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Detail Orientated by boopboop
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Apr 2026
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Summer at the cottage is the first time Shane and Ilya have been able to spend any significant time together. Naturally, it comes with some revelations.
Or, Five Things Russians Do Not Do, A Detailed Observational Study By Shane Hollander.
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- Part 2 of Duty of Care
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- English
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- 24,288
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- 6/6
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31 Jul 2026
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Shane huffs out a breath, a faint, helpless smile pulling at his mouth. “I know.” His thumb brushes along Ilya’s cheek. “I just think this is taking a lot more out of me.”
“What is?” Ilya frowns, kissing the inside of Shane’s palm.
“This,” Shane says quietly, gesturing between them. “Keeping it a secret. I thought it would be easier. Just don’t talk about my love life, right? Avoid the questions. But it’s not like that. Every time something good happens, something funny, I think of you. I want to tell them about you. And every time I don’t, every time I hold that back, it hurts. And then I get angry, too, because no one else has to do this. No one else has to filter their life down to hotel rooms and fake names. I think what JJ said wasn’t really about him at all. It just reminded me that I can’t even brag about you.”
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After two blissful weeks at the cottage, Shane and Ilya return to their lives back in Boston and Montreal. As the season begins again, Shane is consumed by a loneliness so profound it pushes him to grasp at anything that might ease the pain.
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- Part 3 of hollanov <3
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- English
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- 22,025
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- 1/1
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19 Jul 2026
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Shane and Ilya being domestic at the cottage.
That's it.
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18 Jul 2026
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“Great,” Ilya says. “Now I get disease from stupid fucking bug. Canada is hellscape.”
Shane rolls his eyes. “So does this mean you don’t want to strip naked with me and inspect each other for ticks?”
Ilya’s head jerks up comically fast. “Wait, wait. Naked?”
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Or: Shane and Ilya go camping and check each other over for ticks. Because they're Shane and Ilya, this does not turn erotic at all.
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- Part 9 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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- English
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- 4,521
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- 1/1
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14 Jul 2026
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you didn't see me as a curse by xogray
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jun 2026
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“You okay?” Shane asks, dropping his t-shirt into the hamper.
Ilya doesn’t glance over. “Yes.” It’s firm and final. An obvious demand to drop it. And Shane might’ve… if Ilya wasn’t currently climbing into bed in a long-sleeved shirt. Shane stands by his side of the bed, watching Ilya like he’s never seen him before. In all of their years together, he’s never once seen Ilya sleep in a long-sleeved shirt aside from that night their heating unit broke, and they’d had to bundle up until it could be fixed in the morning. But that was three years ago, and it’s the beginning of spring right now. And Ilya runs warm.
“What?” Ilya asks, finally realizing that Shane isn’t getting into bed.
“Why are you wearing that?”
- or, Ilya hides an injury, and it's totally not a big deal (except it is to Shane)
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05 Jul 2026
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Ilya tends to be messier than Shane, which leads to tension between them. Shane feels overwhelmed by constantly cleaning up after his husband, and during one of their arguments, he decides to give Ilya the silent treatment. Meanwhile, Ilya isn’t above snitching to his in-laws.
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05 Jul 2026
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Feels So Good When You're In It (My Heart's On Fire) by Chaoticity
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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This is exactly what Ilya needed. He couldn’t help himself, really. His boyfriend’s lithe, soft body was so malleable in his hands. The feeling of control surged through his core, but at the same time, a spark of something blinding white and beautiful raced through him even faster: reverence.
OR: a somno Hollanov fic (everyone cheered)
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05 Jul 2026
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10(ish) days after the events of An Evil Spirit, A Passion, or an Idea, it's time for Ilya Rozanov to leave the cottage.
16(ish) hours told in 6 chapters.
*7/12/26 COMPLETE*
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- Part 3 of Hollanov, 2017
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- English
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- 22,061
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- 6/6
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03 Jul 2026
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To Have and to Hold by Sirens_scales
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jun 2026
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They’re finally alone, and Shane can’t get close enough to his husband.
Holy shit. He has a husband.
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Wedding night sex featuring down bad Ilya and carefree, happy, slightly drunk Shane.
