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    Seungmin knew he wasn’t special.

    He tried countless times to gain his members' attention and affection, however, each attempt only ended in failure. Seungmin might’ve been the second youngest member in his group but he never felt like it; compared to their maknae, Seungmin felt like nothing but a second thought.

    Living unnoticed became Seungmin’s second nature— However, the longer his insecurities piled up, the further he found himself spiraling towards his breaking point, his insecurities overtaking his life and dragging his members down alongside him.

    Maybe Seungmin didn’t deserve to be loved. And if no one truly loved him maybe Seungmin needed to work for it. Maybe Seungmin needed to change himself. Maybe Seungmin lost sight of who mattered most.

    Maybe Seungmin lost himself in the process.

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    05 Dec 2023

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    His favorite part of this sweatshirt is the way it still smells a bit like Chan, woody, and a bit of bergamot—like home. Jeongin wishes he could be ashamed of the way he steals his hyung’s shirt every week, wishes he could come up with better excuses than, “You stole my blanket, so you owe me your sweater,” but he isn’t, and he can’t. Chan always smiles so fondly at him, immediately taking off whatever outerwear he’s wearing to give to Jeongin.

    OR: Jeongin has feelings for his hyung that are bigger than his heart can understand.

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    05 Dec 2023

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    Felix finally gets what he wants, even if the road there is bumpier than he's prepared for.

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    05 Dec 2023

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    When a horde of the infected breaches the research facility holding Felix prisoner, he seizes the opportunity to escape. But Felix has a newborn he has to protect, a body that is still healing from childbirth, and no idea what the world is like outside the facility. And since the universe likes to make his life truly difficult, he runs into Chan, the father of his child. But Chan is back with his pack now, his mates. There isn't room for Felix and their child in his life, at least that's what he keeps telling himself...

    tldr: Felix trying to survive the zombie apocalypse, meeting seven men along the way, and accidentally falling in love with them.

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    05 Dec 2023

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    A part of Chan's past from his training days comes to light. A past he thought he had put behind him.
    A series of events (a misunderstanding, a confrontation, a concussion in the rain) follow that send him running and definitely not dealing with his trauma.

    “No one was ever supposed to know,” Chan looked his manager square in the face, hating the way his voice broke, “no one.”

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    Chan is drowning.

    His family is there to try and save him.

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    04 Dec 2023

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