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You're not stupid. You can see the way stardust has been acting lately. How he lights up just a little more when he sees you under the tree, starts walking just a little faster, how their smile gets just a little more real. The way he ducks his head to hide in the collar of their cloak when you call them stardust, as if it’s a sweet pet name and not an inside joke for an audience of one. The light dusting of blush that rises to his face when you say something that implies you might care about him, even just a tiny bit.
You really should try and discourage their feelings. They'll fade eventually anyway, and it'll be easier for both of you if you just. Make him stop liking you, rather than waiting for it to happen on its own.
You can manage that, right? How hard could it be?
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and the universe said I love you (because you are love.) by daggersprouts
Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game)
12 Jun 2024
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Here’s what you won’t know how to put in words, soon enough. Not until you inevitably forget, again, like a wild animal who cuts itself on the brambles of bushes for the meager hope of food.
It wasn’t a change, whatever you did. Not a flexible part of your being, not something up to circumstance and choice— though if you tried to tell it to a vaugardian they’d tell everything can Change.
Protecting is an integral part of you. It’s— words are already escaping you, but stars, you have to try, you have to explain it to someone even if only yourself— it’s the building blocks of your very existence. Rocks are rocks, crystals are crystals, stars are stars, iron is iron regardless of if it’s shaped on a sword or a horseshoe.
You’re Siffrin. Siffrin protects. If you did not protect, you would not be Siffrin anymore.
(Or, in which Siffrin is a paladin instead of a rogue. Despite what could expect, not knowing his own oaths changes very little.)
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ACT ??? Scene 15
[THE TRAVELER blinks awake in a field from a dream.
The sun is warm. The grass beneath is soft. It is, truly, a lovely day.]
TRAVELER [Aside]: ...It's not so bad, is it? Being here in the loops?
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to the stars we are all monsters by euryDice_pens
Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game)
03 Mar 2024
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[WHO ARE YOU? WHERE ARE YOU NOW?]
A Sadness loops in time.
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You remember, and forget, and remember, and at some point you're so sick of forgetting that you make sure that the next time it happens, it sticks.
...A you that doesn't have anything left to forget wakes up in a clearing they've never seen before, and deals with the consequences.
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It takes longer than Siffrin hoped for them to die from the dagger, and now Odile has to deal with the aftermath (for as long as they have left.)
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In Bambouche, Siffrin contemplates Bonnie: who they were during the journey, who they are now, and the dastardly, delicious fruit they're cutting up for a snack.
Siffrin thinks a lot about that fruit, actually. How easy it would be to just... eat it.
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31 Jul 2024
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punches the ground all ur isat writing is phenomenal.
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Siffrin is your jailor. Your purpose. Your caretaker. Your better self, your now-unreachable future, your child all grown up. You—you are past the point of wanting to take their place. All you want now is a belonging of your own or another cessation, a complete one, because this? This fifth bedroom, this toothbrush, this windowsill overlooking their life? This you cannot take. And as much as every day you miss the people who are right there in front of you, you know they are not yours.
After the journey, in a five-bedroom house, Loop endures the fact that the Universe likes Siffrin more.
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Let The River Rush In by gleamingandwholeanddeadly (something_safe), printersdeadly, printersdevils (tuesdaysgone)
Fandoms: Hannibal Lecter Series - All Media Types, Hannibal (TV)
12 Oct 2018
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Will remembers imagined conversations he's had with Hannibal over the years, and finds something surprising in the sanctuary of his fantasies.
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- Part 1 of The End of Love 'verse
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None Forward & Two, Two, Two Steps Back by faedemon
Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game)
14 Jun 2024
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In an alternate act five, Siffrin breaks in a different way than canon.
He and Loop go around and around and around. They both know what wish was made. They both know what traps them here. They both know what the condition is which, upon reaching the Head Housemaiden, so guttingly fails to be fulfilled. But Loop won't say it outright. And Siffrin won't look at it.
Until, eventually, there's nowhere left to look.
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But as you get closer, you have to squint your eyes to make against the kneeling shape before the statue.
Eyes widening, you realize… it’s Siffrin, outlined in the dark.He is lowered to the ground before the shrine, holding tightly a miniature statue of the Change God, incomprehensible muttering leaving their lips.
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or, feeling betrayed by loop, and by proxy, the universe, siffrin turns to the change god in act 5. mirabelle finds him in the midst of his rambling prayer.
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You were a wholesome man, honest. And a patient one, too! You were willing to wait as long as it took for Siffrin to give you his answer after your whirlwind of a confession. So, you really think you could be forgiven for also falling for the mirror image of them that appears in your dreams.
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Not Like This (It's Too Late Now) by DaggerOfDamocles
Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game)
08 Sep 2024
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Loop doesn't say goodbye.
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a little creature who loves you by wtfoctagon
Fandoms: ダンジョン飯 | Dungeon Meshi | Delicious in Dungeon
14 Aug 2024
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“It’s funny.” Falin rubs her cheek. “People always said they like me because I’m gentle. Quiet. Selfless. But none of that was really true.” Her mouth pulls into a small smile. “Looking back, I think I was too scared to be anything else. Too scared to want anything that would be inconvenient for anyone else.” She smiles a little wider. “And that’s what everyone liked about me, in the end.”
Marcille inhales sharply. “Falin—”
“But now, I don’t care. As much, anyway. I like this. I like wanting things and being honest about it. I like being strong and scary sometimes.” She digs her nails into the back of her own neck, relishing the sting. “I think I like it more than I like being liked.”
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- Part 1 of farcille yuri duty
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“Stardust,” Loop says at last, unexpectedly gently. When you glance up, they’re looking away, picking at the—not skin—the gummy celestial membrane that covers the pads of their fingers. They don’t have a mouth, but if they did, it would be frowning. “I think you might need a break.”
“Haha!!!! Ahaha!!!!! Do you think???”
Loop snaps their fingers. “I know what you need. A B plot!”
“…A what?”
“You know. A B plot! Like in plays? It’s what the side characters get up to while more important people are off dying and falling in love and things!”
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[Isabeau still can't confess, and Siffrin needs to clear their head. Which means it's high time for a sidequest.]
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Her daughter is five years old when Ursa realises what she and Ozai have been doing to their children. By each choosing one to bestow with their approval, they’re pitting them against one another. Perhaps Ozai is doing it on purpose, but Ursa isn’t. She resolves to heal the damage she has done.
In which Ursa tries to be a better parent to Azula, and it doesn’t change very much. And then, quite abruptly, it changes everything.
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Some people are born with soulmarks. Zuko has them, but his grandfather burned them off because they "make you weak."
Team Avatar has a few things to say about that.
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The Stars are Just Spotlights by JustSalPals
Fandoms: In Stars And Time (Video Game), START AGAIN: a prologue (Video Game)
23 Dec 2023
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Each step feels clumsy, sluggish, a second behind. Unscripted. Off-book. The water brushes up over your foot for a moment, sand sticking uncomfortably to what you think is probably your skin now. Do you have skin anymore? You miss your shoes. Would it be weird to wear shoes now? To find new clothes? You want to drape yourself in fabrics, smother every inch of that glowing light you can never seem to shut out until your body is finally dull and darkened and done.
You wonder what happened to all your old clothes. They probably burned up with your face. Your name. Your home.
There’s nowhere left for you, is there?
(Spoilers for optional epilogue content)
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You weren't planning on manifesting so soon, but Loop is lost and you have always been a guide.
(Or, Loop's adventure to bring back the island ft. a talking bird)
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siffrin's memory isn't very good.
but, well, you know. hard to forget. all of that.