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    Sam grew into wanting Dean the same way he grew into his bones. It isn’t something they can will or trick or ignore away. It isn’t something that can be undone.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    It’s not Ed’s new personality that’s the problem, really. Or the crew. Or Lucius. Or even fucking Stede Bonnet, for that matter.

    It was that, no matter what, the biggest guarantee on the Revenge is that he was going to be so fucking bored.

    or: Izzy craves violence and pain like water or salt. After weeks on the Revenge with Stede’s no-violence policy, Izzy’s about ready to mutiny.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Ilya rubbed at his face with both hands, trying to knead the heaviness away. It didn’t budge.

    Probably just caught something from the kids, he thought to himself. Some kind of virus.

    Except he'd been feeling like this for weeks now. Maybe longer. It was hard to tell. The days blurred when you were tired, and he’d been tired for longer than he wanted to admit.

    Maybe it was something still lingering in his system. That happened sometimes, right? Viruses could hang around. He'd read that somewhere. Post-viral fatigue.

    Yeah. That was probably it.

    Some dormant virus still working its way out of him.

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    Ilya and Shane are married with kids, living the life they fought for. But Ilya's depression is rearing its ugly head again.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Shane picks up on the third ring.

    “What?”

    Ilya closes his eyes, humiliation twisting his gut. Still, though, it’s nice to hear his voice. His shoulders sag a little. “Hollander?”

    “I don’t–” Shane sighs, long and heavy. “Why are you calling?”

    Why is he calling? Ilya couldn’t answer. Not in any way that makes sense, anyway.

    Voice wobbling, Ilya says, “I am sorry.” He inhales, breath hitching horribly. “Was mistake.”

    On the other line, Shane goes quiet. Then, shuffling around, he says, “What’s going on, Rozanov?”

    Or: Ilya calls Shane in the middle of the night, and against his better judgment, Shane comes to find him.

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    21 Feb 2026

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