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    A knee injury ends Shane Hollander's nineteen-year NHL career.

    Ilya Rozanov keeps checking in.

    Shane pencils in "big gay midlife crisis" between physiotherapy sessions.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    After the tuna meltdown, Shane's plan to win Ilya back in Tampa is a spectacular failure. The cottage never happens.
    So what's left? Rolex still want him at Wimbledon, so why not spend summer in Europe?
    And he'll be sitting next to a Swedish princess.

    Except...The princess turns out to be a Swedish prince. Very charming, very hot, and very gay. And very much into Shane.

    When the photos hit the internet, Ilya is going to have some feelings about that. And way more than Rose Landry to worry about.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is about to find out what happens when you tell Shane Hollander you're nothing to each other and then have to watch him move on.

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    02 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ilya Rozanov is a hockey player for Ottawa Centaurs, thinking how to be more of himself out in the open. And perhaps less fucking lonely.
    Shane Hollander is Savile row trained tailor and a bit of an honest freak under that formal three piece suit.
    What could go wrong?
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    -That is quite the extra effort you put in there. Do you also do background checks before offering your… services? Run a credit score just to make sure that your customers can pay for it? Order hits in case the outcome is... unsuitable?

    Shane smiled. Ilya has made this beautiful man smile. He was going to die a happy man after all.

    -No, mister Rozanov, I do not run a Security Intelligence Service operation here, this isn't Kingsman after all. Although, as a Canadian, I suppose I could say that I am On her Majesty's secret service somewhat. Canada is still officially a monarchy. And I did become a tailor in London.

    He smiled again.

    Ilya was going to die today. And then rise from the dead like a vampire just so he could see Shane's smile again and listen to him ramble about the rule of law in Canada with multiple movie references.

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    02 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 66

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    Ilya Rozanov, captain of the soccer team, fraternity president and a self-proclaimed player

    And he is madly in love with art student Shane Hollander.

    One teeny tiny problem: Shane fucking hates athletes

    But Ilya Rozanov always gets what he wants, and that includes Shane

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    01 Sep 2026

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    When Shane Hollander was 15, he came out as gay to his mother in the passenger seat of her car, on his way home from hockey camp. And so, in true Hollander fashion, they made a plan. Shane would stay firmly in the closet, not because he was ashamed, but because he loved hockey more than he loved anything else in his life. It was a sacrifice, sure, but it was one he was wholeheartedly willing to make. And then, when he decided to retire, he could think about coming out. It was simple.
    It was the plan.
    It was the only plan that would work, and Shane would do anything to keep it on track.
    Enter: Ilya Rozanov

    Or: What would have happened if Shane had gone into his hockey career knowing he was gay? How would his relationship with Ilya play out if he didn't have to keep denying something fundamental about himself? How would his friendships change? How would his relationship with his parents, with his team, with hockey be different without the constant weight of repression?

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    01 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 84

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    Hollander watched him through the screen, face flushed and dark eyes half-lidded, heavy from the powerful orgasm that had just rocked him on the other side of the country. “I guess I won’t see you until next season, then.”

    Ilya snorted, dropping the towel onto the floor. “I don’t have seasons. At least not the same ones you do.”

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    Ilya didn't regret leaving hockey behind. His life was his own now, inconsistent, frustrating, and difficult as it was.

    His fascination with Shane Hollander, then, was just that—a fascination, a curiosity about the world that could have been, a glimpse of the life that he might have had. But fascination could grow, when there was somewhere to take root.

    Shane Hollander was a garden.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    "You sure about this?” Pike asked as Ilya made it to the door.

    The scent was so strong here it felt like Ilya was walking through a cloud of aerosolized candy. It felt sticky on his skin, in his hair. Ilya could feel the warm flush on the tops of his ears, across his cheeks. He blinked a few times, letting the beta’s words sink in. “Yes, fine,” he growled back.

    Thankfully, it didn’t seem like Pike was affected at all, thanks to his scent-blind beta nose. “So… there’s no easy way to say this,” the man said nervously. “The guys totally fucked up.” He handed over a plain black wallet.

    Ilya opened it, found the Boston College ID card and pulled it out. A handsome Asian boy looked back at him. He had short black hair, warm golden skin, and dark eyes. There was a shadow stretched across his cheeks, something Ilya couldn’t quite make out in the tiny picture. Shane Hollander, the card read. Sophmore. 

    “How the hell do they make this mistake?” Ilya half-shouted. He snarled again, fought against it, got his face under control. “Fuck.” 

    “Yeah,” Pike agreed. “Fuck.”

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    Sometimes the first step in finding true love is to accidentally kidnap the wrong guy.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Ilya is so wrapped up in thoughts that he hasn’t noticed Hayden stopped talking to him to look behind him down the hall.

    “Shane, man,” Hayden says “Get your beauty sleep in, huh?”

    “You could say that,” a voice that sends a chill down Ilya’s spin says. Not because it’s unpleasant, quite the opposite. But because it sounds oddly familiar.

    Ilya turns and is frozen in place. Mentally rubbing his eyes like a cartoon character.

    A guy looking conspicuously like the one Ilya fucked last night is walking out of a bedroom and into the kitchen.

    Ilya braces himself for the inevitable. Awkward small talk and pleasantries. Followed by fucking heart eyes.

    "Hey,” Shane nods at Ilya and extends a hand, “Shane, you must be Ilya. Nice to meet you.”

    The fuck!?

