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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    The site was logged in to something called a performer account, and Jay’s picture was just a close-up of his chest. The word performer probably made Jay fuzzy in the head. Stupid.

    Matt finds out Jay's been trying to make ends meet online.

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    13 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    And then Jay gingerly placed a single hand over where Jared was touching his shoulder. Those long, elegant pianist’s fingers that were supposed to be Matt’s and Matt’s alone. And Jay squeezed. Gently.

    A chill ran through Matt, from his toes up to his trilby.

    He was only vaguely cognizant of Luca, with the other camera, zooming in on what was no doubt his shocked expression, mouth gaping open and closed like an asphyxiating fish.

    What. The. Actual. Fuck.

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    After witnessing his best friend's death, Jay finds surprising solace in the one person who can understand what he's going through, a certain omnipresent documentarian.

    Meanwhile, Matt notices and jumps to all the wrong conclusions...

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    12 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    It's November of 2003, and Jay McCarrol's cell phone bill is astronomical.

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    12 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    The apartment is the kind of quiet that means Jay has a girl over.

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    11 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    The burning in Jay’s face is enough to make him itchy. He can’t identify the emotion behind it. It’s indignation and it’s mortification and it’s a new word ending in -ation no one has ever felt in history before called ‘Matt is talking about having a shitty girlfriend and that’s me’. He keeps his tight fists at his sides and his jaw clenched and Matt holds his gaze but he breathes like Jay just sent him for a race. And maybe Jay wants a race now.

    It's 2008. Matt's a little bit drunk. Jay's a little bit high.

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    09 Oct 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 7

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    Matt goes to the store and comes home with an unmarked cigarette packet. Jay has a smoke.

    completely self indulgent Sorrryyyyyy

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    09 Oct 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 17

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    Jay stops with a few inches between their faces, and Matt’s lips part in response, waiting for Jay to deliver the rest of the hit to him. Matt needs Jay’s help, needs Jay to do this for him. The way his head is spinning is definitely from the weed now.
    He opens his mouth and—

    ——
    matt and jay shotgun <3

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    08 Oct 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 3

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    His fingers graze at Jay’s collarbone, and he can feel the rapid pitter patter of his boosted heartbeat.

    “Matt, I feel incredible,” Jay beams at him, a lopsided smile plastered to his face, canines poking out ever so slightly. “Can we play more video games when we get home?”

    ——

    Jay doesn’t overdose on speed, just has those two pills.

    for MattJay Week!!! day 1 prompt: video game day, praise, fantasy au

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    08 Oct 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 6

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    Jay does the only thing he can think of in that moment and roughly shoves him back. Matt falls to the floor, his butt smacking the ground and his legs splayed out in front of him, dirty knees on full display.

    “What the fuck was that for you dick?!” Matt shouts, sounding like he’s almost about to cry.

    Jay doesn’t answer. His brain swirls in a drunken stupor, the effect of 7 beers making everything foggy as he stares down at Matt on the floor of their apartment. He’s so fucked.

    —
     
    Jay bets Matt $10 that he can’t seal the deal and bring a girl home to their apartment.

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    06 Oct 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 5

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    “I’m not letting him fuck me,” Jay says, arms crossed, swallowed up entirely by the massive hoodie he’s wearing. Matt could break him like a twig. His Jay could break him like a moderately sized stick, given some effort.

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    06 Oct 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 7

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    **WORK CONTAINS MOVIE SPOILERS**

    An even stronger dread settles over Jay like a sudden blackout.
    Everything goes dark, and he has the feeling that something is deeply, deeply wrong. What’s worse than being haunted by his memories is being haunted by the memories that don’t exist.

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    06 Oct 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 48

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    Through everything, there's an overlay of I want to take his hand, that's so stupid. It's dark here, he could kiss me and nobody would have to know. Is he rough with himself – would he be rough with me? Could he be loud for me? Could I shut him up? It makes Jay feel like looseleaf paper falling out of the sheaf, mixed up with no context, can't figure out where anything gets put back.

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    05 Oct 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 8

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    He almost rolled his eyes at Matt, told him to shut his huge dumb mouth for once. Instead Jay reached up and snatched the hat from Matt’s head, wrested his jaw open, and shoved nearly half that goddamn hat between Matt’s teeth.

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    05 Oct 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    Matt has a brand new plan to get them a show at the Rivoli. He and Jay pretend to have sex on tape and leak it themselves for notoriety. But it's all just acting, right? Guys?

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    03 Oct 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 11

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    Jay turns around, starts playing with the piano keys. "I guess what I'm trying to say is… it might be nice if you. You know." He plays some chord. "Fuck me."

    "You mean—" Matt starts.

    "Don't say up the butt," Jay says, which is, in fact, exactly what Matt was going to say. "But, yeah. That."

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    02 Oct 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 12

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    Somehow, Jay gets a date.

    (alternatively: matt is definitely not jealous that jay has a date.)

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    02 Oct 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Jesus, Jaybird, you’re even drunker than I thought,” Matt croaked.

    “M’not,” Jay protested, his hand falling on Matt’s thigh as he leaned his chest against his arm.

    “Yeah, you are. If you’re drunk enough to be hitting on me, you’re too drunk to fuck.”

    Jay let out a soft groan that rippled through Matt’s nervous system, making the hair on his forearms stand on end. “Is that what you want, MJ?” breathed Jay. “You wanna fuck?”

     

    In which Jay returns home from the bar, drunk and horny, and pleads with Matt to do something about it.

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    02 Oct 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 14

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    “If I was the last woman on earth?”
    “You’d still be a man.”

    It’s 2008, and Matt is experimenting with cross-dressing (inspired by Michelle Pfeiffer in Scarface), to get a show at the Rivoli.
    While watching the movie together, a slightly drunk Jay gets increasingly flustered by Matt’s faux-erotic antics…

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    01 Oct 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 20

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    “You should be saying sorry for waking me up,” Matt suggests, like Jay should have thought of it first and he can’t believe he didn’t. Jay opens eyes he hadn’t realized he had closed, looking up at Matt who hovers over him. He’s got an expectant look on his face. “Go ahead, say it.”

    “What?”

    “Say you’re sorry for waking me up. Maybe then I’ll get you off.”

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    2,286

    01 Oct 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 19

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    Jay grumbles something under his breath, but Matt doesn’t care quite enough to hear what. He’s just grateful the conversation steered away from the shorts. That was a near miss.

    But then Jay pipes up.

    “If you’re gonna stare at my dick, I’d think you’d be grateful my shorts are tight.”

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    1,778

    01 Oct 2026

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