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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
08 May 2024
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Seungmin knew he wasn’t special.
He tried countless times to gain his members' attention and affection, however, each attempt only ended in failure. Seungmin might’ve been the second youngest member in his group but he never felt like it; compared to their maknae, Seungmin felt like nothing but a second thought.
Living unnoticed became Seungmin’s second nature— However, the longer his insecurities piled up, the further he found himself spiraling towards his breaking point, his insecurities overtaking his life and dragging his members down alongside him.
Maybe Seungmin didn’t deserve to be loved. And if no one truly loved him maybe Seungmin needed to work for it. Maybe Seungmin needed to change himself. Maybe Seungmin lost sight of who mattered most.
Maybe Seungmin lost himself in the process.
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- 26/?
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
05 Dec 2023
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His favorite part of this sweatshirt is the way it still smells a bit like Chan, woody, and a bit of bergamot—like home. Jeongin wishes he could be ashamed of the way he steals his hyung’s shirt every week, wishes he could come up with better excuses than, “You stole my blanket, so you owe me your sweater,” but he isn’t, and he can’t. Chan always smiles so fondly at him, immediately taking off whatever outerwear he’s wearing to give to Jeongin.
OR: Jeongin has feelings for his hyung that are bigger than his heart can understand.
Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
05 Dec 2023
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Felix finally gets what he wants, even if the road there is bumpier than he's prepared for.
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- Part 1 of Love on Tour
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- English
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- 32,208
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
05 Dec 2023
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When a horde of the infected breaches the research facility holding Felix prisoner, he seizes the opportunity to escape. But Felix has a newborn he has to protect, a body that is still healing from childbirth, and no idea what the world is like outside the facility. And since the universe likes to make his life truly difficult, he runs into Chan, the father of his child. But Chan is back with his pack now, his mates. There isn't room for Felix and their child in his life, at least that's what he keeps telling himself...
tldr: Felix trying to survive the zombie apocalypse, meeting seven men along the way, and accidentally falling in love with them.
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- English
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- 51,526
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- 12/?
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
05 Dec 2023
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A part of Chan's past from his training days comes to light. A past he thought he had put behind him.
A series of events (a misunderstanding, a confrontation, a concussion in the rain) follow that send him running and definitely not dealing with his trauma.“No one was ever supposed to know,” Chan looked his manager square in the face, hating the way his voice broke, “no one.”
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Chan is drowning.
His family is there to try and save him.
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- Part 1 of Can't Escape The Current
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- English
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- 82,536
- Chapters:
- 13/13
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
04 Dec 2023
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And then Seungmin had slid into the seat across from him, put his hands on the tabletop all proper-like and had levelled him with a piercing look.
"How much would it take for you to travel to Seoul with me, meet my family and pretend to be my boyfriend for the next three to five days?" He'd propositioned with the most even face anyone ever had when suggesting something like this. "Purely platonic. We'd hold hands, maybe the occasional kiss on the cheek. I'm not big on shows of affection, so no one will think that weird. I'm not opposed to being affectionately bullied, I know you prefer that."
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 265
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
21 Jul 2023
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To be fair, Chan was right: after three months, the guy broke up with Jisung over text and moved on to someone else within a week. It being his first heartbreak, Jisung had been distraught, spending hours on call with Chan where they just sat and listened to sad music.
It would’ve been sweet if Chan wasn’t how he was with Jisung.
He’d gone to visit Jisung about two weeks after the breakup and brought Changbin with him even though they weren’t dating yet, but Changbin was willing to do anything for him at that point and vice versa. Minho had absolutely no idea what went down, and to this day, still has no clue, because Chan contains multitudes and Changbin is loyal to a fault.
All he knows is that the guy transferred out a couple of weeks later, leaving Jisung an Edible Arrangement apologizing for hurting him. He’d also sent Chan and Changbin a gift card for a nice restaurant in the area, so Minho’s guess as to what happened is as good as anybody’s.
Relationships have never been easy for Minho, but falling in love with your overprotective best friend's brother is a whole different story
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- 44,382
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
19 May 2023
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Felix was stuck in an endless cycle, the only thing keeping him here was his abusers and a gut feeling. Only being a toy for others' uses ever since he could remember.
