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    KF: An international trail of bodies. Millions of dollars. A sealed court case.

    KF: This grisly tale is not for the fainthearted.

    KF: Join me, Kathy Ferdinand, on my first foray into true crime podcasting. And what better case to start with than that of the Butcher of Baltimore?
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    When Nathaniel Wesninski is the subject of a tell-all true crime podcast, the world latches onto the story.

    Unbeknownst to everyone, Nathaniel is alive and well and living as Neil Josten. His main priority is protecting the fragile peace he's built for himself– Kevin and Jean both have a lot to lose, and Neil isn't about to be the reason their lives are ruined.

    Meanwhile, Andrew Minyard is about to be alone for the first time in years: his brother's leaving for med school and Nicky's in Germany. He has no intention of starting a relationship– at least, until he meets Neil Josten at his old coach's birthday party.

    It's immediately evident that both of them have secrets. And, when the clues start falling into place, each becomes more fascinated with solving the mystery of the other.

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    06 Nov 2025

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    A throwaway comment to the media changes Andrew and Neil's lives in more ways than one.

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Years after truth games have been rendered unnecessary, Neil never imagined it would be so difficult to tell Andrew something.

    Neil is sexually assaulted and struggles to tell Andrew.

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    21 Oct 2025

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    Their pack's newest addition scrambles Andrew's life in ways he thought he was long fortified against.

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    17 Oct 2025

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    Everyone knows that Jean Moreau has rules about being touched. It’s to be expected, having grown up in a cult where bodily autonomy was nonexistent and boundaries were punished. Jean has rules about who, where, and when people are allowed to touch him.

    So why does Neil Josten seem to be the exception?

    // Or five times Neil touches Jean around others and once when they’re alone.

    Chapter POV's: Renee, Coach Rhemann, Jeremy, Abby, Kevin, plus Neil.

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    06 Oct 2025

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    There's a couple times in the book where Neil wonders what Mary would do if she could see him. Well: The Sunday after Riko dies, she turns up on his doorstep.

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    05 Oct 2025

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    "Andrew was driving back to his apartment, taking one of the less salubrious routes simply because he could. Down a backstreet full of cramped bars and neon lights, past a string of shuttered shops and a 24/7 laundromat – it was dangerous down this way, well-known for the number of men who’d been murdered after working its corners. Young men. Beautiful men. Junkie men. Men who could be hired by the half-hour for a couple twenties. When they turned up dead, the police called it an overdose and ignored the bruises and broken teeth."

    Seven years have past since the Bearcats game where Neil Josten disappeared. Seven years since Andrew Minyard last saw him. Seven years since the last candle was blown out and Andrew realised he was never meant to have nice things. And then one cold, bitter night in New York changes everything.

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    03 Oct 2025

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    wherein neil couldn’t stay and joins the FBI; AAAUUUUUUUUGH; casefic (kind of) my beloved

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    Neil and Andrew would never have considered adopting a child if fate hadn't intervened.

    Or, in which the Josten-Minyards find a little boy cowered on their porch and neither of them have the heart to turn him away.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    wherein andreil find a baby (small child) and they’re hopelessly attached; uncle kev and uncle aaron beloved

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    Kevin knows that Neil is really Nathaniel, Neil knows that Kevin is in love with Andrew, and they both know that Andrew will never be romantically available to either of them. Clearly, the only possible solution to this equation is that Neil and Kevin should start hooking up so that they can forget about who they really want to be with. After all, what's one more secret between them?

    Or,

    Neil propositions Kevin: why don't they drown their emotional sorrows about Andrew together?

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    24 Sep 2025

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    wherein neil and kevin hook up because they think andrew won’t want them; hook up shenanigans abound with eventual andrew controlling his two brats; simply incredible

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    “Christ, Kevin, would you just calm down?” she said, exasperated. “I mean, God, do you have a crush on him or something?”

    She did not expect Kevin to stare back at her, again, as if she were an idiot.

    “What?” she demanded.

    Kevin visibly hesitated. “They didn’t tell you?” he asked dubiously.

    “Tell me what? That you’re a bloody psycho?”

    Kevin stared at her some more. He flicked his gaze over her shoulder, to where she knew Andrew and Neil still were. When he looked at her again, a flush had begun to crawl up his neck. He cleared his throat. His lips parted on words that would not come.

    She stared back at him. “Oh my god, have you actually got a crush on Andrew?”