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29 Jun 2026
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Take It Or Leave It by isto4u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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Happy Sub Top Ilya Week
Ilya wakes up horny in the night, Shane lets him fuck him but Just the Tip.
Or: Just the Tip, Sub Top Ilya Rozanov, Edging and Sexual Overestimation all in one fic. This is self-indulgent pwp.
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- Part 3 of Just The Tip™
- Part 2 of Sub Top Ilya
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- English
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- 1,848
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- 1/1
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- 345
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20 Jun 2026
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Three Weeks by baybee0 (amberlightfic)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Mar 2026
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They fight. They have angry sex. In the aftermath, lying in the wreckage of the argument, they finally say the things they've not been saying for months.
Or: the one where Shane is emotionally constipated, Ilya moves to Ottawa and uses it as a weapon approximately once, and three weeks is exactly long enough for everything to come to a head.
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19 Jun 2026
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Happy Birthday, Shane Hollander by GoldenManeTales
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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As a special Birthday present Ilya gifts Shane... himself.
In other words: Ilya lets Shane use a prostate vibrator on him. It gets.... intense. To say the least.
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- Part 2 of Kinky Hollanov
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- English
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- 3,037
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- 1/1
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15 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov got married in secret and for two whole years, they lived their life quietly.
They broke apart quietly, too.
The worst part is that none of it feels right. Not their continued rivalry on the ice, not the divorce papers on Shane’s table, and definitely not the idea of saying goodbye. There are too many wounds untouched, too many things left unsaid, and too much love between them still.
- Language:
- English
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- 47,188
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- 12/12
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15 Jun 2026
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Shane knows it's ridiculous to leave the cottage at seven in the morning to get to the airport by ten. It's a beautiful Saturday in the middle of July, no bad weather, no real traffic, no reason to leave a whole hour early except that Shane is up (has been up for two hours now), and he can't wait to see Ilya Rozanov again.
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- Part 5 of Good Thing
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06 Jun 2026
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Stand Off by SpiderGoose1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jun 2026
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"What is your problem?" Shane demanded, his voice sounding thinner than he liked, laced with the exhaustion of the night. "I gave up our bedroom and the guest room and now you're here".
He heard the rustle of fabric as Ilya settled onto the far end of the couch, claiming his territory with his infuriating, unspoken intensity.
"We sleep in same place no matter what," Ilya murmured, the low, steady vibration of his voice hitting Shane somewhere deep. "So stay put or I follow you around home".
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04 Jun 2026
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“I want to fuck you before my dick stops working.”
“You know that’s a possible side effect, right? We don’t know that’s gonna happen.”
“Mm. If I expect it I will not be disappointed.”
“If it does, we’ll figure something out. And—“
“A broken dick is better than a broken brain.”
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or; ilya takes medication and he can't come like he usually does so they try something new. also emotions and tenderness and love.
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- English
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- 18,313
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- 1/1
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03 Jun 2026
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vestigial instincts by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Their rivalry, as history has written it, has finally come to an end.
"I won," Shane breathes, and the smile, the smile that's been plastered on his face since he scored, grows wider.
Montreal knocks Boston out of the playoffs. Shane learns how to be Ilya Rozanov's boyfriend. Ilya wears Shane's jersey. Set about a year after the finale.
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- Part 1 of winners-verse
- Language:
- English
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- 16,120
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- 1/1
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- 377
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02 Jun 2026
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“-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.
Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.
“I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.
(ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)
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- English
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- 1/1
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01 Jun 2026
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I'd Forgive You If We Still Had Time by JustAnotherWriter_93
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Dec 2025
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"You don’t have to hold it inside, Ilya. I’m your husband. You can talk to me. I don’t want you to hide things from me, for any reason. You could never burden me or scare me away. "
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Ilya finally opens up to Shane about his recurring nightmare, and emotions run high.
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24 May 2026
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Lazy morning by tangyyy
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Apr 2026
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“I’m a lucky fucking man.”
“I’m the lucky one… getting to sit here and rub you. Sure, many people would be willing to fight me for this opportunity…”
“Mmmh… No one could give a massage as good as yours.”or
Sunday morning. No alarm, nowhere to be. Shane takes care of Ilya. Ilya takes care of Shane.
Bookmarked by cantsleepagain
23 May 2026