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Castiel see's his arranged marriage as the end of the line, and Dean is desperate to stop Sam from getting hitched to the wrong woman, when Cas' wedding gets interrupted by a confused, but well intentioned Winchester, he see's this as an opportunity to break out from under his families thumb and start fresh, even if that means running away with the guy who kidnapped him from the altar...
Title is from a Billy Idol song because I have no self control, enjoy!
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- Part 1 of White Wedding
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13 Jun 2026
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As a grease monkey turned college freshman, Dean's constantly three seconds away from being stressed out of his mind. It hardly helps that he's finally figuring out his sexuality in his thirties.
What might help with that stress is a little phone number (and a big credit card bill). If he can't figure out how to be bisexual in person, he can at least give it a go over the phone, right?
(It's probably a bad idea, but he really can't help himself.)
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- Part 1 of talk
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04 Jun 2026
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Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.
Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.
God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.
On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.
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- Part 1 of The World to Come
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- English
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- 70/70
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22 May 2026
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“So, Cas... Whaddaya say to a drive out tomorrow? Just us two, maybe out to the fields. I know this great spot with a lot of wild flowers and there’s this old oak, probably been right there for hundreds of years. It’s pretty secluded. You know” Miracle waggled his eyebrows, “very romantic.”
Dean wanted to tear him limb from limb.This time, it wasn’t even Dean’s fault; his only crime was needing a break. He didn’t have anything to do with waking up in Miracle's body. It was just as well; at least now he could spend a little time with his family without feeling the weight of the world on his shoulders. What he hadn’t considered in all of this: body-swapping went both ways. And Miracle seemed hell-bent on meddling with Dean’s life, bringing thoughts and feelings to light that Dean had tried his damnedest to forget.
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28 Jan 2026
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“Knew he had it in him,” she says, curling her fingers in a half wave to Joyce. Joyce, who had been on Mike’s side at first, but now, apparently, is totally fine with the idea of her sixteen year old son dating a grown woman.
Mike can’t control the way his lip curls at that. “Right,” he says dryly. “I forgot how well you know him.”
Robin frowns at him. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Mike scoffs. “Nothing. It’s just odd, how suddenly you’re, like, obsessed with him. Isn’t he a little young for you?”
Robin stares, and it feels a bit like she’s peeling back layers of his skin to stare down his insides. Like she knows. “You’re not Tammy Thompson,” she says quietly, like she doesn’t expect him to hear it. Her eyes widen, and Mike wonders if she meant to say that part out loud. She does that a lot. What does Will see in her?
Robin and Will are friends. Mike is definitely okay with this.
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- Part 2 of stranger things 5 one-shots
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15 Dec 2025
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Cas dies and Dean starts referring to himself as a widower. This is somewhat confusing for everyone involved.
(Inspired by *that* tumblr post; linked in notes)
(Canon MCD not tagged because it's temporary)
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12 Aug 2025
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Dean is addicted to Castiel's Grace. Cas is content to give him as much as he wants, and more. Both get more than they bargain for when their uneasy courtship spirals out of control.
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- Part 1 of Graceless
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24 Apr 2025
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Dean's fine.
Then he gets a piece of metal stuck through his ribs. But he doesn’t die, even though he’s pretty sure he should’ve.
He’s still— fine. No matter what Sam thinks.
(And Cas is still gone.)
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- Part 1 of right where you left me
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22 Apr 2025
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01 Dec 2024
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Eddie is moving to Texas, until he isn't.
Buck is fine about it, until he isn't.
or the one where buck starts to spiral because a touch that was his birthright is becoming foreign
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- Part 1 of fireproof (buddie s08 codas)
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01 Dec 2024
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Eddie considers downloading Grindr. He’s not gay, he thinks, but curiosity killed the cat after all. It would kill Eddie’s curiosity, that’s for sure, shoot it point-blank and then Eddie can go to work in two days not feeling like he’s been wrung out on a washing line.
He shoves the thought down his throat until it’s stuck in his oesophagus and swallows. He showers, changes into sweatpants and an old shirt from the academy and climbs into bed. He fiddles around on social media, and texts Buck to let him know he’s home and in bed and when Buck doesn’t reply, Eddie decides no, absolutely not, and rolls over and goes to bed.
Eddie walks in on Buck hooking up with a guy from Grindr. He's really normal about it.
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18 Nov 2024
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Buck: are you alone?
Eddie: Alone in the livingroom, yeah.
Buck: he’s asleep in his room, right? door closed?
Eddie: I’m not actually about to jerk off to your mediocre sexting, Buck.
