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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    By the third room Eddie can't keep pretending he doesn't get it, because Buck keeps sneaking these looks at him, quick, then snapping his eyes away and going pink at the ears, and Eddie — who has spent an embarrassing amount of his life being a complete idiot about this exact thing — finally lets himself think oh, he's like this because of me, and the thought makes him a little weak in the knees.

    "And through here," Buck says, leading them into the living room, "is honestly the best part of the place. Original hardwood, the built-ins are original too, and the natural light in here is just—"

    He throws an arm out wide to present the light. His hand goes straight through the window.

    There's a crack, then a second worse noise, and then a whole pane of the afternoon just leaves, drops out of the wall into the side yard, and the room goes very bright and very silent, and Buck is standing there with his arm still hanging through the hole where a window used to be.

    "Oh my god," Buck says.

    "Whoa," says Christopher, deeply impressed.

    Or,
    Eddie and Chris move to LA and Buck is their realtor.

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    30 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fin

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    When Eddie moves to Texas, he and Buck text. A lot.
    They fall in love about it, or maybe they fell a long time ago, in the back of an ambulance with a bomb between them, who knows?
    Not these idiots.

    or; the texting fic i always wanted to write

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    9/?
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    30 Jun 2026

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    Harris: Hi, Shane!
    Harris: This is Harris Drover.
    Harris: I got your number from Ilya.
    Harris: Sorry to bother you, but I had a question.
    Harris: I know you’re coming in to sign contracts tomorrow, and I had an idea for a social media thing to announce your signing, if you’d be up for it?

    Shane: Oh, yeah, okay.
    Shane: I’ll be there, so we can do whatever.
    Shane: Always happy to help the team with a little internet humiliation that’ll be around for decades.

    Harris: Perfect!
    Harris: I promise, I think you’ll really like this, though.
    Harris: No humiliation involved.
    Harris: The only caveat is, you can’t tell Ilya.

    Shane: Okay?
    Shane: Why?

    Harris: Well.
    Harris: Here’s what I’m thinking.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Buck volunteers at a dog shelter once a week. Their shifts rotate, so the day changes, but whenever Buck can, he shows up to walk dogs and feed puppies and charm old ladies.

    Because Buck is a good person, like Eddie isn’t pining after some random gross emotionally stunted idiot. No, Eddie is in love with a man who deserves to have people fall head over heels, hopelessly in love with him.

    Buck probably deserves someone better, actually.

    Better than Eddie.

    Because Buck thinks Eddie has been asking about his volunteering schedule because he’s interested in the charity aspect. And fine, yes, Eddie is interested in that too, he’s not completely heartless. He likes knowing what Buck is doing, he likes the way his eyes go all soft and gooey when he talks about the dogs he’s been taking care of. 

    But Eddie has also been asking because he wants to know exactly when Buck won’t be home.

    So he can break into his house, and get himself off in Buck’s hot tub.

    Or; Crazy girl Eddie and his dildo break into Buck’s backyard to use his hot tub when he isn’t home.

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fin

  5. Public Bookmark 80

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    ‘GET DOWN!’ Eddie calls out, but before he can say or do anything else, the tremor of the unstable ground sends him flying backwards, head first into a wall behind him.

    The last thing Eddie hears before he blacks out is Theo’s scream.

    or,

    eddie and theo caught in an opening emergency, in the form of an earthquake.

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fin

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    Buck: emails in the study hall, quiet exchanges and silent jokes, adorable and charismatic and a firefighter turned college student. also, unbearably hot.
    Firehose: the hot voice on the phone that's currently helping navigate Eddie through his blooming sexuality crisis.
    Eddie might be developing feelings for both of them.
    Little does he know the two might be closer to each other than he thinks.

    or: Eddie's a college professor. Buck goes to said college after the engine crushed his leg and he had to quit his dream job at the 118.
    Buck starts working for a phone sex hotline. Eddie calls said hotline. Romance, misunderstandings, and humor ensues.

    [not abandoned! updates are just slow]

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    20 Jun 2026

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    "What— what do you see?"

    "I see," Eddie says, measured, careful, "someone who looks like he wanted somebody to see him like that."

    Buck's whole body goes hot.

    "And I'm trying to decide," Eddie continues, slower now, his breath heavier, "whether I'm allowed to be that somebody."

