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    Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.

    No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.

    When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?


    “I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”

    “A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.

    “It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.

    “And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”

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    16 Oct 2026

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    In which Ilya is extremely bisexual and the Bears are scrambling to keep it within containment. Preferably without him noticing.

    Or: Hookup era to Hollanov wedding, as told by the secret group chat of the Bears, aka the Janroz support squad.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    “Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.

    Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”

    Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”

    Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    “And what about the others?”

    Crowell stops mid-sentence, his mouth hanging open. “The others?”

    Shane can see Ilya in his periphery, can imagine the shock on his face as he snaps it in Shane’s direction, but he ignores it. He’s starting to realize the enormity of what he’s about to say, but adrenaline is outweighing fear. It isn’t Shane’s decision-making brain in charge right now, it’s his hockey brain, and he can see the play without having to think about it, his body moving on instinct.

    “The others,” he says again. “If you’re going to bench me and Rozanov, what about all the other players I’ve had sex with?”

    In a moment of panic and fury over Crowell benching him and Ilya, Shane impulsively decides to tell him that he’s slept with other hockey players too. Little does he know what he's created.

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    06 Oct 2026