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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    He just wanted a mocha with too much sugar. Instead, he found a dark bookstore run by a man who doesn't know how light switches work and a dog that looks like it eats intruders for breakfast.

    Neil is a walking disaster who doesn't realize he’s being watched. Andrew is a man who watches everything and feels nothing—until now. The Foxes are still broken, the "reunions" are still a nightmare, and Andrew is pretty sure the book he just bought is poorly edited.

    But he’s going back tomorrow. Not for the book. For the "bat."

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    A universe where Neil never joined the foxes and now we follow a depressive (not new..) post graduation and pro Exy goaly Andrew as he discovers a newly oppened bookstore owned by a traumatized Neil Josten who this time very much lost his vision in Baltimore ;b

    Kind of based on these 3 songs (i just could not choose):
    "Everything Matters" by AURORA
    "Bloom - Bonus Track" by The Paper Kites
    "The Night We Met" by Lord Huron

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    24 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    He glances up as if he can feel someone looking at him and Andrew is assaulted by a pair of unnaturally blue eyes. They seem cold and distant, a silent challenge for Andrew to do—something, but Andrew doesn’t know what.

    All he can think is that the boy is dangerously pretty. The idea of asking him to go into the alleyway between Eden’s and the bar next door for a quickie flits through his mind before the boy scoffs and rolls his eyes.

    “Can I help you?”

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    or: andrew meets a pretty boy outside a bar and can't get him off his mind. he absolutely does NOT fall in love

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    22 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Neil feels more than hears Andrew's swallow, the pressure of his chin shifting on Neil's shoulder. He makes a pathetic attempt at an outstretched hand toward the one on his shoulder, and Andrew moves to meet it at the crook of his arm. Their calloused hands kiss as their fingers interlock and he watches as Andrew glance over his body through the mirror. It's easier this time when he takes his right hand and grabs at the one on his waist, stiffly raising it to the innermost center of his chest and hesitating.

    “Yes or no?” Neil asks for the both of them, voice breathy.

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    18 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    neil is riding andrew and needs a little help finishing

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    short and sweet :) i'm learning not everything i write has to be long and life changing so i just had some fun with this idea i had

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    12 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Art submission for 2026 AFTG Mixtape.

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    10 Feb 2026