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When the media leaks Andrew's court testimony and juvenile records, the sports world turns his trauma into national news. But a public headline cannot rewrite a private reality, or take away the life Andrew chose to build.
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Standing Still by Silkie_Spider_Spinning_Threads
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
18 Sep 2026
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“Something needs to change,” Andrew snapped. “If secrets are what you’re afraid of, they’re already carved into your face.” The defensive anger settling at the bottom of Neil’s stomach burned out on his tongue before he could form the words. He silently resented Andrew for taking advantage of the moment. “We both keep our issues to ourselves. The only difference is one of us is managing it. The other is running from it.”
“I–”
“Stop running, Neil.”
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the icarus to your certainty by sinistercacophony
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
25 Oct 2020
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Andrew knows how to get what he wants. He knows how to ask, how to indicate boundaries, and how to stab someone in the gut if they choose to ignore those boundaries. That’s really all he’s ever needed. He doesn’t let men touch him. He doesn’t let people get close enough to try.
Except Neil.
Except he wants Neil. In ways he’s never wanted anyone before. Never trusted anybody before.
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09 Nov 2025
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so slow & careful & them. ☹️❤️🩹
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sweet talk me into something real by jupiterrains
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
17 Jun 2025
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Andrew has survived the sexual landscape of college solely through the usage of his rules: No repeat hookups. No touching without asking. No feelings. No cuddling. No sleepovers.
It's a simple set of rules, easy enough to abide by that Andrew has had no trouble sleeping around, and in his two years at Palmetto, Andrew has never once broken them.
Of course, until Neil Josten.- Language:
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09 Sep 2025
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this is SO good. every single thing. I swear.
- the twinyards ☹️ moments ☹️ aaron clocking andrew into getting his head out of his ass was SO DAMN PERFECT
- THE KEVAARON CRUMBS I AM ON MY KNEES JUST YESYESYES I LOVE THEM
- andrew & neil are so MESSY in this one and I LOVE them
- andrew 😭 and 😭 aaron 😭 saying 😭 I 😭 love 😭 you 😭 I am so weak I can’t even form words
it’s just the perfect college au, just read it. -
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5 times Neil and Andrew don't make it onto the same professional team, and the one time they finally do.
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21 Aug 2025
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I LOVE THIS SKAKLAOSKAKWKWKWKKW I’m such a sucker for every post-canon fic. THIS WAS SO GOOD. AND KEVIN’S LAST COMMENT 😭 I just love all of them so much
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The smile splitting Neil’s face in two is a soft thing, gentle and wonderful and the most genuine the expression has ever felt settled into his mouth. “I think you like putting up with me”
“Shut up”
“Make me,” Neil tells him.
“Marry me,” Andrew replies.
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17 Aug 2025
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oh my god I think my heart just melted
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Aaron vs. Physics course vs. Neil’s sleep schedule by All_for_the_andreil
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Oct 2020
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Aaron doesn’t understand what’s happening in his physics course and Matt suggests he asks Neil for help. Aaron would literally rather do anything else, but in the end he doesn’t have much of a choice. Neil doesn’t make it exactly easy either.
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- Part 4 of Wholesome twinyards
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16 Aug 2025
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I LOVE THIS
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I Wish I Were Fine, I Thought I Was by pawnofkings
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
05 Sep 2020
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“Ow, shit!” Wymack exclaims, retracting his arm. There's a slight burn on his skin. Neil stands, frozen, feeling like time itself has stopped. But if it had, then Wymack wouldn’t be moving in his direction and -
The pan clatters to the floor, and Neil is several feet away before he realizes he’s moved at all. But suddenly, he’s half-lying on the floor. He stares at his arms, thrown up in front of him as if to protect him, and on the other side of them is Wymack, looking down at him as if he’s just seen somebody die.
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Or: a Fox family dinner goes awry, and Neil struggles to come to terms with his own instincts.
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16 Aug 2025
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nicky distracting the rest of the foxes ☹️ I love him
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Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.
But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.
He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.
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14 Aug 2025
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this gives me the kind of closure on that event during neil’s first night at eden’s that the books did not give me and it’s so well-written too, definitely reccomend!!
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head case (what to do with you) by Major_816 for princepeachie
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Jan 2023
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It bolsters him now. Because Andrew’s in the hospital and this medical fuck with an incompetency problem won’t let Neil in to see him.
