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    Ravi: i take back everything, i’m no longer glad to be here

    Ravi: buck’s sighs have been taken out of the chat

    Chim: If you sigh one more time I’m going to smack you

    Buck: can't a man be dramatic in peace

    Bobby: Please no threats of physical violence in the work group chat. Gather for roll call. Thank you. – Bobby Nash

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    19 Oct 2025

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    “It’s yours,” Eddie had finally said, looking down at it for a moment before handing the phone to him. “I… There’s a lot of stuff you might want to go through on there.”

    Buck frowned, confused, but when he looked down at the screen, he saw it.

     

    [250 missed calls]
    [635 unread messages]

     

    “Wha–”

    “A lot of people used it as a… A way to communicate with you while you were gone.”

    Eddie’s voice was tense. Buck couldn’t stop staring, reading the top message from Eddie over and over again, the only one that he could see. It didn’t make sense.

    “You don’t have to go through it all but… We missed you, ba– Buck.” Buck slowly looked up from his phone, and there was that look again. Eddie had reached out, the same way he had when Buck came back, fingers brushing across his face gently. Buck wanted to melt into it. He did, later, but in that moment, he had to keep himself together.

    “I want to.”

    “Okay,” Eddie’s hand had dropped. Buck’s skin felt cold. “Come get me when you’re done.”

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    Buck gets blipped. Eddie's left behind. A love story told through what Eddie did in his absence.

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    01 Mar 2025

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    “No getting out of it now.” Bobby’s steady voice makes him flinch.

    “We literally haven’t moved.”

    “You could run,” Bobby says with a shrug. “But then you’d have to deal with Athena.” He steps into the RV.

    Turning around, Buck sees Athena standing at the doorway, her hand still in the air. When she catches his eye, something in her expression shifts. He’s seen that expression before. Typically, she uses it on people who are about to flee arrest.

     

    I fucking dare you.

     

    Sighing, Buck gets on the RV.

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    After a call that is almost his last, Buck is having a hard time. He’s avoids his family, his friends, and everything in between. When Bobby suggests they go on a road trip, he almost laughs. But what’s worse? He actually says yes.

    Or: The Post 5A recovery road trip fic literally no one asked for, but I wrote anyway.

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    24 Apr 2024

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    Bobby watches Buck closely, with a protective eye. He assesses the risky scenarios and does his best to make the right call on Buck's behalf, but being a Captain isn’t the same as being a partner. No, Buck needs a level-head to match his reckless streak, to hold his line and reel him back, to follow him through fire and drag him out the other side.

    He needs someone to protect him, but more than that, Buck needs someone to protect. His heart, his half-hidden heart needs an outlet, someone to care for, someone to defend.

    ("Me and Chim, we watch each other’s backs. But who’s watching Buck’s?")

    Or; Bobby handpicks a partner for Buck in the form of Eddie Diaz.

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    24 Apr 2024

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    As tired as he looked, Eddie had never seen Buck look so soft or in love before. The only other person Buck had ever even remotely looked at like that was Christopher. And that’s when it hit him.

    This was Buck’s baby.

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    Buck had never felt so alone in his life, in the weeks after he dropped the lawsuit, when he gets a call letting him know he was never going to be alone again.

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    24 Apr 2024