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All of a sudden, Helly is struck by a wave of emotion, cold and rigid down her spine. It feels like she has just hovered over the particularly fear-inducing kind of macrodata, but there is no refining to be had- the scary numbers just keep getting bigger, and the feeling of dread follows suit.
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Helly learns that despite severance, the body remembers what the mind forgets.
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You have found yourself at an intersection. it’s a choice between pursuing what you want, or keeping the balance of your world safe. Advance to Go and collect $200, or go to jail and let everyone else keep playing. You are head over heels in love with Maya Penelope Hart, and you can’t let anyone know this, or the entire world will literally explode.
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sing me to sleep (i'm tired and i want to go to bed) by cervidaes
Fandoms: Girl Meets World
23 Oct 2016
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Riley has spent her whole life being the one to fix other people; now she's falling apart, and she can't fix herself.
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When Riley watches Maya paint, she makes a request that Maya uses a different canvas.
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Things have been good, lately.
Trinity has been good. She likes going to work—likes the thrill of particularly difficult cases, likes the easy back-and-forth she’s starting to build with her coworkers, even likes arguing with Langdon. She likes her little apartment and she likes that she gets to share it with Dennis. (It’s way cleaner, now, and she eats real food half the time. And she has something to do in the evenings other than think about everything she’s lost).
Things have been good.
She should’ve fucking known what would happen if she let her guard down.
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Trinity is cornered on her way home from work. She gets out of it with a stab wound and a whole new wave of old trauma. (And of course, her least favorite coworker is the only one there to talk her down.)
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19 Jan 2026
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"Jesus, I get it, you think she's hot," Whitaker mutters. "But how exactly is she unavailable? She practically lives at our place."
"That's the problem," Santos grouses. "She's always at our place."
"I'm not following."
Santos gives him a look that is simultaneously miserable and condescending. "She's never brought me home, Whitaker."
Or: in which Dennis Whitaker fails to mind his own business.
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11 Jan 2026
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Later, they’ll say it was shock. That’s why she didn’t react. They’ll call it a freak accident—bad luck on a difficult skill. The doctors will exchange careful looks when she asks how soon she can get back on the mat.
She’ll nod along. She’ll play her part.
But she’ll know the truth.
It wasn’t shock. It wasn’t an accident. She had prepared for the pain. She had made the choice.
And when the doctors tell her they can’t be sure if—or when—she’ll return to gymnastics, the breath she lets out isn’t from disappointment.
It’s from relief.—or: Trinity learns how to accept help after by fucking a lot of other stuff up
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- Part 1 of i keep myself standing in your flames.
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08 Jan 2026
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you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling by PoeticallyIrritating
Fandoms: Hacks (TV 2021)
05 Nov 2025
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Set approximately a year post season 4. Ava, finally having locked down a new TV writing job in LA, returns to Vegas for (whoops!) Deborah and Marty's wedding. However, Deborah wants to start work on a new special, and is insistent on moving Ava back into her guest room (within days of the end of her honeymoon). Things progress from there.
AKA it's the cheating fic, baby!!
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07 Nov 2025
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Trinity thinks about Alana.
And about Max.
And about what happened back then.
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a depressive episode in three parts.
(Do not reference or link to this work in a public-facing publication without my explicit permission.)
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06 Aug 2025