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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    Jayce is sent to kill a monster. If he doesn’t, it will be the end of the world.

    It sounds like a straightforward mission. Jayce will soon learn it is not.

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    06 Oct 2025

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    Jayce grew up steeped in Catholic tradition: prayers, guilt, and a faith that weighed heavily on his soul. As he navigates the pressures of desire, identity, and expectation, Viktor enters his life, sharp and radiant, and everything begins to hum with questions no prayer can answer.

    Or... Jayce struggles with Catholic guilt and confronts his feelings for his roommate.

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    22 Sep 2025

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    Before he can stop himself, he picks up the phone. Every ring seems to last for eternity. Please, he thinks, be there, pick up, don’t be dead, don’t be gone…

    “Viktor?”

    His heart jumps. Silco’s voice is muffled, sleep-thick, but oh so achingly familiar. He had not realised until now just how much he missed it.

    “You do realise it is 2 o’clock in the morning?”

    He tries to speak but no words come out. The guilt, perhaps, has stolen them.

    “Has something happened?”

    “Papa,” he finally whispers. “Papa. Papa.” And then all of a sudden he is bawling his eyes out, horrible, heaving gasps and sobs torn from his throat, wracking his thin frame, and distantly he is embarrassed, but he cannot seem to make himself stop.

    Worn down by the crushing weight of (not actually) unrequited love, workplace disputes, past trauma, and the existential dread that comes with being an overachiever in your twenties, Viktor finally breaks. Papa Silco comes to pick up the pieces.

    Returning to his childhood home in Zaun for a long-overdue rest, Viktor must reckon with his past, his future, and the terrifying prospect of allowing himself to be loved and cared for.

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    18 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 93

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    The Mage keeps walking, and Jayce panics; he shoves the stone in his pocket and runs ahead, seizing the Mage by the back of his robes. “Please, mister,” he says. “Thank you for saving me, but my mom—she went out to look for help and didn’t come back—do you know where she is?”

    The Mage turns around to look at him, then behind him, as if to confirm that Jayce is, indeed, alone. Jayce tries to peer up into his hood, but there’s something about the way the light bends around his face—it’s like he can’t look directly at him, no matter how hard he tries.

    “She might be lost,” Jayce says. “Please, could you—whatever you just did, could you find her, too?”

    Baby!Jayce gets separated from his mother in the storm. Mage!Viktor takes care of him.

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    26 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 93

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    At the commune, Jayce falters on the killshot, and so does his resolve.

    Yet perhaps not all hope is lost.

    Inspired by the incredible Jayvik animatic [Reflections] created by RainbowHoodlum.

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    11 Aug 2025