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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been best friends since they were twelve. They were attached at the hip, as much as two straight guys could be.
    Everyone accepted that Shane and Ilya were just being Shane and Ilya.

    Or: Shane and Ilya think they know where to draw the line between straight best friends and whatever the hell they keep doing.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander was boring. Or at least that is what his ex-boyfriend told him when he unceremoniously dumped him. Now, six months after the last time he spoke to Johnathon, he was finally beginning to feel alright. He had a good job, a good side-hustle, good friends and (most importantly) good health. He didn't have to deal with Johnathon's mess left lying around his house, nor did he have to put up with his boyfriend's creepy preoccupation with another man.

    So when he agreed to privately teach yoga to a famous client, he definitely didn't expect it to be his ex-boyfriend's parasocial obsession. He may resent Ilya Rozanov, but he's a professional who can keep it together. It's only a few months. He'll make it out of this alive. Definitely. Probably.

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    03 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 79

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    “You know, I see the way you look at me on the ice,” Rozanov states. “Can smell the arousal coming off you each time we interact— especially when I check you into the boards, you really like that. Or when we chirp. You like that too. I don’t know a whole lot about what humans find attractive, but I think I made a good choice when I picked this disguise.”

    What Rozanov is saying isn’t a lie— Shane has always found him incredibly attractive. Shane has never acted on his attraction towards him, of course, since being gay in the MLH would be a death sentence to his hockey career. No one knows he likes men, or that he’s attracted to Rozanov. —Well, except for Rozanov apparently... who is also apparently not human!

    “Sometimes…” Rozanov muses, “when you come home from our games… you jerk off to the thought of me.”

    “Can…can you read minds?” Shane asks, thinking that must be the case.

    Rozanov chuckles in response— a genuine sound, not cruel or sinister, and Shane hates how it makes his heart flutters.
    “I don’t need to read your mind,” Rozanov answers. “I just watch you do it.”

    “W...what?”

    “I’ve been watching you for a looong time, Shane Hollander.”

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    02 Sep 2026

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    “Hollander, what are you doing at my house?”

    “It’s an apartment.” Shane replied abruptly, causing Ilya to raise an eyebrow in amusement. “I mean, uh, I’m sorry, do you live here?”

    “Yes. I just moved in. Why?”

    Shane shifted nervously on his feet, “I own it. The apartment, I mean.”

    Ilya grinned. “Ah, I see. What brings you to my door, Mr. Landlord?”

    OR

    Shane and Ilya were never more than heated rivals in the NHL. In 2017, Ilya suffered a career-ending injury, and two years later, he moved to Montreal for a coaching job. He unknowingly rents out Shane’s apartment, and the heat of their former rivalry transforms into love as they discover new parts of each other.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    McGill University is known for their Greek Life and Zeta Kappa Psi sits at the top.

    Shane Hollander is president of his fraternity and has always strived for the best. He knows who he is and what he wants.

    When Ilya Rozanov, a transfer from Boston University arrives, Shane knows that he's everything he's every truly wanted.

    OR

    Fraternity president Shane Hollander is down bad for Ilya Rozanov and will do anything to get his man.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    01 Sep 2026

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    31 Aug 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 50

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    Shane Hollander has never enjoyed working with Ilya Rozanov. Too bad their employer, a corporate sports consulting firm, has staffed them together on a high stakes project.

    or, a Heated Rivalry corporate AU with a healthy dose of office drama! written as a mixed media fic with Slack messages, emails, Zoom chats, etc.

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    31 Aug 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 7

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    Shane Hollander kisses a boy at a high school party, comes out to his parents, postpones his hockey career and goes to university. He is also bad at econs.

    Ilya's hockey dreams end at 16 after an accident. But he still winds up in a Canadian University, tutoring Shane Hollander of all people.

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    31 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 79

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    "You look like desperate, scared baby deer all night," Ilya said, by way of introduction. "Blink twice if you are needing help."

    Shane— according to the tacky name badge on his chest— shifted forward, a hopeful sort of look on his face, and Ilya noticed he had a smattering of freckles across his face that were aggravatingly charming.

    "Are you… part of this thing?"

    Ilya arched an eyebrow. "Do I look like I need to be part of this thing?"

    Shane huffed gently. He leaned back again. "No, but you don't have to be rude about it."

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    30 Aug 2026

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    It was a dangerous plan.
    Perhaps a foolish one too.
    There were lots of things that could go badly.
    Things they probably hadn't even thought of yet.
    And Rozanov held all the real risk here.

