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    “I’m not leaving you, Buck.” Eddie says with a tired sigh, like he’s struggling with the weight of the world and Buck’s the one who put it there. “Just switching jobs, that’s all.”

    That’s all?, Buck wants to scream, because every relationship he has is tied to the job in some way, and first Maddie left, and then it was Chimney, and now it’s Eddie. But he doesn’t scream, because that would be a little bit too tragic, even for him, and nods instead. Bites his tongue. Pretends that he isn't falling apart where he's stood.

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    Or, set post season 5A, where Buck is alone, and angry, and exhausted, but mostly terrified that everyone he loves is slowly slipping away from him.

    **rated mature for heavy themes**

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    01 Nov 2024

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    “Oh jeez, Eddie. Yeah. What I need right now is a blowjob.” Buck snaps anxiously. He takes a deep breath in, and slowly out before looking at Eddie with a tight, slightly crazy smile. “We could move. To Greenland. Change our identities, settle down, have a nice quiet life far away from- from fucking Chimney who’s going to tell our boss and my sister about your face being an inch away from my penis in public. Chris would love it there. So many Viking museums.”

    Eddie shrugs. “Could be worse. At least it wasn’t at work. I look really good in turnouts. I’m shocked you haven’t noticed.”

    “Trust me, Eddie, I’ve noticed.” Buck rubs both sides of his temples with a heavy sigh. “I get hard about it pretty much everyday. And stop trying to have sex with me right now. We’re having a crisis.”

     

    or, after a day full of sex-related calls on buck and eddie's three month anniversary, one member of the 118 catches them in a compromising position.

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    31 Oct 2024

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    He feels Buck’s head just drop onto his shoulder.

    And Eddie thinks it must say something that Ravi doesn’t even blink, he just continues his conversation with Buck, and it probably says something that Eddie himself doesn’t even flinch, just takes Buck weight, lets the amusement of the idea of Buck, a 6’2” man leaning over to tuck himself against Eddie’s side.

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    30 Oct 2024

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    “Marry me.”

    Buck blinks once, twice, and then a third time, too, as if he can’t believe what he’s hearing. “What?”

    Eddie draws in a breath. “I said,” he starts, reaching down to angle Buck’s hips up into his thrusts, “I love you and I want you to marry me.”

    Buck blinks, again. “Are you proposing to me with your dick inside me?”

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    On an unremarkable morning spent in bed, Eddie asks Buck to marry him.

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    30 Oct 2024

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    “What do you mean you want to start dating again?” Eddie asks, his tone annoyed.
    Buck frowns, “I just want to start building a meaningful relationship. You know, the trust, the domesticity, the intimacy,” he explains like it's obvious, “I kind of miss the pet names, the soft touches, the thoughtful gestures.” he adds, shrugging.
    Eddie looks at him like he is studying one of Christopher's maths homework and makes Buck blush slightly.
    “What?” he asks.
    Eddie shakes his head, “Nothing.”

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    aka Eddie acts like Buck's boyfriend until Buck notices it.

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    30 Oct 2024

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    “Maddie,” Chim said. “I abandoned our daughter at a fire station to go fire her pediatrician but I’m going back for her now.”

    OR

    Five Times Buck was an Amazing Uncle and One Time Chim Made Sure Everyone Knew It.

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    30 Oct 2024

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    “500$. And a month of free babysitting. You: Jee, me: Christopher.” Maddie said, sticking her hand out for him and Buck smiled, reaching forward and grabbing it tightly.

    “Deal. Prepare to eat your words, Madeline.”

    “Not my name, Evan.” And they shook hands.

    ~~~

    Maddie and Buck find an old bet they made when they were kids, talking about how whoever got married last, had to give the winner a prize.

    They change the rules some, and mild chaos ensues.

    Oh, and Buck realises he's in love with his best friend halfway through.

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    30 Oct 2024

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    Three things happen as Eddie walks through the door of the dentist’s office:

    1. the entire waiting room turns to look at him as if they were expecting a celebrity

    2. the flustered receptionist looks up, sees Eddie, and says “oh thank god”

    3. what is unmistakably Buck’s voice booms down the hall, slurred, but clear as day

    Or, Buck gets his wisdom teeth removed. He loves his family *very* loudly.

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    29 Oct 2024

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    Eddie nods in agreement. “I remember I cut my sister’s hair into these ugly ass bangs when I was around Christopher’s age. It was right before picture day, too, I was grounded for like a month.”

    Buck looks at him, surprised. “Just grounded? I would have gotten the hard side of the belt for something like that. Or at least made to sleep outside.”

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    28 Oct 2024

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    Buck finds a box of kittens at a warehouse fire and decides to keep them, dammit.

    Chim frowned. "What's in your pockets?"
    "Um. Drugs?" Buck very much did not squeak, hoping Chim wouldn't say anything about the orange furball shoving its tiny butt in his face.

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    26 Oct 2024

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    “Buck?” Maddie says.

    She’s standing far back, her arms crossed and her shoulders hunched.

    “It’s gotten worse, hasn’t it,” she states.

    “Maddie,” Buck says. “Please, not right now.”

    “Have you at least talked to your therapist about it?” she persists. And that’s how he knows it’s bad. She never persists.

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    26 Oct 2024

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    “It’s not like I’m saying it’s better than New Hope or Empire,” Tommy said, reclining back in the seat of their booth. “I just rank it above Jedi. That’s all!”