    Why is Shane behaving like they didn’t spend a beautiful, extremely mutually gratifying night together?

    OR

    If only Ilya can get a peek under Shane's shirt he'll get to the bottom of why his new roomie is pretending they don't know each other. ITS EXTREMELY RATIONAL! Don't question it!

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    28 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander desperately needs to disappear.
    After a spectacularly awful week, a remote Yorkshire cottage seems like the perfect place to hide from the press, rediscover himself, and drink an irresponsible amount of tea.
    Unfortunately, the cottage isn't empty.
    The Russian stranger insists it’s his, but Shane has paperwork that says otherwise.
    It's just after midnight, there's a storm outside, the roads are probably flooded, and the only available weapon is a stuffed fish.
    Clearly, this is all Svetlana's fault.
    They're both convinced the cottage belongs to them and they're both refusing to leave.
    A Yorkshire romcom.
    Inspired by The Holiday (2006), with lashings of Wallace & Gromit.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Cliff sees the name on Shane's phone before Shane says it aloud, and his thumb tightens against the wet label of his beer bottle.

    VIKTOR SOKOLOV. LW. MOSCOW.

    The Falcon, his brain supplies, with no respect whatsoever for timing, privacy, or the fact that they are sitting in a perfectly normal restaurant in Ottawa with bread on the table.

    Viktor Sokolov is supposed to be an old message thread from 2018.

    A bad idea with a profile picture. A door Cliff knocked on until something behind it said, very politely, very firmly, to stop contacting him.

    He had never told Shane that part. At the time, it had seemed like discretion. Now, sitting between Shane's phone and Ilya's face, it feels more like leaving a loaded gun in a drawer and hoping no one opened it with their bare hands.

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    Ottawa offers Viktor Sokolov a clean professional exit, which would be ideal if the city were not infested with old ghosts, inconvenient kindness, and Cliff Marleau.

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    25 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 49

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    Thirtysomething Ilya Rozanov lost his shot at pro hockey as a teenager during the Prospect Cup. A dozen years later, he's settled in Vancouver with Svetlana with a Canadian passport and an open marriage.

    One night, Ilya and Svetlana are invited by Rose to have dinner at her place. She thinks Ilya will really hit it off with her husband, Shane.

    It turns out, she's *incredibly* right about that.

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    OR Shane & Ilya, failed hockey players, meet in their 30s while both are in an open marriage with their respective partners.

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    23 Aug 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 79

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    After fleeing Russia, Ilya Rozanov is forced to confront something even more terrifying than his father:

    a future.

    As Shane and the Hollanders slowly make space for him in their lives, Ilya navigates grief, healing, asylum claims, and the unfamiliar feeling of belonging somewhere.

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    22 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 75

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    After their CCM hookup, Shane disappeared from the hockey world. Six years later, he and Ilya reconnect through a shared loved of movies.

    Warm fluffy vibes, some delicious spice, add in a whole lot of love, and a guaranteed HEA 💜

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    After an injury ended his MLH career before it even began, Shane Hollander had to redefine his life. He found comfort in movies, and the mechanics of creating them, so he made studying film his new passion. Now the co-owner of The Heart and The Ocean, an upscale boutique theater/bar in New York City, Shane is happy… mostly.

    Ilya Rozanov, “Boston’s biggest playboy,” has been in a bit of a spiral. After his father’s death, he longs to feel closer to his mama. With warm memories of their special place, a small dollar theater in Moscow, Ilya visits the little cinema he spotted on a night out in NYC. That’s how he ends up face to face with his former rival/one-time hookup, whom he hasn’t spoken to in six years.

    Will their shared loved of cinema overpower Shane’s aversion to everything hockey and bring them back together? Is Shane’s heart beating as wildly as Ilya’s?

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

    ----

    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    17 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a gift.

    He can speak to animals, which has earned him an incredibly successful career as a pet psychic, and far too much information about what people do when they think their pets aren’t watching.

    Shane Hollander has a problem.

    His cat, Pork, is permanently miserable. After exhausting every sensible option, Shane turns to the supernatural for assistance.

    After their first appointment, Pork grows visibly happier - his cat’s found a hobby and renewed sense of purpose for achieving his only goal: to destroy Ilya for good.

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    17 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 41

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    Ilya Rozanov is fighting a losing battle against his depression and anxiety. A chance meeting with his arch rival sparks a friendship that might actually save him.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    The MLH decided to sponsor a week-long summer event for new players and up-and-coming prospects that they were calling the MLH All-Stars Summer Exhibition. And in the inaugural cohort, in addition to many talented prospects and players new to the league? Rookie of the Year Shane Hollander and runner up Ilya Rozanov.

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    After their rookie season, Shane and Ilya have to share a room in Arizona. For a week.

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    13 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 28

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    Shane Hollander is discovering who he is.
    His beautiful actress ex girlfriend turned best friend was the only one in his life who knew he was gay.
    All her attempts at setting him up were had ultimately failed that was until she introduces him to her newest co-star Ilya Rozanov.
    He was new to acting and new to Montreal.
    Something about Shane drew him in and he wanted to know more.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    It turned out the hockey season was a lot more hectic with a full social life in the BDSM club scene and a fiancé who he could never quite escape from. Not to mention wedding planning? God, Shane was in over his head. All he wanted to do was shut his mind off and be a kitty.

    sequel to 'is just ten year plan to fuck'

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.

    After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.

    Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.

    Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?

    The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'

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    36/?
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    10 Aug 2026

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