amazingbeth

blue from blues clues holding a rainbow flag in her mouth, wearing a trans flag handkerchief around her neck



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  1. Rec 29

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    Tommy’s been awake for 36 hours. There’s no way he’ll be able to get it up, no matter how hot Evan is grinding down on his lap, but every other person Tommy’s been with gets weird when he says he’s too tired or stressed from work to fuck. Evan’s different, though, and fuck if that doesn’t make something squeeze tight in Tommy’s chest.

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    11 Dec 2025

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    hauntology (hɔːnˈtɒlədʒi) • noun

    the past that haunts the present. see also: list of things that can be haunted: houses, furniture, dolls, and me by him.

    Of all the ways his life could go to shit, amnesia wasn't one that Buck had ever really considered, but with the trajectory of his life, he probably should have seen this one coming. The world's still exactly the same as it was yesterday; the sky is blue, the sun rises East and sets West, he's surrounded by people who love him and—

    Oh, right! He has a boyfriend.

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    08 Dec 2025

  3. Rec 69

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    Eddie's discomfort feels more Catholic than like repressed queer desire, but Tommy doesn’t know him that well yet. He doesn’t know either of them that well yet, not really. All he knows is that Evan has been unaware of his blatant attraction to men for over thirty years and that Eddie has a weird enough relationship with sex to go red at even the mention of anal fingering. He knows that they’re absurdly close. And he knows with startling clarity that no one in their right mind would look at Evan and not want to keep him for themselves.

    Jealousy burns hot. Tommy clenches and unclenches his fist. Evan is a breath of clean mountain air after a lifetime spent in a series of smoky rooms. He’s not ready to let Evan go so easily. Not yet. Not when this is all so new. Not when Evan makes him feel like this.

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    Five times Tommy saw Eddie as competition, and one time he finally accepted there was no competition.

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    06 Dec 2025

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    After months recovering from the ladder truck bombing, Buck finally returns to Haven, a sanctuary where wolves run free and identities remain a secret. He doesn’t know their names, only the comfort they brought him. But six months without them has left a hollow ache he can’t explain.

    Tommy and Sal felt it the second they caught his scent. Mates are rare. A triad bond? Practically a myth. But it’s real and impossible to deny. When the third piece of their bond vanishes for six months, the absence nearly tears them apart. Then one night, the pull leads them to Haven again.

    They finally get a name: Evan. Not through a meeting, not yet. Just a username tied to his scent, granted through Haven’s secure database. He isn’t ready to meet them face-to-face. But they’ll wait.
    However long it takes.

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    03 Dec 2025

  5. Rec 52

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    “Can I —” Buck stops, swallows once. “Can I be good for Daddy for a while? Please?”

    There’s silence for a few seconds, just long enough for Buck to start worrying that this was one more in the list of things he’s managed to do wrong today, and then Tommy squeezes his hand again. “Can you tell me why? I’m not saying no, honey, but if I know what you want to get out of it, I can give it to you better.”

    Okay. That’s fair, and entirely reasonable, and there’s no reason for Buck to feel upset. Tommy even said he wasn’t saying no. God this is so fucking stupid. “I just want … I want to not feel like every choice I make is the wrong one. To — to feel like I’m doing something right.”

    “Okay, sweetheart,” says Tommy, and squeezes his hand one more time. “How do you feel about warming Daddy’s cock with your mouth for a while?”

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    30 Nov 2025