big_dipper
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you're all I ever wanted (I think I'll regret this) by big_dipper
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
25 Jul 2024
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Izuku loves Katsuki and maybe that's what's wrong. He can't handle it when Katsuki leaves for a mission; he knows it's unhealthy, but it's hard being quirkless in a quirk-based society. He stews in his thoughts until he can't anymore.
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Quirkless Izuku doesn't have a lot going for him due to discrimination, except for his boyfriend, Katsuki. He struggles when he goes away on a mission, not taking care of himself. What happens when someone reminds him of his situation, leading him to drastic thoughts and actions.
TW: SUICIDE ATTEMPT AND PHYSICAL ASSAULT (not bkdk)
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that kid is never coming back by big_dipper
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
09 Feb 2023
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Izuku was lonely. Until he wasn’t. He finds the wrong kind of love in a man far too old for a middle schooler. Now, at UA, he is trying to move on, but will circumstances let him? Or will he fall victim yet again?
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izuku had a far too old boyfriend far too young and deals with the fallout that comes to a head in his current relationships when they meet again.
TRIGGER WARNING: this fic deals with rape (not graphic) but the fallout and feelings that can come of it. be careful.
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False Euphoria by big_dipper
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
26 Nov 2022
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Midoryia Izuku wanted to die. It has always been like this. Years, years of discrimination, bullying, neglect, abuse, torture; they all lead to this. He wanted to die, and this time, no one would stop him.
TRIGGER WARNING: EXTREMELY GRAPHIC SUICIDE ATTEMPT, DO NOT READ IF THIS MAY TRIGGER YOU, READ THE TAGS
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Ostracized by big_dipper
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
21 Sep 2021
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Class 1-A finds out that Midoriya used to be quirkless and has All Might's quirk. Some take it well, others don't. Izuku can't go through middle school all over again, but he has friends that make sure he doesn't have to.
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TW: DEPICTION OF AN ALMOST SUICIDE ATTEMPT AND REFERENCES TO DEPRESSION DO NOT READ IF THIS MAY TRIGGER YOU THIS WORK ALSO CONTAINS A MENTION OF OUTING
Midoriya Izuku is done. He doesn't know what to do so he goes up to the roof, takes his shoes off, and waits. Waits for any reason not to do it. But one day, someone comes up to the roof while he's up there, and it changes things.
Then it happens again.
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“You are not well,” Salvador returns. “You are overflowing with…” he pauses to search for the word and he finds it, “grief. You’re grieving. It has hollowed you out.”
“I have nothing to grieve for.”
“You’re lying, Thomas.”
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Vincent Benítez becomes Pope Innocent XIV. Thomas Lawrence stays behind.
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- Part 2 of Volo ut sis
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25 Apr 2025
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It’s Me and You by thelightblindsme
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
02 Dec 2024
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When Izuku comes home to his fiancé, drunk and disoriented, he confesses to sleeping with Shindou Yo.
But he didn’t want to sleep with him. He said no. Begged for him to stop.
If only he’d told Katsuki that before he left, then maybe it would have saved them both some heartbreak…
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28 Jul 2024
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you taste like a memory by brainrotprofessional (orphan_account)
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
04 Feb 2023
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Izuku has a nightmare. After the war, there's really only one place he'll go.
Or, the thousandth 'Izuku has a nightmare and seeks Katsuki out' hurt/comfort fic.
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04 Feb 2023
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for you i would cross the line (i would lose my mind) by wander_wren
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
30 May 2023
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Everyone knows Pro Hero Deku is a submissive. He’s proven it doesn’t matter over and over again in his three years since graduating UA. Besides, now that he’s very publicly contracted to Pro Hero Dynamight, few people would dare comment on his orientation, much less make a pass at him.
It seems not everyone reads the news.
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- Part 4 of feels like flying
- Language:
- English
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- 85,350
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- 14/14
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22 Dec 2022
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Distraction by Useless_Fanfictions
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
03 Dec 2022
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"Can we just do something?" Izuku interrupts, carefully cutting off the blond's question so he doesn't have to answer him. He knows that if he doesn’t focus on something else then he will only continue to sink lower and lower. "Maybe not homework, but something, anything else. I don't want to think or look at my disgusting body, I need a distraction.” He ends his little speech with a huff and he rests his forehead on his knees, eyes still shut tightly.
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the one where Kirishima and Kaminari unknowingly trigger something harmful for Izuku Midoryia. Good thing his Kacchan is there when he needs him.Series
- Part 1 of Distraction (transmasc Izuku)
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14 Dec 2022