    The hand on Buck's thigh has migrated upward. He notices it three seconds after it happens, his palm now resting flat against his own stomach where his shirt has rucked up, fingers splayed across the skin. The touch of his own hand on his own body in this context is sending a current up his spine that he is, evidently, helpless to stop.

    "Eddie." Buck's voice cracks. "Are you— are you jerking off to my photo?"

    The pause is brief but loaded, and when Eddie answers it’s barely recognizable, every word landing somewhere in the south of Buck's body with a measurable physical impact.

    "You send me a picture like that, Buck. What am I supposed to do?"

    Or,
    Buck wins a boudoir photoshoot giveaway. Eddie reaps the benefits.

    Or,
    Buck accidentally sends his nudes to Eddie.

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    16 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finn

  8. Public Bookmark 30

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    When the 118 get a call about a run away cow, the last thing Buck expects to happen is to meet and fall for the cowboy that was called in to help round the cow up. Soon, Buck finds himself swept on his feet and falling hard for one Eddie Diaz, who is quick to show Buck that he intends to win his heart.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Buck nods in understanding, looking down at their intertwined hands. "You don't have to worry about me, you know."

    You're doing better. Sorry that I'm not.

    "I don't think I know how to stop," Eddie confesses.

    Buck looks at him for what feels like a long time, his mouth in a line.

    Then he swallows, squeezing Eddie's hand again. "Eddie, I think you need to talk to someone."

    Or: Buck is doing better. Eddie is still struggling after New Mexico. (A 9x16 coda/9x17 spec fic)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “Do you have a favorite song?”

    Of course he did. “Glisten.”

    Ilya hummed. Then he asked, in Russian, “And you understand all of the lyrics?”

    It took Shane a second for his brain to switch to Russian too, like he was buffering. “It's my favorite song for a reason.”

    Ilya blinked a few times. “Huh.” He seemed a little entranced.

    or

    Shane Hollander, a struggling photographer, is dragged along to Coachella where he gets to meet his all-time favorite artist: Ilya 'ROZ' Rozanov. What happens when Ilya asks for Shane's phone number and asks him to be his photographer? Is it everything Shane dreamed of, or is Ilya not who he thought he was?

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “He—He had a nightmare,” Buck says. Eddie can tell he’s tugging at his hair. “He was asleep for barely an hour, and now he won’t stop crying. The thunder scares him.”

    Before Eddie can ever answer, Theo’s cries interrupt him. His voice wails out a sad, “EDDIE!”

    Eddie pauses. “Did he just say my name?”

    On the other line, Buck’s breath hitches. Eddie pulls the comforter off himself, already springing into action to find his shoes and car keys.

    Still, Buck doesn’t reply. Theo’s sobs are even more earsplitting through the phone. “I want EDDIE!”

    “He’s—” Buck sucks in a breath. “He’s asking for you.”

    OR: Theo can’t sleep because of the storm. Buck calls Eddie and Christopher for their help.

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    10 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fin

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    "You, uh, you ever heard of—of a prostate massage?" Buck asked. He had his hand resting on Eddie's shoulder now, with Eddie still holding onto his wrist.

    Eddie huffed out a laugh best he could. "Don't tell me you learned that in, uh, in Peru." He said, trying to keep his voice light and joking as if it would dispell the tense air lighting up the room. As if it could hide the way he felt himself twitch in his briefs hearing Buck say prostate massage.

    Buck smiled, not quite laughing as he replied. "No, that one is from other sources." He said. "Really good for stress relief, though. Tried and true."

    Eddie shifted underneath Buck, feeling the stiff flagpole tucked away in his pants. He was leaking steadily now, the front of his underwear damp and sticking to him uncomfortably. He let go of Buck's wrist, bringing his hands up to sit underneath his head while he arched his back ever-so-slightly up towards Buck.

    "If you think it'll help." He says, hoarse and much more sultry than he meant.

    OR

    the platonic prostate massage fic

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Fin

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    Alright, now to prove he’s right.

    Finger on the cursor, Buck types an a to start.

    Google, in all its autocomplete glory, gives Buck some options. Four suggestions stack top to bottom in whatever order Google decides matters most on any given evening, and the four that come up under Buck's single letter are, in order:

    am i gay quiz (visited 2 days ago)

    Amazon (visited 5 days ago)

    american airlines

    ammonia bleach mix

    Buck stops chewing the inside of his cheek — which, honestly, he didn’t even realize he was doing.

