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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    After the tuna meltdown, Shane's plan to win Ilya back in Tampa is a spectacular failure. The cottage never happens.
    So what's left? Rolex still want him at Wimbledon, so why not spend summer in Europe?
    And he'll be sitting next to a Swedish princess.

    Except...The princess turns out to be a Swedish prince. Very charming, very hot, and very gay. And very much into Shane.

    When the photos hit the internet, Ilya is going to have some feelings about that. And way more than Rose Landry to worry about.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is about to find out what happens when you tell Shane Hollander you're nothing to each other and then have to watch him move on.

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    02 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ilya Rozanov is a hockey player for Ottawa Centaurs, thinking how to be more of himself out in the open. And perhaps less fucking lonely.
    Shane Hollander is Savile row trained tailor and a bit of an honest freak under that formal three piece suit.
    What could go wrong?
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    -That is quite the extra effort you put in there. Do you also do background checks before offering your… services? Run a credit score just to make sure that your customers can pay for it? Order hits in case the outcome is... unsuitable?

    Shane smiled. Ilya has made this beautiful man smile. He was going to die a happy man after all.

    -No, mister Rozanov, I do not run a Security Intelligence Service operation here, this isn't Kingsman after all. Although, as a Canadian, I suppose I could say that I am On her Majesty's secret service somewhat. Canada is still officially a monarchy. And I did become a tailor in London.

    He smiled again.

    Ilya was going to die today. And then rise from the dead like a vampire just so he could see Shane's smile again and listen to him ramble about the rule of law in Canada with multiple movie references.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the soccer team, fraternity president and a self-proclaimed player

    And he is madly in love with art student Shane Hollander.

    One teeny tiny problem: Shane fucking hates athletes

    But Ilya Rozanov always gets what he wants, and that includes Shane

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    01 Sep 2026

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    When Shane Hollander was 15, he came out as gay to his mother in the passenger seat of her car, on his way home from hockey camp. And so, in true Hollander fashion, they made a plan. Shane would stay firmly in the closet, not because he was ashamed, but because he loved hockey more than he loved anything else in his life. It was a sacrifice, sure, but it was one he was wholeheartedly willing to make. And then, when he decided to retire, he could think about coming out. It was simple.
    It was the plan.
    It was the only plan that would work, and Shane would do anything to keep it on track.
    Enter: Ilya Rozanov

    Or: What would have happened if Shane had gone into his hockey career knowing he was gay? How would his relationship with Ilya play out if he didn't have to keep denying something fundamental about himself? How would his friendships change? How would his relationship with his parents, with his team, with hockey be different without the constant weight of repression?

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    01 Sep 2026