Until an unknown vigilante group plans their attack on a gang, to their shock, they find a new mission.Series
- Part 1 of Project Starshine
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- English
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- 447,580
- Chapters:
- 164/164
- Collections:
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
19 May 2023
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The concert in Manila went well, they had a blast interacting with the fans and no one made any major mistakes. They're exhausted, fresh out of the shower and wiping off the remaining traces of makeup in their hotel rooms when the first shake occurs.
And then the second.
Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
22 Feb 2023
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– „A crush on a boy", please, it's not high school – Jisung laughs even louder than before, joining them at the table. – I'm pretty sure my mans almost popped a boner on that chair.
– I didn't, what are you-
– Hyung, oh my God, that's fine, you know that right? – Felix's eyes widen with worry, and he clutches tighter at Chan's hand. – You're probably so confused- Jisung, stop fucking laughing, this is serious!
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Alternatively: Bang Chan, a workaholic music producer, tries to let in a breathe of fresh air into his life by getting his first tattoo. Meeting the most gorgeous man in the world, experiencing approximately five horny meltdowns per week and one huge ass sexuality crisis wasn't on the schedule.
Who was that one straight friend again?
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- Part 2 of Hyunchan Short Stories
Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
30 Dec 2022
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Felix is a mystery man, he's a ghost, and no one can ever find him. It's what makes him good at his job. It also makes him incredibly lonely.
One good deed changes all that, and a gang of strays find themselves the man everyone is looking for. Only, they don't know it and Felix wants it to stay that way.
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- English
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- 113,165
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- 29/?
- Comments:
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
29 Dec 2022
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“I just mean that you must not mind the fighting if you despise me.”
Perhaps ‘despise’ was too strong of a word, given the way Jeongin’s forehead puckers. “Wait, you—You seriously think I don’t like you?”
“It’s pretty obvious. You just said…”
“I asked if you ever get sick of the way we fight,” Jeongin corrects, looking more cognizant than he has since Seungmin arrived. “You thought I meant—that I was asking if you ever get sick of me. Kim Seungmin…”
or: Seungmin and Jeongin have been baseball rivals since middle school, but what happens when they learn they're actually friends with mutual romantic feelings?
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
29 Dec 2022
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“Don’t raise your fucking voice at me!” He hissed out. He glared at the boys in front of him. His eyes welling up with tears, this was the fifth time they yelled at him the past 3 minutes.
A few tears ran down his cheeks that he quickly wiped away, although more just keep falling.
“I’m sorry! Just please stop fucking yelling at me! I’m sorry.” His voice broke before it fell silent. He hurriedly stood from the couch and frantically ran towards the front door. He had to leave before things got violent.
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- 24/?
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
28 Dec 2022
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This is his dream. Felix is living his dream.
He has to remind himself of that, sometimes. The stress is high. Between the dance rehearsals, the music video shoots, the live shows, the interviews, the social media posts, the songwriting, the recording sessions, etc. it can get really hard at times. And those are just the tangible things. The things you can put on a schedule. There are also the less tangible things, like the expectations and industry standards. Maintaining your appearance. Maintaining positive interactions and professionalism with staff and the press and the fans. Not being involved in any scandals.
Felix didn’t always feel like he was living his dream. Sometimes, he just felt awful and overwhelmed and in desperate need of a break.
__Or: Lee Felix's slow spiral into drug addiction.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 174,219
- Chapters:
- 55/55
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- 919
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
28 Dec 2022
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He has a mind of words, yet his tongue neglects to voice them. Instead, it slips past his lips to help suckle at Seungmin’s honeyed skin. “I need you to smell like me, or I’ll go crazy.”
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28 Dec 2022
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Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
27 Dec 2022
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Being an omega wasn’t a surprise to Jeongin. After all, he’d been born with omega parts. Even still, he’d never allowed himself to dwell on it. Being a so called weak secondary gender would just get in the way of his dreams. That was how he found himself as a young, unpresented omega teen placed with an all-alpha idol group.
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Jeongin presents as an Omega, but he isn't sure he wants to officially form a pack with the Stray Kids alphas; he never liked the thought of being the only omega in such an alpha heavy pack. They hatch a plan to test their sexual chemistry before the filming of Kingdom Legendary War to decide.Very much self indulgent because Jeongin has been bias wrecking the hell out of me lately.
Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
13 Dec 2022
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Mystery Work
Part of Cinnamon's Hidden Works
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
Bookmarked by prettieburd (avadedrahetarra)
13 Dec 2022
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12 Dec 2022