    That’s — huh.

    That’s not what he was expecting at all.

    Or,
    Buck uses Eddie's laptop and sees something he isn't supposed to see. He reacts accordingly.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fin

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    “Alright,” Eddie shrugs, laissez-faire. He pulls Buck’s plate to the center of the table; pushes his own forward in kind. Then he begins a drawn-out circus routine of plucking an olive at a time up and out of the bowl and plopping them onto their respective dishes, one by one.

    The delicate, repetitive movement of Eddie’s pinched fingers reminds Buck of picking the petals off of flowers. He loves me. He loves me not. He love—

    An olive hits him square in the forehead.

    “There,” Eddie says, resolute, as the pitted projectile tumbles to the ground at Buck’s feet. “Equal treatment.”

    Or: Buck, Eddie, and the olive theory. Well, in theory.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Fin

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    “Hey, Diaz? Take it from someone who’s been there — it’s not as scary as you think it’ll be.”

    Eddie frowns. He glances at Buck, as if Buck has any idea what Tommy is talking about. “What’s not?”

    “I like to think I’m uniquely positioned to say it’s worth it.”

    Or, Buck is not in love with his best friend, and Eddie is super straight. For sure. Definitely.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    💗 Fin 🥹

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    While Alex had once pursued him and made him feel like he was worth something outside of his dad’s shadow, now that TK looked back on it, the whole relationship had been toxic. It’d burrowed into TK’s mind and made him doubt his self-worth, made him lose all respect for himself. And now that he was starting to learn to take care of himself, life threw a curveball named Alex at him. 

    Based on a Tumblr prompt!

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Fin

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    If he’s ever asked what moment he knew, it’s this one right here.

    Not the moment he’d known he was in love. No, that moment had passed years ago now, a quiet realization in the middle of a loud storm of he’s yours, you’re his, he’s mine, and I’m his.

     

    Mine, mine, mine.

     

    His, his, his.

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    31 May 2026

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    Fin

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    Luca Haas has a meltdown on the ice in the final five minutes of the game.

    So naturally, the best way Luca thought to rebrand was by throwing himself into a summer athlete campaign with the Centaurs, in hope to outrun the fear that he’ll never be as skilled, confident, or sexually expressive as Ilya Rozanov was at his age.

    But when the harmless Luca Haas snaps and shocks everyone by fistfighting with Filipino-Canadian youth athlete Angelo Perez, summer quickly derails into a dilemma to be seen as mature, living up to the expectations of the team, and these newfound, guilty urges for the very guy he fought on day one.

    Centaur matchmaking. Missing home. A messy summer fling. A mean article. An exploration of what sparks are supposed to feel like. And Ilya catches Luca buying condoms.

    And a “bad influence” that makes Luca feel—maybe for just one summer—that it's okay to be a little selfish.

    OR; Practically a character study of Luca Haas' insecurities + his foil to Rozanov disguised as me trying to revive the scrapped Haas book

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    24 May 2026

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    And here’s the thing. If Buck was paying just a little more attention, he probably would’ve clocked what the pain in his middle meant a lot sooner. It wouldn’t change the outcome, sure, but he’d at least be ahead of the curve.

    The worst part is that it’s all rather obvious in retrospect, because the signs are all there. The flickering lights. The gymnasium air rippling and warping like heat off pavement. The dark patches on everyone’s suits and dresses.

    He should’ve seen it.

    But all he sees is Eddie. Everything else is just white noise and set dressing.

    Or: Buck's never been to prom.

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    24 May 2026

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    Buck: eddie??? do u want anything???

    Eddie: An iced white mocha with sweet cream foam would be great. Thanks Buck 

     

    group chat: victims 🫤 (Chim, Hen, Ravi, Maddie)

    Ravi: 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍🌈

    Ravi: that is the gayest order i’ve ever heard in my life 

    Hen: Well, he is gay, Ravi 

    Ravi: yeah and a pain in my ass for it too

     

    or

    A chat fic full of crack following the daily lives of the 118 & co. That's literally it.

    Oh, and Eddie Diaz is gay, and everyone knows it except for Buck.

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    39/?
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    24 May 2026

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