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    Five times the Foxes find out Neil has two boyfriends, plus one other time.

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    23 Sep 2025

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    wherein kandreil is a thing and everyone realises; cute situations and great fox characterisation

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    When Neil Josten is offered a position as a starting striker for a professional Exy team, he feels like all of his dreams are coming true. He signs the contract, not caring about the strict morality clause that controls who he can and can't date in the public eye.

    Then he meets Andrew Minyard, the top-ranked goalie of a rival team, and then Neil thinks he might just have to care after all.

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    15 Sep 2025

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    wherein things go differently and andreil pine and become a thing; anti andreil to supportive kevin; riko never died and controls things differently; love the angst love the relationship

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    An unusually powerful solar flare causes an extreme radio blackout and damages the Watchtower… and all the Kryptonians disappear. The rest of the Super family refuse to answer questions about what happened to them. But Conner finds Tim.

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    07 Sep 2025

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    wherein timkon must fuck or die (kinda); delicious smut with overstim; zero to 100 with emotions

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    Carl’s first impression of Akram is not his face or even his voice. It’s his solid weight settled on Carl’s belly, legs splayed wide, slacks riding up just slightly as Akram saves Carl from his pitiful attempt to bench press. Carl is secretly grateful to have a legitimate reason to be out of breath, not just the exquisite man perched sinfully on his lap. All in all, it’s an incredibly distracting way to meet his new assistant.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    "I'm Neil. I don't know if you remember me. You met me a year ago when I was Alex. We spent the night talking and trading truths. And then we slept together."

    Andrew blinked exactly once. "I remember."

    "Yes." Neil took a deep breath. "I know that doesn't explain why I'm here. There's another thing. I kind of... Had your kid."

    Or, pro exy star Andrew Minyard has a one night stand with a no name runaway that has unexpected results.

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    30 Aug 2025

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    wherein neil is trans and had andrew’s baby and im obsessed with them and josie; neil still on the run but comes back for his familyyyyy; in progress but you know im obsessed

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    Wymack’s voice trails off, words stuttering to an abrupt stop. All heads turn, slowly following the path of Wymack’s gaze.

    Andrew spots him almost immediately - hair as black as night, curls gentle and full atop his head. He’s got a bruise the size of a baseball around his eye, freckles spattered out around it like an explosion of stardust. His eyes are the colour of the sky, cresting with storm clouds.

    His hands are in his pockets as he walks by, fisted around something. He doesn’t look at any of them as he passes, eyes downcast.

    Andrew’s never seen him before.

    “What the hell happened to your face, Neil?” Wymack shouts, voice startling in the aftermath of silence. Neil doesn’t stop, plundering by the team and their coach without a second-glance.

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    In which Wymack adopts Neil at the age of 13, after the world has already chewed him up and spit him back out a few times over.

    The Foxes are still the Foxes, and Neil and Andrew are still destined to find each other.

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    22 Aug 2025

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    “Anyway, did you ever think I might want to sleep with him?”

    Peter sat straight up in bed and turned on the bedside light. Mary Jane was still sitting up, her arms crossed defiantly over her chest, staring straight ahead at a spot on the wall, twin angry spots of color in her cheeks.

    “You want to sleep with another man?” he demanded.

    “Well, ideally you’d be there, too,” she said, scowling.

    --

    Johnny is getting married. Peter is having a problem. Mary Jane has the solution.

    Or, the Watson-Parkers homewreck their way to Johnny's happiness.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    After an upbringing lacking in mundanity, Neil just wants to live a “normal” life. He’s got a home, a circle of friends, a job — why not give casual sex a shot?

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    16 Aug 2025

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    Andrew absolutely should not be interested in Kevin's protege.

    For one thing, he's too young.

    For another thing...

    Nope, that's it.

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    13 Aug 2025

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    Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.

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    13 Aug 2025

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    Spider-Man is a relatively new, controversial vigilante, and Johnny has a crush the size of the Empire Building. The Four - operating under the assumption that Spidey is an adult - do not approve.

     

    “I just happen to think Spider-Man's cool,” Johnny says, matter-of-factly. “A hero can think another hero is cool without making it weird. I admire his aloofness. And his badass-ness.”

    “His aloofness,” Ben repeats, chuckling into his mug of beer. It’s roughly the size of Johnny’s head. “Yeah, sure, I bet that’s all your admire, right?”

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    08 Aug 2025

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