    There were many of Tommy’s quirks Buck adored – the way his nose crinkled when he laughed; how he could by turns incredibly astute and completely obtuse; his ability to demolish an entire Black Forest gateaux in 20 minutes. But his boyfriend’s insistence on this matter was really starting to unnerve Buck.

    *****
    Tommy joins his boyfriend and his colleagues for a post shift drink, where they discuss Star Wars, age gaps and the real reason why Tommy never calls him 'Buck'.

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    26 Oct 2024

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    “Did you know if you put a frog in water and slowly bring it to boiling, it won’t hop out?” Chris is chattering as Buck makes a quick dinner while Eddie argues with his gas company on the phone. He can hear the occasional swear word in Spanish as his voice raises. Eddie doesn’t like to raise his voice around Christopher – the very thought makes Buck want to kiss him full on the mouth – so he decided to take it to the living room while Chris sits with his homework in the kitchen and Buck cooks.

    “Hmm?” Buck asks, unable to fully pull himself out of Bobby’s baked mac and cheese recipe. It took him years, but he finally convinced the man to write it down. Bobby’s handwriting was juvenile at best on a good day, but this was nearly unreadable. Buck wonders if he did that on purpose. “Frogs?”

    “Yeah!” Chris states. “My teacher said that if you put a frog in a pot, you have to make sure it’s not immediately boiling. You put them in water and then slowly raise the temperature and they won’t realize what’s happening. Then once they realize, they have no place to go. They can’t jump out.”

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    S6 Spec: Buck decides he doesn’t need therapy, reverts to some bad habits, and explodes. Or, the Breakdown Fic.

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    25 Oct 2024

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    The Buckley parents announce that they’ll be staying in LA until Chimney gets out of the hospital.

    Tommy and Eddie team up to make sure Buck doesn’t fall apart.

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    25 Oct 2024

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    The whole section was now filled with a good amount of people but Evan was nowhere to be seen.

    With a sigh, he pulled out his phone. He should’ve known this was going to happen.

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    Buck wanders off when Tommy goes to get a coffee. Finding him is easier said than done.

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    21 Oct 2024

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    The last thing Buck is expecting is to be woken up from his ill advised mid-morning nap with a call from Christopher's school, telling him that Chris is sick and should go home. He can't leave his favourite kid to fend for himself so even though Eddie might get mad at him, again, he's on his way to pick up Chris before he can even think about it.

    Set during the lawsuit, post-grocery store scene.

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    20 Oct 2024

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    “Evan? Is something wrong?”
    “N-no, not- not wrong. The opposite, actually.” He pushed himself away from the counter, putting his bottle down on the countertop with a dull clink.
    “Okay.” Tommy said, though it sounded more like a question than anything. “Tell me.”
    “I- uh” Buck hesitated. He had a vague idea about
    what he wanted to tell Tommy, but how to tell him… That was a trickier question. Because the words Buck wanted to use seemed too fast and too big for the small space between them. So instead, he shook his head as if he was trying to get water out of his ears, chasing the thoughts away for now. “W-why don’t you stay the night? It’s pretty late and we don’t have a shift tomorrow, we could sleep in.”
    “Mm, that so?” Tommy leaned in to give a small kiss to his cheek, while skillfully hooking his fingers into Buck’s belt loops to tug him in closer. “Sleeping? That’s what you had in mind?”
    “Among other things.”

    Or

    Buck goes through the usual stages of saying ‘I love you’.

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    20 Oct 2024

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    He cleared his throat. “We’re, uh, spending some time with Eddie’s family. Then we’re going to Bobby and Athena’s—”
    “Bobby and Athena?” Margaret went incredibly still, and Buck was instantly transported back to his childhood. Margaret had never been one to raise her voice, even when Buck was a kid. His dad did, sure. Phillip would swear and shout and slam things. He’d make sure everyone felt his anger. Margaret, though— Margaret was different. Margaret got cold and detached.

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    OR: Margaret expects Buck to spend Mother's Day with her. Buck already has plans.

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    19 Oct 2024

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    “No. No, whatever it was, it wasn’t the fire. And by the time I get down there, Buck is nowhere to be seen, but this kid is there, in Buck’s turnouts and Buck’s helmet. I’m telling you. It’s him.”

    Bobby frowned, not sure what to make of Eddie’s incredible story, though he sounded completely sincere. He could see his own skeptical confusion on Hen’s face but she just shrugged.

    “I don’t know how to explain it, Cap. I went in and checked the room myself. There was no way for Buck to leave except the way he came. No reason for a kid to be down there at all. Plus…well. Ask him,” Hen said.

    Bobby dropped down to the kid’s eye level. His face was covered in soot, and his eyes were wide and confused, but he seemed unharmed.

    “Hello. I’m Bobby. What’s your name?”

    “Evan Buckley.”

    “Do you recognize me?”

    Buck shook his head. “I don’t know any of you. I just want to go home.”

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    17 Oct 2024

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    “Omigod, I’m in love with Buck,” Eddie said, burying his face in his hands.

    “I didn’t mean to cause a crisis,” Frank said.

    “I’m in love with Buck.” Eddie repeated.

    “I should not have assumed your relationship with him,” Frank continued on.

    “I’m in love with Buck.” He’s like a broken record.

    “Maybe we should end early today.” Frank suggested and Eddie weakly nodded.

    ~~~~

    In which case, Buck and Eddie have been dating for six months.

    Except neither of them got the memo.

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    11 Oct 2024

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