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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    He just wanted a mocha with too much sugar. Instead, he found a dark bookstore run by a man who doesn't know how light switches work and a dog that looks like it eats intruders for breakfast.

    Neil is a walking disaster who doesn't realize he’s being watched. Andrew is a man who watches everything and feels nothing—until now. The Foxes are still broken, the "reunions" are still a nightmare, and Andrew is pretty sure the book he just bought is poorly edited.

    But he’s going back tomorrow. Not for the book. For the "bat."

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    A universe where Neil never joined the foxes and now we follow a depressive (not new..) post graduation and pro Exy goaly Andrew as he discovers a newly oppened bookstore owned by a traumatized Neil Josten who this time very much lost his vision in Baltimore ;b

    Kind of based on these 3 songs (i just could not choose):
    "Everything Matters" by AURORA
    "Bloom - Bonus Track" by The Paper Kites
    "The Night We Met" by Lord Huron

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    24 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    He glances up as if he can feel someone looking at him and Andrew is assaulted by a pair of unnaturally blue eyes. They seem cold and distant, a silent challenge for Andrew to do—something, but Andrew doesn’t know what.

    All he can think is that the boy is dangerously pretty. The idea of asking him to go into the alleyway between Eden’s and the bar next door for a quickie flits through his mind before the boy scoffs and rolls his eyes.

    “Can I help you?”

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    or: andrew meets a pretty boy outside a bar and can't get him off his mind. he absolutely does NOT fall in love

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    22 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Neil feels more than hears Andrew's swallow, the pressure of his chin shifting on Neil's shoulder. He makes a pathetic attempt at an outstretched hand toward the one on his shoulder, and Andrew moves to meet it at the crook of his arm. Their calloused hands kiss as their fingers interlock and he watches as Andrew glance over his body through the mirror. It's easier this time when he takes his right hand and grabs at the one on his waist, stiffly raising it to the innermost center of his chest and hesitating.

    “Yes or no?” Neil asks for the both of them, voice breathy.

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    18 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    neil is riding andrew and needs a little help finishing

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    short and sweet :) i'm learning not everything i write has to be long and life changing so i just had some fun with this idea i had

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    12 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Art submission for 2026 AFTG Mixtape.

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    10 Feb 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 11

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    Ian @I4N4444
    Kevin day is on my mind today. Not a fan of exy, but i watched the game today with my sister who’s a player, so i know some of the game’s basics. But jesus. How does he fucking do that
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    N @stefanjunior
    cosmic revelations from god himself probably

    Or, Kevin Day's off to a great start for his professional career. Neil Josten may or may not be a fan.

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    06 Feb 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 67

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    Andrew rolls his eyes, hand falling over Neil’s mouth, “My sexuality has very minimal conditions,” He stares at him impassively, bored, “Are you a man?” Neil, with Andrew’s hand still over his mouth, nods, “Look at that, conditions met.” Neil starts talking, muffled from beneath the barrier of a hand but Andrew presses harder in retaliation, “Blahblahblah,” he mocks and Neil gives him a look, his shoulders slouched in exasperation, “You know nothing and I want nothing.” And when he removes his hand, he adds, “Yes or no?” and kisses Neil’s breath away at the confirmation.

    Where Andrew blows Neil for the first time.

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    04 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 21

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    "My brave girl," Neil thought. "How will he manage?"

    Yes, Neil. How will you manage? To be a good father figure to your daughter with a lung disease, without a stable financial life, and depending on the help of an alcoholic professional athlete in the sport you always dreamed of playing? All this while the possible presence of the child's father haunts you with his sudden return to your life?

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    26 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 95

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    The school’s golden boy is fake — a liar, always maintaining the facade of a perfect boy. Andrew hates this bullshit, there's no need to give so much attention to someone as artificial as Neil Hatford. Unfortunately for him, life likes to plays tricks, and now the redhead has becomes his new roommate.

    Turns out, it’s a lot harder to hate someone once you start seeing what’s actually behind those ridiculously beautiful blue eyes.


    Or A/B/O, where Neil is the star athlete at their university and becomes Andrew's new roommate. As time goes by some secrets are revealed, including Neil's second gender.

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    24 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 36

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    Five times Neil came so hard he saw stars

    And one time Andrew did

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    21 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    So I've been wanting to write an A/B/O AU for a while, sue me. (But don't cause I'm broke tbh)
    And I thought what better way than the two tropes I love but don't see a ton of; Friends with Benefits and Accidental Pregnancy and thus this was born. Enjoy?!

