I've read the literature. I know what's supposed to happen. I just don't understand why knowing doesn't make it hurt less."
Linda sets down her pen. "Because grief isn't an intellectual exercise, Jack. You can't think your way through it. You have to feel it."
"I don't want to feel it."
"I know."
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Jack's therapist watches as he rebuilds and finds Samira along the way.
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15 Mar 2026
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“So, if he’s not your boyfriend, does that mean he’s single?”
Eddie’s stomach churns at the question.
“Um, well—”
Tom cuts him off.
“Do you think he’d say yes if I asked him out?”
Eddie doesn't know why he does it. He just knows that the idea of this man, Tom, wanting to ask Buck out makes him feel like he's going to throw up, so before he can even think about it, he blurts out—
“Oh, sorry, man, I just meant that he’s my husband, not my boyfriend.”
or; When Buck and Eddie are in Nashville for the firefighter competition, Eddie accidentally tells one of the other firefighters that he and Buck are married. It goes about as well as you'd expect.
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15 Mar 2026
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The annual night shift snowball fight is, first and foremost, an OSHA violation. A yearly liability. In the early morning hours of December 23rd, once day shift has filled in, wrapped tightly in heavy scarves and carrying scalding coffee in thermoses, the night crew does what they do best.
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15 Mar 2026
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“Guess it doesn’t matter as long as Abbot saw them.” Trinity waves her hand casually.
“Funny.” The word comes out clipped. Samira holds the syllables close to her chest.
“Bet he could spring for the Platinum package. Is Abbot a fan of aerial silks?”- Language:
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15 Mar 2026
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Eddie narrows his eyes at her suspiciously as she continues to sit there in amicable silence, seemingly conducting some sort of psychological warfare on him.
“Why did you bid on me?” he blurts.
“We never get to hang out one-on-one,” Maddie answers with a shrug. “And you’re very important to a lot of people who are very important to me. So I figured it was about time we did.”
“You spent sixteen hundred dollars,” Eddie reminds her.
Maddie shrugs again. “I was feeling charitable.”
OR: Deciding it's finally time to interfere, Maddie uses the LAFD's Bachelor Auction to win herself some one-on-one time with Eddie.
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15 Mar 2026
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Eddie wakes suddenly and violently, nearly throwing himself off the bed before he grasps at the sheets, eyes finding Buck in the dark.
Buck, who is sitting up in bed, panting, with a hand pressed to his chest.
“Buck? Buck, you okay?” Eddie rasps, voice thick with sleep.
“Racism wasn’t enough,” Buck slurs, barely coherent. “Had to frame me for murder, too.” A pause. Then, a huff of breath, followed by, “Naturally.”
Eddie blinks. Blinks again. “What?”
As if he’d never said anything at all, Buck lies back down, eyes already closed. Within seconds, he’s snoring.
Eddie wrestles with the urge to wake him again. Clearly, he’d been having some sort of nightmare, but— it seems he shook himself out of it? Probably?
“Okay,” Eddie breathes to himself, slowly settling back under the covers. “Night, then.”
OR: Buck has a nightmare about Tommy and subsequently breaks up with him. Unrelated to this (allegedly), Eddie dreams about The Bachelor.
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- Part 3 of cjo + 911
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11 Mar 2026
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Buck, predictably, answers within two rings. “Yellow. You’ve got Buck.”
“Hey, Buck.”
“You okay?”
Eddie lifts his head to confirm the state of his house. The orange tree is still very much there, amidst the wreckage of his home. The sole perpetrator, even.
“Sure,” he says.
Buck hesitates. “...Sure?”
“There’s a tree.”
“Where?”
“Inside my house.”
“Oh.” Eddie can practically see Buck’s eyebrows furrowing. “Like, you bought a tree?”
“No,” Eddie says. He hasn’t blinked since Buck picked up the phone. “It’s the orange tree.”
A beat of silence. “It’s inside your house.”
Eddie lets out an exhausted huff, leaning back in his chair. “Apparently.”
OR: there’s an orange tree. It’s in Eddie’s house.