Buck: this isn’t gonna work if you don’t go with me 🙄Or: Buck stumbles across Eddie's grindr profile.
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- Part 5 of social media epistolaries
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17 Nov 2024
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Buck skidded to a halt, horror etched across his face. “Ed-Eddie,” he stammered. “Please, just… I’ll block his number, I’ll delete the thread, just… Stop scrolling and give me my phone. Please.”
“Relax Buck,” Eddie retorted, rolling his eyes at him while still scrolling. “I may not be great with technology but I know how to block a conta—” and proceeded to choke on his own tongue.
Suddenly, it all fell into place: why Buck was so adamant about getting his phone back, why he didn't want Eddie to keep scrolling.
Because in Eddie Diaz’s hand was a picture of his best friend on his knees, dick in hand. His piercing blue eyes glancing up at the camera like they were looking right at him.
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17 Nov 2024
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"Suddenly his whole word became just him and the two babies in his arms, the promise to keep them safe burning like an oath on his tongue."
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Or: Buck is man-behind at the station when a woman comes in, hands over her newborn daughters, and disappears. He has no idea how he's going to raise a baby, let alone two, but he knows that there's no world where he just leaves them with a social worker and goes on with his life, so he's going to figure it out, and Eddie is going to be right there next to him thought it all.
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17 Nov 2024
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Nova slowly reaches out a tiny hand, brushing her fingertips across the birthmark on his face. The touch is light, barely there, but it hits him like a wave, a connection so pure and immediate that it fills his chest with a warmth he can hardly contain.
“Hi,” she murmurs softly, and when he smiles back at her, she lets out the smallest giggle, her eyes lighting up. It’s the most beautiful sound he’s ever heard, and in that moment, the weight of everything—his fears, his doubts, his past mistakes—falls away.
It’s like he’s discovering a part of himself he didn’t know existed, a love so powerful it feels like it’s been there all along, waiting for her. The way she looks at him, the way she seems to see him without needing to know who he is or where he’s been, fills him with a sense of purpose that feels both exhilarating and humbling.
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The one where Buck's world gets turned upside down when he gains custody of a daughter he never knew existed.
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17 Nov 2024
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“Don’t call Tommy,” Eddie says, still holding Buck. He feels just a bit petty saying it, but. Clearly Tommy can go fuck himself. “There’s plenty of other men in LA.”
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Eddie's not the most oblivious person in the world and instantly understands what that closet joke meant, and instead of crashing out and blowing his life up about it, he gives Buck sensible advice and breaks up with Marisol. Cue 6k words of gay crisis during madney's wedding.
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17 Nov 2024
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blooming forth its every color (in the moments it has left) by steph_fangirl
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
12 Nov 2024
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And look, he’s a first responder. He’s seen his fair share of victims of that wretched disease, some getting wheeled into emergency surgery, some denying care because they’d rather choke to death on their love than to lose it; it’s a devastating, heartbreaking thing.
So hypothetically, he knows. What it is, where it quite literally stems from. What it means.
It’s just. That this doesn’t make any fucking sense.
He has a boyfriend. He’s in a happy relationship.
How the hell can he have Hanahaki?
Or: Buck starts coughing up flowers. It doesn’t make sense to him, until it does.
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13 Nov 2024
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“Eddie, please-” he starts pleading, because a thought is making its way through his brain, and he knows that once he acknowledges it, it will be over.
“I need you to promise me one thing.” Eddie says, and Buck stops struggling. Whatever Bobby and Chimney see on his face, they must know he will not try to run into the building again, because they let him go and back away.
Buck is kneeling on the ground, the phone cradled in his hands, his eyes closed.
He knows what Eddie is about to ask him. He doesn’t want to hear it.
“Eddie, please. No.” His voice is barely a whisper, but he knows Eddie will hear it. He’s always listening.
“Evan.” Eddie calls, and the way his name sounds on Eddie’s lips is almost reverent. Buck feels the weight it holds, so real it’s like something has been placed on his shoulders.
“Eddie, I- I can’t-”
“But you will, won’t you?”or: a building collapses on top of Eddie while he's on the phone with Buck. Buck hates him, just a little.
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13 Nov 2024
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Eddie, who’s spent years running from his own feelings, starts to find himself again, learning to accept the love he’s always needed. Buck, struggling after his breakup with Tommy, is unsure of what comes next.
But when a dangerous call puts them both at risk, will they finally see what’s been right in front of them all along?
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what I think should happen post 8x06.
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13 Nov 2024
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Buck is tired of being single around the holidays, Eddie does something about it
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Another Christmas fic that no one asked for
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13 Nov 2024