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    "Sorry- I'm nervous." Sirius says just as Regulus starts to formulate what he wants to say. "I just wanted to make sure you were still there and-"

    "I'm pregnant." Regulus blurts, expecting the following stunned silence. "I'm pregnant and I'm scared. I'm scared because my husband is- my husband he- he h- he's not kind. I can't tell him. I can't be here when he gets home. I don't- I don't know where you are, if you're even still in London, but I really need your help. And I know you aren't obligated to help me, and you probably don't even want to because I was- I was terrible to you after you left, but you're my only chance and I- you're the only person I want right now. You're the only person I can think of and feel safe."

    He didn't mean to start crying, and he especially didn't want to start sobbing so hard that his breath catches every time he tries to breath out, but for some god forsaken reason trying to explain how much he still needs his big brother to save him from his own mistakes is causing a mental breakdown. Sirius doesn't say anything for a few moments, and Regulus's sensitivity to rejection decides to take that as a hard no, which results in harder crying. 

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    26 Apr 2025

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    When Regulus received a letter containing the final words of his deceased father, his entire world was turned upside down. With his loving fiancé by his side, Regulus is determined to track down his big brother — the same brother he believed to be dead all these years.

    The same brother who also believes Regulus is dead.

     

    [Or: Regulus finds out his brother is alive and will stop at nothing to find him again, James is the best fiancé ever, the Potters are saints, and Sirius is a little broken.]

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    20 Apr 2025

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    For many years, there was one thing keeping him from taking his own life. At sixteen, that thing changed into another, and then he briefly learned to fight against the urge for his own sake instead of another’s, and even through thirteen years in a maddening cage, he never looked back.

    And, in the end, he lost them both anyway.

    So here he is, a lifetime later, having forgotten that, at some point, he did not know the answer.

    As he falls through the veil, Sirius Black discovers that death feels like weightlessness.

    Quicker than falling asleep.

     

    [or the one where the veil shows sirius the events of the cave—something that would've changed everything, had he seen it in life]

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    20 Apr 2025

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    Sad
    Rlly sad oh my, I feel so heartbroken.

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    “No, don’t do that now,” Dazai warns him, looking coldly at the redhead.

    “Do what?”

    Dazai sighs.

    “Open your heart. Feel sympathy for others. It won’t do you any good if you want to win the Games.”

    “Then why are you opening your heart and helping me?” Chuuya responds, sharply.

    It’s silent as Dazai turns away to look out the window, his eyes fighting a flicker of some kind of emotion that Chuuya doesn’t recognize.

    “Because at least one of us should win and it’s not going to be me."

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    For the 89th Hunger Games, twenty-two year olds Osamu Dazai and Chuuya Nakahara find themselves as the Tributes of District 10.

    Dazai is prepared to die. Chuuya is prepared to win.

    With a string of secrets threaded into the world, the boys are dumped into situation after situation that neither of them signed up for. With the choice between life, love, and death on the line, they will make their choices, both right and wrong, in an attempt to survive.

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    A Soukoku Hunger Games Trilogy AU

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    25 Jan 2025

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    Sirius Black is not Sirius Black.

    Regulus Black is.

    Until he isn't.

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    Five times Sirius realises he doesn't know his brother.

    And the one time he...asks.

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