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“Eddie. Dude.”
That, finally, does the trick. Eddie pulls off with his eyebrows in his hairline.
“Dude?” he rasps.
“Sorry,” Buck gasps. “I– I’m gonna come, just. Just, it’s not– you don’t want that in your mouth.”
Eddie looks… amused, of all things. Relaxed. Wetting his lips, he says, “Why not?”
“Uh.” Buck blinks. “It’s– do you?”
“Yeah,” Eddie says, unimpressed. “Dude.”
“I–” Buck seizes when Eddie falls right back down on his cock, the wet heat of his mouth engulfing him again. “S-sorry,” he grits out. “Baby, I’m– I’m so close, you’re gonna make me come, you’re–”
Eddie groans around him, eyes squeezing shut as he presses himself down, down, down, taking Buck deep.
“Oh, fuck–”
Or: Buck and Eddie go camping. Things spiral from there.
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11 Mar 2026
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It feels easy—being around him, talking to him. It's like she’s been transported to a new dimension, one in which only the two of them exist. There’s no passage of time, there’s no cruelty or pain, only a deep sense of comfort and safety that comes with being truly known by another person.
Now, as she watches him gracefully move through the kitchen space, she realizes three things:
1. that she could watch him for hours straight if he let her;
2. that she might be undermining her own infatuation for this man;
3. that she’s utterly, catastrophically fucked.Bookmarked by ailulia
11 Mar 2026
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Samira Mohan's former VA patient means well when he sets her up with his old combat buddy. She was not expecting Jack Abbot to walk into the coffee shop, but she’s not exactly angry.
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Marcus Williams has been sober for eighteen months, and he knows something about two people who don't look away from things.Bookmarked by ailulia
10 Mar 2026
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“You guys shower together regularly?”
Buck furrows his eyebrows. “Oh — um no. We’re just running late, so we figured this would be more time-efficient. Plus, you know, it’s good for the environment."
For a moment, no one says anything. It’s Julia’s duty, she fears, to give them both a horribly awkward thumbs up.
“Okay,” she says. She’s fumbling this; she knows she is. But she does not know how to tell two men who just showered together platonically that they showered together. Platonically. “Smart. Love the environment.”
Or: In the span of two months, Julia gets brutally dumped, loses her apartment to a fire, moves in with certified sweetheart Firefighter Buck Buckley, and successfully inserts herself into the lives of two firefighters who don’t know they’re in love. Not necessarily in that order.
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- Part 5 of cjo + 911
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10 Mar 2026
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His house smells like wood polish and sage. The data points she had carefully accrued were now wildly plotted with no common geometry to connect them.
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Jack Abbot and the art of self-actualization.
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09 Mar 2026
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“What do you want from me, Eddie? What do you want?”
“I want to know why you’re leaving.”
Buck’s eyebrows twitch, mouth tugging downward. “I can’t sleep in your bed anymore.” Fiddling with his napkin, he adds, quietly, “What am I supposed to do when you get a girlfriend? Sleep on your couch for the rest of my life?”
Eddie does not understand. What does any of that have to do with Buck?
“I’m not seeing anyone, Buck.”
“Yeah,” Buck says, voice fraught. “You’re not.”
Eddie gets the feeling he’s missing something. He stares at Buck, searching his features, looking for what it is. What will make Buck stop looking at him like this, like Eddie’s being mean on purpose? Like he’s saying all the wrong things?
Or: Eddie has changed. Buck likes him like this, too.
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- Part 6 of cjo + 911
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09 Mar 2026
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“Eddie,” Buck tries. “You could, uh… I get why you asked for two rooms, but maybe we should…” The bed is small. They’d be touching all night, and that would be bad, given what happened last night—it would be terrible; Buck definitely doesn’t want it.
He doesn’t want Eddie pressed against his chest, doesn’t want his soft, steady breath at his ear. He doesn’t want it so bad that he says, “Splitting up gets people killed in horror movies.”
Eddie’s answering smile is surprisingly soft. “We’re not in a horror movie, Buck.”
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They're in a horror movie. 9x13 alternate version.