    Or a marriage of convenience fic that starts in 2009 and changes the rest of the story.

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    Chapters:
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    30 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 41

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    Ilya Rozanov is an alpha, and for years he has been obsessed with one person: Shane Hollander.

    Unfortunately, Shane had taken one sniff of him the day they met in Regina and promptly ran away.

    Ilya was never one to give up, though, and finally, after years of waiting for his chance, he got it: Shane's phone number, freely offered by a member of the Montreal Metros.

    Now, Shane has a problem with a very persistent and anonymous texter, and all the while a new virus is spreading across the globe, threatening the people and the sport Shane loves.
     

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    30 Aug 2026

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    After the tuna meltdown, they never really get the chance to get back together, only watching each other’s lives from a distance, occasionally reaching out through texts, pretending it’s enough.

    Until one day, Shane receives a package at his doorstep.
    It’s a book. It’s Ilya Rozanov’s memoir.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander was not a desirable omega, and that was a fact that he has long come to terms with. Too tall, too strong- not pretty enough. It wasn't something that bothered him anymore, especially not while he had his career of being a physical therapist laid out so nicely for him- he just had to push through this last year of university first.

    Then, Ilya Rozanov succesfuly made his way into Shane's orbit.

    Or, Shane agrees to help Ilya with getting their two friends together, not realizing how far this whole thing was going to go.

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    Chapters:
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    28 Aug 2026

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    “What the fuck is this?”

    “Ahhh, is where I can see all my ratings and reviews from rides I’ve given,” Ilya said, winked, “rides on my dick.”

    Shane blinked at him. “What.”

    “Is silly app,” Ilya said, turned the phone back to himself, and then clicked into Svetlana’s latest review - just the preview of it in which it showed she’d given him five stars and a tip, as well as leaving a photo - and then turned the phone back to Shane. “My friend made for me as silly present. Sometimes I share with people I fuck, and they rate me. Is funny.”

    This is a silly fic that takes itself seriously. Ilya has a app to rate him in bed, and Shane is mad, horny, and also going to fill out his ride reviews every single time with dedication and focus.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    “You should train together in the off-season.”

    Ilya lifted his head off Svetlana’s lap. “What?”

    “If your Canadian really wants to marry you someday, you might as well get used to spending your summers together,” she said, smooth and practical as ever. “You need to fix your public relationship from rivals to friends, and being publicly seen together will help. You need a new trainer anyway, now that you aren’t going to Russia.”
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    Or: Svetlana knows who Jane is. And it changes everything because she is smarter than both of these idiots.

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    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    960
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    88,122

    27 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been a successful adult content creator for many years. Bratty bottom is the new star on the block and almost has as much success as Ilya.

    Ilya starts to understand why.

    OR:

    Ilya and Shane are rival porn stars and Ilya is thirsty as fuck for Shane

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    27 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 51

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    Shane Hollander should be focused on one thing: leading the Montréal Metros through the playoffs for the first time in twelve years.
    Instead, someone sends a decapitated doll to the team's offices and threatens him by name, warning him not to play in the playoffs. Unfortunately, Shane would rather die.
    Now he has bodyguards, no privacy, and one infuriating Russian security specialist determined to control every aspect of his life.
    Ilya Rozanov has protected politicians, billionaires, and people with far more dangerous enemies than a twenty-four-year-old hockey captain. Keeping Shane in line should be simple.
    It isn't.

     
    Yet another Ilya Rozanov!Bodyguard AU nobody asked for.
    Please, mind the CW and TW in the notes of every chapter.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    2,889

    26 Aug 2026

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    Shane had worked his entire life to be promoted to detective, determined to make a change for the better. But, when an incident at work makes him realise the system isn't as fair as he once thought, he dedicates everything to try and make things right.

    Somehow, that ends up with him ass up for one of the most wanted criminals in America.

    Or,

    Shane had spent his entire life trying to be good, Ilya Rozanov wanted to break that halo in half

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    5,804

    26 Aug 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 87

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    Lacking community, Shane Hollander wants "it"--the place he can be himself, the people he can be free around.

    The answer lies in a leather bar. Shane realizes that perhaps, being a hopeless romantic is a curse.

    Language:
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    10,260
    Chapters:
    2/8
    Comments:
    93
    Kudos:
    387
    Bookmarks:
    87
    Hits:
    4,077

    26 Aug 2026

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