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Johnny understood. Johnny always understood.
Depression, once it grabs your arm, doesn't let go. Unless you shake it off violently enough for it to release you. It's a battle, almost a war, with yourself. Doyoung felt it was a battle he wasn't winning, and Johnny watched as it affected the relationship between them. No more kisses like before, no more caresses on the body, no more wild, passionate nights.
As much as Johnny remembers, and he remembers very well the past times. Almost as if they had left their little trail before they disappeared.Bookmarked by bellezinha
31 Dec 2024
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For the past two years, Doyoung had been on a (semi-successful) quest to conquer his co-worker's heart.
Then Johnny happened.Bookmarked by bellezinha
12 Aug 2024
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Doyoung steps off the elevator and into the depths of Q Branch to find several of his underlings clustered around one workbench, chattering to each other in low voices. They’re so engrossed in their conversation that they don’t notice his approach - which is how he gets to overhear snatches of what they’re talking about. He almost assumes that it will be the latest sports news - uninteresting, but mundane enough - or maybe whatever album release is coming up.
But no - it’s agency gossip, of course.
Worse: it’s gossip about 007.
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10 Aug 2024
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Alone time in a hotel in Jeju and a confession written in lyrics help Johnny figure out that his love for Doyoung isn't as unrequited as he thinks it is.
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15 May 2024
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“I’ll take that as a yes,” Johnny rushes to say, already struggling with the taxi app. “You can pay me back later if that’s what your little heart desires.”
“Later?” Doyoung tilts his head. “Do you think we have a later?”
Johnny wants to nod, show Doyoung all the enthusiasm in the world at the simple implication, but he can’t. Doyoung’s tone makes it sound so ridiculous. This was meant to be a one-time thing, anyways. They didn’t exactly go to bed, but—
“‘Cause I’d like that.”When chaebol heir Johnny meets Doyoung at his favorite night club, life hides behind pink sunglasses again. But no matter how happy everything seems to be, his hauling past keeps coming back to turn things upside down, endangering everything he still cares about.
And while Johnny has his own struggles as the CEO of his company and the target of an international mafia boss, those around him aren't devoid of life-altering experiences either, be it a newfound romance, years-old grief or a crippling pill addiction.Bookmarked by bellezinha
16 Apr 2024
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Jung Jaehyun's life hadn't been easy. Managing one of the biggest companies in South Korea had its perks but it also has an ugly side. In need of a break, Jaehyun drove away to the seaside. He only wanted to take a breath of fresh air and relax. He never expected to find love.
Or a fic where CEO Jaehyun spends a day at the beach with single dad Doyoung and his little son, Jaemin.
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- Part 1 of "My Universe"
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14 Feb 2024
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Seven years ago, Jaehyun considered kissing his best friend - but he didn't. Now, after experiencing a magical dream that shows him a life he missed out on, he needs to live with the reality he chose and figure out what he'll do about his feelings for Doyoung.
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14 Feb 2024
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Johnny has lusted over Kim Doyoung (and his impossibly tiny waist) from the accounting department for what is most likely an inappropriate length of time but, much to his surprise, an unplanned outing to a club one evening reveals that his feelings are anything but unrequited.
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21 Jan 2024
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They’re at an afterparty when Taeyong and Doyoung take notice of each other. It’s not the last time they do.
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19 Jan 2024
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Doyoung could choose not to fall in love, but amidst all the hope of ever getting out of this cycle, he is a hopeless romantic.
Doyoung is used to finding wounded demigods on his island. He heals them, falls in love, and they inevitably break his heart. Then, one day, Youngho finds him.- Language:
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06 Jan 2024
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Work, working hard and exuding professionalism were top priority for Doyoung. As an unmissable opportunity for recognition presented itself, his way of life was threatened by a know-it-all alpha and a bratty intern.
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- Part 1 of NCT ABO/office worker series
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05 Jan 2024
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For someone allegedly smart, Doyoung was stupid enough to crush on Johnny Suh. After all, Doyoung was a quiet over-thinker and Johnny was a free wave; they orbited different planets, never meant to meet.
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01 Jan 2024
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Doyoung sees him again and again and again, until fifteen minutes of Johnny Suh become part of Doyoung’s daily routine against his will.
Fifteen minutes of Johnny Suh on the daily means learning his life story too, all at his default thousand decibel volume. He’s at every corner of Doyoung’s life, making himself known at any given time by donning the world’s most obnoxious Christmas apparel, and all it takes is a week for Johnny to skyrocket up Doyoung’s list of the most annoying people he knows to a neat second place.
(Or, Doyoung, Doyoung’s new neighbour, and the days leading up to Christmas.)
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31 Dec 2023
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More than being one of the princes of the underwater kingdom of Azua, Doyoung is a simple mer. Despite his privileges, he doesn't covet much - not even the throne. If he allows himself to be dramatic, he may even say having the throne would ruin his life. And in a way, the throne does ruin his life, steals everything from him.
He never thought a human man with a summery smile and an endless supply of swim shorts would help him re-find his sense of self.
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15 Dec 2023
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Dongyoung is one of fifteen guys vying for the affection of charming bachelor, Jung Jaehyun, on national television and from the start they’re already trying to edit him against someone in the house. But even when they’re competing for the same man, Johnny Suh is too hard to hate.
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14 Dec 2023
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my breath beneath your nails, your fingers around my heart by tostitos
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
08 May 2023
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Johnny picks it up easy - that Dongyoung is attracted to being made to feel like he’s in danger. Not specifically to physical danger, but to the sense that the worst possible thing that can happen to him will happen.
Dongyoung can only continue to deny it for so long.
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13 Dec 2023
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Werewolves apparently lurk about the forests near the cottage Doyoung calls home, but he’s never been a believer in nonsense such as monsters. That is, until one full moon, when he’s confronted with evidence even he can’t ignore.
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13 Dec 2023
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Jaehyun is a successful idol and actor. He has everything, except the one that got away.
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11 Dec 2023
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Doyoung woke up to a text, with an address and an invitation to have lunch and spend the afternoon together. After six years, Doyoung is going to see John again.
This is the story of a reunion between an idol and an old friend.
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07 Dec 2023
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Laughter fills the space between them all and Doyoung sputters out his own little laughs. He tilts his head as he looks up, not at any one in particular. “What’s spit roasting?”
For a moment, Doyoung thinks he’s possibly crazy for asking the question. The room goes oddly quiet and Doyoung isn’t sure if it’s actually quiet or if the alcohol is just kicking in more. But he honestly doesn’t know. Maybe it’s some kind of weird slang that he just isn’t aware of for something that he does know about. But he’s trying to wrack his tipsy mind and there’s nothing that comes to mind.
“Wait do you really not know, Dons?” Yuta says, eyes wide in disbelief almost. “I knew you were a prude but damn, I figured you would at least know some lingo.”
There’s small whispers of chatter around them and then Jaehyun breaks the silence with something that makes Doyoung’s whole body turn red. “Since you like Jungwoo and Johnny so much, why don’t you ask them to show you?”
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- Part 2 of pwp fills
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05 Dec 2023
