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"I miss him so fucking much," Sirius mumbled between harsh spasm of tears, clinging onto Remus' arms. "So much. I miss my best friend."
Remus' heart was breaking a little more with every sob leaving his throat. Sirius loved Remus most in the world, but he also loved James just as much, and one of his soulmates was dead and never coming back. He truly felt like he lost half of himself. It was wrecking, heart breaking, something Sirius was never prepared to feel. It was still fresh even after three months, and the pain hadn't stopped. Sirius felt like it never would.
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- Part 8 of Wolfstar oneshots to make me feel better
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But there were so many things he wanted to say! How unfair was it that they had to be torn apart, how he’d missed him everyday through all long, painful thirteen years, how he prayed for his return, and had almost lost hope. How he dreamt of Sirius, of his long fingers, warm breath, long hair, even the smell of cigarette Sirius would always keep behind his ear. How Remus lost the ability to form a Patronus ever since Sirius was arrested, because every one of his best memories was about him, and he had lost him.
Remus wanted to say that he still loved him.
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- Part 7 of Wolfstar oneshots to make me feel better
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"Sirius, James might come in any second," Remus said, but he was looking down at Sirius with a smile. He put his fingers on Sirius' cheek and gently touched his lips with his thumb. Sirius moved his head and bit his fingers playfully.
"It's time they find out about us anyway, don't you think?"
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- Part 6 of Wolfstar oneshots to make me feel better
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Sirius didn’t want to go to the bedroom with his family. He wanted to run out of the house and scream as loud as his lungs would let him, he wanted to kill death eaters, to fight. James was dead and there was one person responsible, and Sirius wanted to find him and kill him. Right in that moment.
“Padfoot, I beg you,” Remus looked at him with his beautiful eyes and Sirius saw a broken thirteen years old boy again. "Stay with me."
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- Part 5 of Wolfstar oneshots to make me feel better
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“Rest,” Sirius whispered against Remus’ forehead, and the boy’s skin was still too cold under his lips. “The moon is gone now.”
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- Part 4 of Wolfstar oneshots to make me feel better
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Wolfstar oneshots to make me feel better by anxiousdyke
Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
21 May 2020
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Braime fics to mend my broken heart by anxiousdyke
Fandom: A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin, Game of Thrones (TV)
21 May 2019
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Szukam cię - a gdy cię widzę,
udaję, że cię nie widzę.Kocham cię - a gdy cię spotkam,
udaję, że cię nie kocham.Zginę przez ciebie - nim zginę,
krzyknę, że ginę przypadkiem...Bookmarked by anxiousdyke
04 Sep 2020
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*Edit*: It turns out that this is 50% Marauders backstory, 25% Harry, and 25% The Slowest of Burns
I don't know if this "Harry Potter raised by Sirius Black (and Remus Lupin)" fic featuring Indian Harry Potter, Pakistani Sirius Black, trans Remus Lupin, and the importance of chosen family is the fanfiction we needed, but it might be the one we deserve.
Driven by the mighty need for a loving family and explicit representation.
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Lydia deals with mild separation anxiety after they save Stiles from the Wild Hunt.
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- Part 1 of Stiles and Lydia Post-Wild Hunt
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All Stiles wants to do is have a little quality naked time with his wife, unfortunately for him Lydia is having none of it…or is she?
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"It's okay," Stiles whispers. "We're okay."
They're not, not really, but they're together and that's what matters.