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Andrew gets hurt and Neil...handles it.
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11 Aug 2025
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NEIL AND AARON BONDING MOMENTS YESYESYES
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Andrew is in class when his phone rings. There’s only one person in his contacts set to bypass Do Not Disturb.
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- Part 14 of canon-compliant one shots
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10 Aug 2025
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Andrew knows he treats Neil different. So why is it so bothersome that everyone else seems to know it, too?
Five times Neil gets boyfriend privileges, and one time it doesn't piss Andrew off.
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- Part 16 of canon-compliant one shots
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10 Aug 2025
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The one where Andrew makes a perfectly reasonable request and Neil takes it too far like the dumbass he is.
Or, relationships are complicated and communication is hard. They don't always nail it.
So, Andrew has hit his limit. Neil’s charged silence next to him is so loud that Andrew can’t read over the buzz of it in his ears.
“Get out,” he says, turning to glare at Neil.
Neil blinks at him.
“Whatever stupid thing you’re obsessing over. It’s irritating. I don’t have time to solve your problems for you. Handle it. I have to study.”
Instantly, he realizes it was a mistake. He watches Neil’s face and body shutter up, closing tight like he’s locking down for a hurricane. It took so fucking long to get Neil to open up in the first place. Andrew had to peel him open one truth at a time. Fuck.
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10 Aug 2025
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take a long look, this is my good side by seasy33
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
09 Jan 2024
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After an incident the night before has Neil showing up to practice with a bruised face, some of the newer Foxes get curious. When Nicky lets it slip that it was Andrew who blackened his eye, they decide to get involved.
Neil handles it.
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09 Aug 2025
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SO PERFECT I LIVE FOR NEIL ROASTING THE FRESHMEN
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When Nicky and Aaron decide to confront Andrew about his past relationship with Roland, Andrew and Neil take it poorly, and Andrew finds out more than they intended.
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I LOVE KEVIN’S ROLE IN THIS SM
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men, abort mission (that is the silver lining in my cloudy disposition) by quensty
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
03 Jul 2016
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The recorded number of times someone hit on Neil Josten and got nowhere, and the one time Andrew didn't even have to try.
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"I am not going to crash," Neil says, voice even and flat, but Andrew feels him shift again in unease.
"No? When was the last time you were sick?" Andrew asks. Then he tilts his head and narrows his eyes, deciding to go for the throat to stop any further back-and-forths. "And by that I mean when was the last time you were allowed to be sick?"
Neil crashes. Andrew deals with it.
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07 Aug 2025
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“you’ll be fine” “no, I know. you’re here.” oh god I am SO lonely I GET it
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“I should tell you to stay in bed,” said Andrew, as Neil’s thoughts were interrupted by a fit of coughing.
“But?” Neil managed through coughs.
“But I know it won’t make a difference because, as we have established, you are both sick and stupid.”
“I promised Dan I’d captain the team while she was gone—”
“Save your voice. I’m not interested in your never-ending Exy excuses.”
With Dan out of town, Neil is promoted to acting captain for their upcoming death match. He’s not going to let something as insignificant as the flu stop him from leading his team to victory.
Andrew is Not Pleased. But he knows better than to try and talk sense into his junkie boyfriend.
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07 Aug 2025
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oh I love this sickfic SO much.
FAV MOMENTS !!
- the jack roast was BEAUTIFUL to witness
- andrew playing both halves for neil…I’m so weak for them
- “you played well” I’m such a sucker for every and any kev & neil besties moment
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The shaking in his ash black fingertips have worsened and Dazai can’t even hold them, because Chuuya’s hands are all fragile and broken from carrying the weight of the world.
“It will heal,” Dazai promises, eyes deceptively steely even as his breath catches in a desperation of his own. “It always does. You’re going to be all better.”
And it’s true, Chuuya’s healing goes beyond that of any regular, proper human being built for softer things than himself, and he knows it, but –
“But it’s getting worse.”Or, post-corruption hurt/comfort with Port Mafia soukoku.
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When Neil Josten gets arrested for a fake ID and thrown into the Juvenile Detention System, he knows that he's running on borrowed time before his father's men catch up.
His mother is dead, there's nowhere to run, there's nothing left at all but an Exy court at the Oakland County Detention Center that he has to earn the right to play on through good behavior.
And Neil's never been great at obeying rules.
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An Andriel AU where the boys meet as teens in Juvie.