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    20 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 33

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    The first game of Andrew's junior season. But Neil is in the crowd and he's not alone.
    What would have happened if Andrew and Neil had met before canon? Read the tags!

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    18 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 72

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    Andrew narrowed his eyes at Neil, the full weight of his attention on him again. “Explain,” he said, simply.

    Neil opened his mouth, but found the words wouldn’t come, and closed it again.

    “The truth, preferably,” Andrew said. His voice was bored but the sharp edge in his eyes betrayed him. Neil had one chance at this, or Andrew was going to walk away from this forever.

    Swallowing, Neil said, quietly, “I wasn’t born a guy.” The simple truth flayed him open, and the words burned as they tumbled out of his mouth.

    or: Andrew touches Neil for the first time and discovers one of his many secrets.

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    11 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 81

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    “When’s your break?”

    Neil doesn’t outwardly react, but straightens back up and his cheeks do get notable darker, even in the shitty light of the club. Andrew waits him out. He was almost all of Neil’s firsts, so he knows talking about sex, even under a layer of innuendo, can fluster him. Andrew would be lying if he said he didn’t like it.

    Especially once he gets Neil under him, and all that blushing virgin behavior vanishes.

    Neil clears his throat and chances a look at the other bartender on shift. “I think Roland will let me take it in twenty.”

    “No.”

    “No?” Neil turns back to Andrew with an amused turn of his lips. “No, I’m not taking it in twenty or no, I don’t think?”

    “You’re taking it now.”

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    or: eden's backroom gets some use

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    07 Jan 2026

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    Andrew Minyard does not understand how Riko Moriyama landed Neil Wesninski.

    How the snot-nosed, small dick, rich brat, second son of the Moriyama family who also just so happened to own the largest EXY gear and merchandiser company in the world “RAVEN” - had landed smart mouthed, quick witted, stupidly blue eyed Wesninski, was beyond him. Well, unless Wesninski was a gold digger, but Andrew doubted it.

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    Or; how Andrew Minyard says he doesn't get into messy situations, until he meets Neil and suddenly he is in the most messiest possible situation ever imagined in his life - oh and also, he might be becoming a homewrecker.

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    06 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    Neil always got worked up after a game, adrenaline pumping through his veins, he was pure need in motion, especially when they won. Andrew on the other hand was always exhausted after a match and unlike Neil playing exy wasn't a spiritual experience to him, it was just exertion. 

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    05 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Neil was panting, lips red and swollen from the earlier harshness of Andrew's own. His head was tilted back, Andrew's position knelt at his feet giving him a perfect view of the long line of his neck.

    Andrew couldn't be embarrassed by his desperation to get Neil's pants off. He needed to get his dick in his hands, needed to feel its warmth, the way it would harden in his hands.

    He needed to see Neil's face, honest and overwhelmed in pleasure when he finally put his mouth on him. He practically salivated at the thought.

    Andrew finally ripped Neil's boxers down to the sound of his stuttered breathing, only to freeze in place. There was a large patch of unruly hair, darker and longer than Andrew's had ever been, but that wasn't what gave him pause.

    "Andrew?" Neil murmured in confusion.

    Andrew inhaled sharply, the closest thing to regret he'd ever felt welling up from deep in his bones. Here was someone who trusted him, who understood him, who was quite possibly the most attractive man Andrew had ever seen, and he wanted Andrew. Except Andrew had no idea what to do with the fact that Neil didn't have a dick.

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    05 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 31

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    17 Dec 2025

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    “They are off limits,” Andrew practically growled at Nicky. Nicky didn’t know what that meant. Neil wasn’t part of their group, and Andrew had never mentioned them before.

    “Why? It’s not like you’re dating them.” Both Aaron and Neil snorted at that. Andrew’s glare turned deadly.

    “Wanna try that again, cousin?” Oh.

    “They’re off limits, because… you’re dating them?”

     

    OR:
    5 times the Foxes saw Andrew and his not so secret partner, +1 time they got to meet them as a group

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    14 Dec 2025

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    “Shit,” Neil gasps as Andrew kisses against his collarbone, licks a stripe up the side of his neck, before pressing one last kiss against his mouth. “Well, this is already very different from my past experiences.”

    Neil is nearly breathless. Andrew mentally pats himself on the back. Take that, Brandon.

    “So, he kissed you,” Andrew says. He means to sound authoritative, self-sure, but it’s lost somewhere in the rawness of his throat. “What else.”

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    Neil going on dates isn’t necessarily a new occurrence anymore, but Neil kissing Andrew is.

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    08 Dec 2025

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